What’s Left of Me

Episode 6: Surrendering Control

In this episode, I reflect on what it looks like to surrender control and trust God in seasons where holding everything together has become exhausting. This conversation is about releasing fear, stepping out of survival mode, and learning to rest in faith instead of force. If you’ve been carrying too much, trying to manage every outcome, or struggling to let go, this episode is for you. Sometimes surrender isn’t giving up — it’s finally letting God lead. Take a breath. Peace is closer than you think.

Episode 5 : Be Still

In this week’s episode, I slow everything down and talk about what it really means to be still in the middle of the noise, the pressure, and the heaviness life throws at us. This isn’t a story about doing more — it’s a reminder of what can shift when you allow yourself to pause, breathe, and let your spirit settle long enough to hear what’s actually going on beneath the surface. I talk about the moments that force you to stop, the discomfort of feeling your emotions instead of outrunning them, and the unexpected clarity that comes when you give yourself permission to acknowledge where you’re at — without judgment, without forcing the next step. If you’re in a season where everything feels loud, overwhelming, or just… a lot, this is your cue to slow down with me. To be still. To listen inward. And to trust that stillness doesn’t mean you’re stuck — it means you’re finally grounded. Thank you for being here. Thank you for listening. Share this episode with someone who might need a moment to breathe today. This one’s for you, Cody.

Episode 4 : Buried Beneath the Badge

In this raw and honest conversation, Steven shares the truth behind the uniform — the drinking, the isolation, the guilt, and the moments that nearly broke him. We talk about the friendships he had to walk away from, the painful journey of rebuilding, the gym that grounded him, and the version of himself he never thought he’d get back. This episode is heavy, human, and real. A reminder that recovery isn’t pretty — but it is possible. Trigger Warning: This episode discusses alcohol abuse, depression, and emotional trauma. Please listen with care.

Episode 3: When My Spirit Came Home

In this week’s episode, Desiree opens up about the moment her spirit finally came home — the breaking points, the clarity, and the courage it took to reclaim her life. Together, we walk through her story of survival, self-worth, and stepping back into her own light. This conversation is raw, grounding, and a reminder that healing isn’t linear… but it is possible.

Episode 2: Brick by Brick

Sometimes healing doesn’t come in waves — it comes in whispers. In the slow rebuilding of mind, body, and spirit after everything falls apart. This episode is about learning to stop fighting yourself and start listening — to your body, your faith, and the quiet guidance that shows you where to begin again. If you’ve ever felt like you’re starting over from nothing, this one’s for you. 🎧 Listen, breathe, and rebuild — brick by brick.