#001: How I got here! Meet me in some of the messy moments :)

#004: Calling in the wisdom of our ancestors - A tribute episode and prayer

A very special tribute podcast to celebrate our darling marvellous Granny Bea who passed away a year ago today on the 22nd March. Often in our lives there are loved ones who see us deeply, who fully accept our entire being, who know who we are before we even we know who we are. These loved ones, whether blood relative or soul family, hold keys to our hearts and our truths. These are our ancestral roots that form the foundations for our growth. This episode is a journey to celebrate and commemorate these loved ones who have left us and what lessons, wisdom and guidance they brought us. This person to me was my dearest Granny Bea. Our souls felt interconnected way beyond the years we have had together. So today on the anniversary of her passing I created and curated this episode to celebrate her legacy and the many nuggets of wisdom she left us as she passed. I share what her passing taught my family and I about life itself and dissolving the discomfort of death. How up until her last moments she was a beacon of joy and positivity even through the hardships she was facing, the fearlessness of cancer and surrendering herself to take on this sacred rite of passage. I close this podcast and share in a collective prayer and meditation, calling in on all our loved ones who are no longer with us and ask for unique messages and reminders of what their legacies are to us. May we live our lives in memory and in honour of them. May we find the courage to live in healing with them, from them and for them. I would love to hear from you if anything moved you or how Granny’s wisdom touched your heart and what messages you received from your special ancestors and loved ones. Get in touch via instagram @ninabubamara [https://www.instagram.com/ninabubamara/].  "We Are All Just Walking Each Other Home" Ram Dass  This podcast is OUR deep and meaningful space so do let me know any topics or questions you have on your journey, it might be just the tonic or medicine for another person on theirs. I will weave them into future episodes. Just get in touch @ninabubamara [https://www.instagram.com/ninabubamara/]…   If you feel you want to dive deeper on your path and work with me book a 30 minute discovery call here on my calendly [https://calendly.com/ninabubamara?month=2022-03].

#003: Exploring our relationship to Death as our relationship to life and healing the fear of it

*Possible Trigger Topic* Potential to feel uncomfortable too. Inviting in your curiosity to journey with me. I understand that Death is a sensitive and tender topic. One that is not spoken about so often. One that in our Western society has a narrative of fear wrapped around it or it gets hidden in a morbid taboo box and buried as if its 6ft underground. Often our relationship to it comes from these places or from unprocessed grief and pain. That is why exploring death is so important. That is why an inner voice guided me to create this episode.  It is important to inquire into our relationship to death to: * Walk through our ego deaths, release old parts of ourselves with more awareness and ease * Develop a healthy non shameful, non judgemental relationship to grieving and feeling pain or discomfort * Unlock or release our fear of the unknown and the uncertain nature of life * Rewiring the brain from control or needing to stay safe, live in comfort zones or avoiding discomfort * Fully surrender and accept it as an inevitable truth of life Beyond the story or perceptions of death is a gateway to unlocking our core fears and is essential when walking a path of healing, growth and living life in our fullest expression. In order to change or heal, we must face pain, we must grieve and allow parts of ourselves to die in order to embody new versions of ourselves. That will also die. We must mourn who we were, who we thought we should be, what we attached ourselves to. Equally, when we are leaning into new ways of living, changing habits, facing our inner most selves it all requires sitting and facing the uncomfortable and unknown. This exploration also helps us to find more ease, trust, acceptance and surrender to death and therefore to life itself. When I first realised that fearing death which is one of the only inevitable truths of life, I was in fact fearing living fully. "From the moment we are born we are dying" In this episode I share a deep and honest story of my own reckoning with the fear of death and how it manifested on my path and why it happened during this moment in my journey. Often whatever the fear that we face is, it's wrapped up in stories that come from the mind, that come from what we've learned, been conditioned to believe, been shown or told and it is up to us to rewrite those stories and recognise they are not real. This is the battle with the ego and this was my first invitation to experience an ego death. Reflecting on this now comes with light-heartedness and it is no longer part of my experience. Im grateful to share it with you. As it has transformed my relationship to death, life, birth and living.  NB: If you are facing a mental health crisis, having intrusive thoughts or facing the deep mental and emotional challenges of loss, bereavement or fear, please seek professional support (I did during this period of my journey) to help unpack and process the complexity of this. Ensure you resonate, trust and have no judgement with the person holding the space. Sending all my ladybird love xox Remember to take what resonates and leave what doesn't. Resources: Alan Watts - Accepting Death Morgan Freeman Documentary - Beyond Death This is OUR intuitive deep and meaningful space so do let me know any topics or questions you have on your path or journey, it might be just the tonic or medicine for another person on theirs. I will weave them into future episodes. Just get in touch via instagram @ninabubamara [https://www.instagram.com/ninabubamara/]…  If you feel you want to dive deeper on your path and work with me book a 30 minute discovery call here on my calendly [https://calendly.com/ninabubamara?month=2022-03].

#002: A prayer for the internal and external wars we face

Hello beautiful humans! Join me in this tender hearted episode as we dive into witnessing the shadow aspects of our world and how this mirrors the shadow aspects within. I close this podcast on a collective prayer.  It is important we create sacred space for our shadow aspects and feelings to be felt and released. I share how recently I processed through deep sacred rage by connecting to and roaring into mother nature. Let us LAND IN LOVE and PEACE to hold space for others through the human suffering and return to our innate emPOWERment. "We are all just walking each other home" Ram Dass This is OUR space so do let me know any topics or questions you have on your path or journey, it might be just the tonic or medicine for another person on theirs. We are all interconnected, I will weave them into future episodes. Just get in touch on the contact form on my website ninabubamara.com [https://ninabubamara.com/] …   If you want to work with me book a 30 minute discovery call here on my calendly [https://calendly.com/ninabubamara?month=2022-03]. And remember to take what resonates and leave what doesn’t. Sending all parts of you ladybird love xox

#001: How I got here! Meet me in some of the messy moments :)

Hello beautiful humans! Join me in this first episode as I dive deep into my why, why I am here now after a year off. And creating this podcast space for US - for likeminded souls on the path to remembering and rediscovering our true selves to live life in our fullest, heart-led expression.  In this episode I invite you to come on an intimate journey with me using the Seven Cs framework where I openly share with you some of the parts of my process and how I navigated the realness and real mess of this human experience. The Seven Cs Framework and my souls mission was born because of the pain, the struggles and the challenges I faced and will still face in life. Learning to see all of these as catalysts for change, growth and my souls expansion. I'm here to remind you of that too! Never underestimate the power and purpose in all the mess. We are here to alchemise!  I shared on:  * COURAGE - Breaking away from a picture perfect life to face a 10 year secret that was the catalyst to deep inner healing and truth. * CURIOSITY - Approaching our challenges with wonder. This pulled me out of dark intrusive thoughts on death and dying. * CONNECTION - How deeply do we know our machines? Discovering ADHD and getting to know my unique brain.  * CREATIVITY - Jumping into Creative Freelance life, saying a sacred yes to self-expression after years of being creatively numb. * COMPASSION - Forgiving myself, the shame, the adult guilt to land in deep 'i am' who I am acceptance and opening up the heart to self-love * CARE - Choosing to go sober curious at a time when I realised I was being self-destructive to my body and mind.  * COMMUNITY - Feeling fully held and seen by people on the path is what unlocks our collective healing not just having a therapist.  You are not walking this path alone even though it is self-led and no one is coming to save you! You save you! You heal you! "We are all just walking each other home" Ram Dass This is OUR space so do let me know any topics or questions you have on your path or journey, it might be just the tonic or medicine for another person on theirs. We are all interconnected, I will weave them into future episodes. Just get in touch on the contact form on my website ninabubamara.com [//ninabubamara.com] …  If you want to work with me book a 30 minute discovery call here on my calendly [https://calendly.com/ninabubamara?month=2022-03]. And remember to take what resonates and leave what doesn’t ! Sending all parts of you love xox Excited to be starting this space and journey with you !

Welcome to the podcast for your soul

Welcome to the Deep and Meaningfuls podcast where we dive into the ocean of devotion to our sacred selves on the courageous and curious journey inward to remember who we truly are and why we are here. Expect collective wisdom, radical honesty, soul story telling and insights gathered along the way with other amazing souls walking this path. I am Nina Bubamara and my soul mission is to hold space for you to connect your dots and lead a heart led life full of magic, wisdom and wonder. Moving beyond fears and stories and breaking through limiting beliefs or boxes you've put yourself in to shape this life your own way!  I hope this podcast brings you messages and meaning on your path and reminds you to keep trusting your process and surrendering to the realness and real mess of this wild human experience. Topics we will explore * Self-Inquiry  * Facing our fears * Stepping out of the box * Healing and alchemy  * Spirituality and Energy * Psychology and philosophy * What it means to lead a heart led life? This is our space so let me know any key topics or questions you have on your path and I will weave them into future episodes. It might be just the tonic or medicine for another person recognising we are all interconnected. Get in touch on the contact from on the podcast page on my website  ninabubamara.com [//www.ninabubamara.com] Remember to take what resonates and leave what doesn’t...  We are all united in our uniqueness and as Ram Das says we are all just walking each other home. Now let's dive deep!