The Truth I Could Not See

Introduction to the Bookcast - The Truth I Could Not See

Welcome to The Truth I Could Not See Bookcast—where I read my book, The Truth I Could Not See, chapter by chapter, sharing the raw and deeply personal journey that changed everything for me. For years, I was consumed by a relentless battle—an eating disorder, crippling mental health struggles, and the devastating loss of my mom. But in the midst of my brokenness, one question refused to be ignored: "What if everything I’ve ever believed is wrong?" Raised in the LDS church, I thought I understood faith. I thought I knew the difference between Christianity and what I had been taught. But life had a way of unraveling those assumptions. Through relationships, loss, and a moment that shook me to my core—when a Christian friend said, "Your Jesus is not the same as mine"—I was forced to wrestle with what I truly believed. Then, in my darkest moment, I had an encounter with the living God—one that shattered my despair and redefined my faith in ways I never saw coming. This bookcast is for those who feel lost, desperate, or questioning everything they’ve known. If you’ve ever struggled with faith, mental health, or simply wondered if there’s something more, join me. You don’t have to walk this road alone. Let’s take this journey together—one chapter at a time. If you would like to purchase a physical copy of the book, find the link in the show notes or head to Amazon and search The Truth I Could Not See. link for book - https://a.co/d/h114NhS

Chapter 23 - The Simple Gospel

Chapter 23 - The Simple Gospel The gospel is a free gift—available to anyone who comes to Jesus. Yet, we often complicate it, believing we must earn salvation through our efforts. The Apostle Paul warned the Galatians against this distorted thinking, reminding them that righteousness comes by faith, not by works. Jesus' sacrifice established a new covenant, replacing the old laws with one based on love and grace. Just as ancient blood covenants sealed unbreakable bonds, Christ’s blood secured eternal redemption for all who believe. His death wasn’t just a covering of sin—it completely wiped it away. Many of us, like the author, struggle with self-condemnation, thinking we must work harder to be worthy of God’s love. But the truth is, we can never earn salvation—it is given freely through faith in Christ. The gospel is simple: Jesus finished the work. He is the only way to true freedom, redemption, and life. Embrace the simplicity of the gospel. Let go of striving, and trust in the finished work of Jesus. To own a physical copy of this book purchase here: https://a.co/d/7rHLA2s Thank you for taking the time to listen!

Chapter 22 - The Heart of the Matter

Chapter 22: The Heart of the Matter In this episode, we dive into The Heart of the Matter, a chapter that explores the deep, transformative journey of faith. Using the metaphor of an artichoke, I reflect on peeling back the layers of my own misconceptions and struggles, only to realize that true healing and transformation come not from uncovering my own heart, but from connecting with God’s heart. I share my personal wrestlings with old thought patterns, moments of doubt, and the ongoing battle between flesh and spirit. Even after a miraculous encounter with Jesus, the journey of healing and sanctification is a process, one that requires daily surrender and trust. Through scripture, personal experiences, and moments of revelation, we’ll explore what it truly means to experience real life through the real Jesus—the only source of lasting freedom and renewal. Tune in as we unpack the heart of God, the power of truth, and the invitation to step into a life truly worth living. Get book here https://a.co/d/ejvj3yb

Chapter 21 - The Cost

Chapter 21: The Cost In this episode, I share one of the most difficult moments of my journey—choosing between my lifelong religion and the undeniable truth of Jesus Christ. After my radical encounter with God, I knew I could never return to the life I once knew, but telling my family was another challenge entirely. With a heavy heart, I wrestled with the cost of following Jesus. Would I be disowned? Misunderstood? Could I bear the disappointment in my father’s voice? Yet, the call was clear: Jesus alone must be my foundation. As I broke the news to my family, I was met with a mixture of love, confusion, and sorrow. Some asked why I couldn’t stay in my faith and still follow Jesus—but I knew He does not share His throne. This chapter is about sacrifice, obedience, and the deep, sometimes painful cost of following Christ. But as I discovered, nothing in this world—no tradition, no approval, no comfort—compares to the freedom and life He gives. Join me as I read through this chapter and reflect on what it means to give everything for the One who gave it all for us. Purchase book here https://a.co/d/gmqFqV8

Chapter 20 - Every Thought Captive

Chapter 20: Every Thought Captive In this episode, I explore the power of disciplining the mind and the journey to true mental and spiritual freedom. After overcoming the spirit of suicide, I realized that healing wasn’t just about deliverance—it required a daily renewal of my thoughts. The battle was in my mind, and I had to take every thought captive, as Scripture commands. I share how I learned to distinguish truth from lies, challenging years of negative self-talk and deeply ingrained false beliefs. Through prayer, study, and seeking God’s truth, I began to break free from the chains of self-doubt, fear, and false doctrine. My mind, once tormented and chaotic, became a place of peace and clarity as I immersed myself in God’s Word. True freedom is worth fighting for, and in this chapter, I reflect on what it means to step forward, unshackled, and fully embrace the new life Christ offers. This episode is for anyone who struggles with their thoughts, identity, or past beliefs—tune in to hear how God’s truth truly sets us free. Get book here https://a.co/d/isJjHEg