Messy & Iconic

55. Season 2 Finale! // honoring cycles, identity evolution + finding your flow

give yourself permission!!! thank you for being here and see in you s3! 😘 love you MWAH  Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty [https://www.instagram.com/jonnemariekahwaty/] on IG or jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com [jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com%20]with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! Stay messy, stay thriving! S2 Music by Ribhav Agrawal [https://pixabay.com/users/poorartistt-45918667/?utm_source=link-attribution&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=music&utm_content=352844]from Pixabay [https://pixabay.com//?utm_source=link-attribution&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=music&utm_content=352844] YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho (s1 music was made by yours truly tho...this footer shows on all episodes lol)

54. I'm quitting my job to follow my dreams...again // why I’m no longer a “coach” & it’s scary AF

Well...the title says it all! In this episode, I share the life-changing breakthrough that's been building over the last few months (and honestly my entire life) and everything that's led to my ultimate decision to pivot and step back from my coaching business this year to pursue my lifelong dreams of music, artistry, entertainment, performance, and expression. I will always love coaching and I'll still be offering coaching, support, and community in a variety of ways, but it will look different than it has the past 2.5 years, and we're still very much in the messy middle of letting that vision evolve. Recording and listening back to this episode – fully accepting, acknowledging, and claiming these desires – feels like coming home to myself in a way I've been too afraid to do my entire life until now. Thank you for being with me on this journey and for supporting me as we step into this new chapter! <3 I love you! In today's episode... * Looking back at the (now incredibly obvious) signs I ignored: my lifelong pull toward music, film, and the entertainment industry * Why most of us ignore our most aligned path because it feels too easy  * The 2 intuitive messages I received from psychic channels that clocked my misalignment a year in advance (that I ignored for months ofc) * How the universe literally shoved the music path in my face (I mean literally) * Paying attention to the frequency of words in your body as clues to clarity * The realization that broke me out of the coaching box & redefined my entire purpose   * My journey of de-pedestaling money and success to see my true desires * The completely unexpected networking event that opened my eyes to a whole new world of possibility  * How to know when it's actually time to leave your job or switch directions (fear vs. intuition) * Discerning misalignment from fear and resistance when navigating pivots * When self-responsibility becomes too much & the trap of always needing a reason  * Permission to make intuitive decisions without perfect certainty or justification * How I'm embracing my alignment-first philosophy for success and life in a whole new way * Why dropping "expert mode" is the key to receiving more * Why the word "cool" is a hack into your higher self * How I naturally balanced my relationship with structure and flow without force * How I fell back in love with consuming in a way that fuels me, instead of burns me out * What's next for me (big vision, next steps, social media break & more!) ...and so much more! also featuring... * giving up on trying to make fetch happen  * my theme song of the year & 2010 teen nostalgia  * latest podcast & YouTube obsessions  * card pull & my psychedelic NYE epiphany https://t.me/+OWi_QRVUTTI5NWI5 Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty [https://www.instagram.com/jonnemariekahwaty/] on IG or jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com [jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com%20]with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! Stay messy, stay thriving! S2 Music by Ribhav Agrawal [https://pixabay.com/users/poorartistt-45918667/?utm_source=link-attribution&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=music&utm_content=352844]from Pixabay [https://pixabay.com//?utm_source=link-attribution&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=music&utm_content=352844] YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho (s1 music was made by yours truly tho...this footer shows on all episodes lol)

53. My 2026 Experiment: Year of FUN // the keys to ease & playing your way to success

2026 is the year I make more money than I've ever made WHILE having more fun than I've ever had – and it can be for you too!  Today I'm breaking down all the keys to my YEAR OF FUN experiment including the goals I'm setting, moves I'm making, and  principles I'm living by to prioritize play and ease every single day.  I also go deep into sharing the real, unsexy inner work I've done over the past few years that has led me here, along with the secret weapons, real-time energetic shifts, in-the-moment decisions, tiny habits & day-to-day actions that I'm continuing to prioritize to make Year of FUN a success! In today's episode... * My 2026 business season reveal: priorities, pace & the approach I'm taking this year * What's on my 2026 bingo card?!👀 * The #1 daily question that cuts my to-do list in half, erases pressure & keeps me turned on instead of burnt out * Spilling the tea on my play-first biz philosophy – how it works & why it works * Making 2026 my year of FUN: what my days, choices & schedule actually look like * Why most women say they WANT to prioritize play but never actually do—and the fear underneath that keeps them stuck  * The tiny moments that actually change everything & what daily embodiment work actually looks like in real time * The unsexiest secret to becoming iconic  * The biggest power move you can make as an ambitious woman * What it actually takes to allow ease into your life & business * Walking the true intuitive path to success: how to actually get paid to be you * What it actually looks like to lead with desire day by day  * My 2 biggest secret weapons in life & business * My go-to question for instant clarity: fear vs. intuition discernment * Intuition 101 refresher: the basics you might be forgetting * The subtle shift from force to flow (simple mindset tweaks that change everything) * What I don't resonate with in the coaching industry & online marketing advice * The top manifestation mistake that keeps you chasing goals, instead of allowing & aligning * The keys to worthiness,  ease, divine feminine embodiment & leadership * The only practice that actually breaks attachment and clears resistance * The paradox of visibility (feeling seen & feeling free) * The manifestation hack no one talks about (beyond "what's the feeling underneath") * My new favorite worthiness mantra & instant mood-shifter to start your day with * Big money breakthrough: why I went from having NO money goal for 2026 to actually increasing my money goal for 2026 ...and so much more! also featuring... * funny TV story  * the divine power outage that sparked a week of breakthroughs (ha sparked) Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty [https://www.instagram.com/jonnemariekahwaty/] on IG or jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com [jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com%20]with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! Stay messy, stay thriving! S2 Music by Ribhav Agrawal [https://pixabay.com/users/poorartistt-45918667/?utm_source=link-attribution&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=music&utm_content=352844]from Pixabay [https://pixabay.com//?utm_source=link-attribution&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=music&utm_content=352844] YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho (s1 music was made by yours truly tho...this footer shows on all episodes lol)

52. Plan an ICONIC year with me! // alignment-first goal setting for intuitive women & my go-to yearly ritual (ft. my most unhinged 2026 goals)

Today I'm taking you behind the scenes through my yearly visioning, goal setting, and planning process! Feel free to listen  and then implement the process in your own way, or grab a notebook and your laptop and follow along with me! This process is thorough, fun, creative and designed for women who need a structure that supports their intuitive flow, not suppresses it. It's ADHD-friendly by meeting you where you're at and is intentionally designed to prevent and avoid pressure and overwhelm! I also share an incredibly important perspective & energetic element to bring to into this process that will make ALL the difference for you going forward into the year. TEMPLATE LINKED HERE! [https://docs.google.com/document/d/1rkDxlWgWC3Axi-rDU8HCVBj2y-D-YvBAfKO8tPaioI8/edit?usp=sharing] In today's episode... * Pep talk for rebuilding momentum after the holidays & getting back into the swing of things * A new perspective on new year's goal setting and yearly planning * Why I go against popular biz advice & don't plan my entire year at once * The most important factor in goal-setting to ensure success that most people overlook  * Why typical success frameworks & goal-setting advice doesn't work for intuitive, creative women (and what actually does) * The keys to feminine productivity and why the masculine approach leaves most women feeling disappointed, pressured & overwhelmed * Aligning your goals & priorities with your cycle and the seasons (without sacrificing productivity) * My exciting words and themes of the year!  * Using your intuitive discernment and full body yes to prioritize soul-aligned desires over ego-driven attachments  * My favorite intention-setting hack * Some of my most unhinged 2026 goals  * The reason I have no revenue or sales goals this year  * The top goal-setting mistakes (especially for intuitive women) * The quickest way to filter & prioritize your goals intuitively   * Why simply writing your goals & planning isn't enough on it's own * My go-to process to reverse engineer my big vision into simple actionable daily habits and tasks  * My secret weapon for staying aligned throughout the year without overwhelm  * Scheduling hacks & structures that support your natural energy flow & creativity (esp for ADHD fam!) ...and so much more! also featuring... * my fav new alarm clock & tea * the evolution of my relationship with alcohol over the years * my brain short-circuiting  JOIN THE ICONS ONLY TELEGRAM GROUP! [https://t.me/+OWi_QRVUTTI5NWI5]  https://t.me/+OWi_QRVUTTI5NWI5 [https://t.me/+OWi_QRVUTTI5NWI5] Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty [https://www.instagram.com/jonnemariekahwaty/] on IG or jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com [jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com%20]with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! Stay messy, stay thriving! S2 Music by Ribhav Agrawal [https://pixabay.com/users/poorartistt-45918667/?utm_source=link-attribution&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=music&utm_content=352844]from Pixabay [https://pixabay.com//?utm_source=link-attribution&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=music&utm_content=352844] YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho (s1 music was made by yours truly tho...this footer shows on all episodes lol)

51. 2025 EXPOSED // untold stories, honest lessons & raw reflections from my biggest highs & lows of the year

This episode is a raw, unfiltered month-by-month reflection of my life and biz evolution in 2025. My highest highs, lowest lows, biggest lessons, and EVERYTHINGGG in between. Enjoy :) in this ep, i talk about.. * behind-the-scenes of every launch I ran this year, including my first sold-out offer, my first $9k sales month, and my biggest 'flop' launch  * burning out immediately after my first successful launch of the year and how it changed my business going forward  * the rollercoaster of my rent check bouncing and my first trip to Paris happening in the same month * the identity integration & intuitive nudges that led to my 2 highest months in biz in a row * how letting go of a $200/month income stream led to my first $9k month * finally breaking out of shame spiral and rewiring my default from self-blame to self-love  * getting burned by clients multiple times this year & what i learned from it * overgiving, being taken advantage of & boundaries i learned to set in my biz this year * the biggest shifts & experiences that made me 10x better of a coach and leader * my most surprising launch results of 2025 * digging into some of the deepest & most difficult shadow work I've ever done  * my brand evolution and why i'm feeling more secure in myself than ever before entering 2026 * what happened when listening to my body became my #1 business strategy * the most impactful routines, habits & biz practices I've adopted in 2025 ...and sooo much more! also featuring: * my new favorite habit that is already changing my life * my Buffalo accent  * my least favorite Oracle card  JOIN THE ICONS ONLY TELEGRAM GROUP! [https://t.me/+OWi_QRVUTTI5NWI5]  https://t.me/+OWi_QRVUTTI5NWI5 [https://t.me/+OWi_QRVUTTI5NWI5] Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty [https://www.instagram.com/jonnemariekahwaty/] on IG or jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com [jonnemariekahwaty@gmail.com%20]with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! Stay messy, stay thriving! S2 Music by Ribhav Agrawal [https://pixabay.com/users/poorartistt-45918667/?utm_source=link-attribution&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=music&utm_content=352844]from Pixabay [https://pixabay.com//?utm_source=link-attribution&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=music&utm_content=352844] YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho (s1 music was made by yours truly tho...this footer shows on all episodes lol)