Ep. 08 - Still Learning
Across this first season of The Wild Harvest, I’ve spent a lot of time talking about hunting itself - the process, the culture, the responsibility that comes with participating in it, and the gap between how it’s perceived and what it actually feels like to live inside it.
But I hadn’t really stopped to look closely at myself inside all of that.
Not properly.
In this final episode of Season 1, I reflect on what has shifted underneath the surface over the course of this journey - not just in how I see hunting, but in how I see judgement, restraint, responsibility, uncertainty, and the standards we choose to hold ourselves to when no one else is watching.
Because learning something like this doesn’t just add knowledge.
It exposes the shape of what you didn’t understand before.
Through this episode, I explore the assumptions I brought into hunting early on, the difference between competence and restraint, the quiet ways misunderstanding can shape decision-making, and how spending time in wild places changes the way you move through ordinary life afterwards.
Not dramatically.
Just steadily.
This isn’t a conclusion, and it isn’t a declaration of having things figured out.
If anything, it’s the opposite.
A reflection from somewhere in the middle of the process - still learning, still adjusting, still recognising where I’ve been wrong, and trying to stay honest about that as I go.
Because the more time I spend in this space, the more I realise that confidence and understanding aren’t always the same thing.
And that the standard that matters most isn’t what we say publicly - it’s what guides our decisions quietly, when there’s no audience there to see them.
This episode closes out Season 1 of The Wild Harvest and sets the foundation for where the podcast moves next - deeper conversations, broader perspectives, and a continued exploration of hunting, food, ethics, culture, and the human relationship with the natural world.
The Wild Harvest
Hosted by Ben McGorm
A reflective Australian podcast exploring hunting, ethics, wild food, responsibility, and the deeper realities of participating in nature.
Topics: hunting ethics, wild food, food systems, Australian hunting, deer hunting, restraint, responsibility, hunting culture, philosophy of hunting