Celia LeBaron-PART 1

Annie Marie Part 1

Annie Marie became a viral sensation by turning the quirks, contradictions, and awkward moments of Mormon culture into comedy gold. Raised in the LDS Church by a Spanish mother who met her father on his mission, Annie grew up feeling like an outsider after her parents divorced—a reality that carried its own stigma in Mormon communities. In this episode, Annie shares hilarious and eye-opening stories about growing up LDS, from church worthiness interviews and public shame to sacrament meeting mishaps and feeling constantly monitored as a teenager. We discuss why some members seemed to get away with everything while others were scrutinized for every mistake, the embarrassment of losing sacrament privileges, and how entire wards seemed to know everyone’s business. We also dive into some of the most bizarre Mormon experiences many former members still laugh about today: baptisms for the dead, strict dress and grooming standards, worthiness interviews about coffee, masturbation, and “impure thoughts,” debates over crosses, women wearing pants, working mothers, and the cultural pressure to appear perfect. Annie explains why the blonde-wigged church leader in her viral skits resonates with so many people and how humor became her way of processing experiences that once felt confusing, embarrassing, and controlling. Whether you’re LDS, ex-Mormon, Mormon-adjacent, or simply fascinated by high-demand religions, this episode is packed with stories that will make you laugh, cringe, and say, “Wait… that actually happened?”

Natasha Helfer Part 2

I sit down with Natasha Helfer — the sex therapist, former Mormon therapist, and outspoken advocate who was excommunicated by the LDS/Mormon church after challenging purity culture, shame-based teachings, and the harm many experience inside high-demand religion. You may recognize her from The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives, but this conversation goes way deeper than reality TV. We talk about Mormonism, religious trauma, sexuality, mixed-faith marriages, mental health, women’s roles, and what happens when people start questioning the systems they were taught never to challenge. Natasha shares her experience being publicly disciplined by the LDS church, the backlash she faced for speaking openly about sex and relationships, and why so many former members say they felt silenced, controlled, or ashamed inside Mormon culture. This episode is hilarious, validating, uncomfortable at times, and packed with the kind of honest conversations people are often too afraid to have out loud. Take a listen — you might learn something new from this brilliant therapist! * Mormon church controversy * LDS church excommunication * Natasha Helfer excommunicated * Mormon purity culture * Religious trauma * Ex Mormon stories * Mormon women speaking out * Mormon sexuality * Mormon shame culture * Sex therapist Mormon * LDS mental health * Mormon marriage pressure * Mormon therapy controversy * Mormon TikTok * Secret Lives of Mormon Wives * Mormon wives Hulu * Mormon women and sex * Leaving the Mormon church * LDS church control * High demand religion * Mormon guilt and shame * Faith deconstruction * Mixed faith marriage * Mormon feminism * LDS church and women * Mormon culture secrets * Spiritual abuse * Mormon perfectionism * Mormon dating and purity culture * Post Mormon healing * Mormon influencers * Ex Mormon podcast * Mormon podcast * LDS trauma recovery * Mormon bishops interviews * Mormon temple worthiness * Mormon modesty culture * Mormon confession culture * Mormon sexual shame * Religious deconstruction

Natasha Helfer

I sit down with Natasha Helfer — the sex therapist, former Mormon therapist, and outspoken advocate who was excommunicated by the LDS/Mormon church after challenging purity culture, shame-based teachings, and the harm many experience inside high-demand religion. You may recognize her from The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives, but this conversation goes way deeper than reality TV. We talk about Mormonism, religious trauma, sexuality, mixed-faith marriages, mental health, women’s roles, and what happens when people start questioning the systems they were taught never to challenge. Natasha shares her experience being publicly disciplined by the LDS church, the backlash she faced for speaking openly about sex and relationships, and why so many former members say they felt silenced, controlled, or ashamed inside Mormon culture. This episode is hilarious, validating, uncomfortable at times, and packed with the kind of honest conversations people are often too afraid to have out loud. Take a listen — you might learn something new from this brilliant therapist! * Mormon church controversy * LDS church excommunication * Natasha Helfer excommunicated * Mormon purity culture * Religious trauma * Ex Mormon stories * Mormon women speaking out * Mormon sexuality * Mormon shame culture * Sex therapist Mormon * LDS mental health * Mormon marriage pressure * Mormon therapy controversy * Mormon TikTok * Secret Lives of Mormon Wives * Mormon wives Hulu * Mormon women and sex * Leaving the Mormon church * LDS church control * High demand religion * Mormon guilt and shame * Faith deconstruction * Mixed faith marriage * Mormon feminism * LDS church and women * Mormon culture secrets * Spiritual abuse * Mormon perfectionism * Mormon dating and purity culture * Post Mormon healing * Mormon influencers * Ex Mormon podcast * Mormon podcast * LDS trauma recovery * Mormon bishops interviews * Mormon temple worthiness * Mormon modesty culture * Mormon confession culture * Mormon sexual shame * Religious deconstruction

Celia LeBaron-PART 2

Celia LeBaron

Celia LeBaron-PART 1

Celia LeBaron—Daughters of a Cult This episode is not just a story… it’s a reality most people wouldn’t survive. We’re diving into the terrifying world of the LeBaron polygamist cult, led by Ervil LeBaron and Joel LeBaron—where power, control, and so-called “revelation” justified manipulation, child marriage, and murder. From the doctrine of blood atonement to ordered killings, this is what happens when religion is weaponized. Inside this episode: * How Ervil took multiple wives—including other men’s wives—and reassigned families * Children being trained with weapons and raised in fear * The shocking reality of forced marriages (including a 15-year-old given to a 42-year-old man) * The assassination of Joel LeBaron—and the rise of a more dangerous leader * Life on the run, hiding from law enforcement, and cramming multiple wives and children into survival conditions * The calculated murders tied to rival polygamist groups, including orders to kill leaders for control and power * The chilling reality: disobedience meant death—even within your own family * The moment Ervil’s own son turned him in And beyond the violence—what people don’t talk about enough: Leaving. Because leaving a cult isn’t just walking away… It’s rebuilding your entire identity from scratch. We talk about: * Trauma, deprogramming, and psychological control * Learning how to make decisions for yourself for the first time * Trusting your own thoughts after years of manipulation * Why people don’t leave sooner—and why that question misses the point entirely * The long-term effects of religious extremism and cult conditioning This is a raw, unfiltered conversation about survival, control, and what it really takes to break free. Real talk—no filter. Shots of truth with no chaser.