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The Raymond Durr Network Interview Part 9 — Triggers Are Reflections, Choosing Yourself & The Number 6 Shadow of Self-Sacrifice | Astrology Ride of the Day

13 min · 2 de jul de 2026
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A conversation with Raymond 369 of The Raymond Durr Network. When someone triggers you they aren't doing something to you — they're holding up a mirror to unhealed work you haven't done yet. The person reacting to your peace is reacting to their own lack of it. Paul's live stream story — someone told him he looked lonely sitting at home with his two dogs, and Paul's response was to ask why they couldn't see peace when they looked at the same picture. That's knowing yourself well enough that someone else's projection doesn't take root. The switch that changed everything — realizing he was going home frustrated after conversations where he swallowed what he actually wanted to say to keep from aggravating someone else. Choosing yourself means letting them have the rainy day instead of always taking it yourself. Raymond's football jersey number was six — the shadow of the number six is the martyr, self-sacrifice, always playing the position the team needs instead of the one you're best at. The number four's opposite is the six. When you stop self-sacrificing the people who depended on that version of you will fight to hold you to it. Know thyself. Balance your energy. Takeaways 1. Triggers are always reflections rather than attacks — when someone reacts negatively to your peace, your boundaries, or your self-knowledge, they are projecting their own unresolved work onto you, and the reaction reveals more about where they are than anything about where you are. 2. The ride-share live stream story illustrates the principle directly — the viewer who saw loneliness when looking at Paul's setup was projecting their own loneliness, because someone who has genuinely found peace sees peace when they look at the same image. 3. The turning point in choosing yourself comes from noticing the pattern of swallowing what you actually want to say to avoid aggravating someone else, then going home carrying the frustration alone — once that cost becomes visible the calculus shifts toward letting others carry their own weather. 4. Raymond's football jersey number six points to the numerological shadow of self-sacrifice and martyrdom — the six is the caretaker who gives at personal cost, and the story of playing the position the team needed instead of the one he was best at is the six shadow playing out in real life. 5. When you stop self-sacrificing the people who benefited from that pattern will actively resist the change — they will try to hold you to the old version of yourself because your evolution disrupts the role you played in their system, and recognizing that resistance as confirmation rather than reason to retreat is part of the process. Links referenced in this episode: * iamastrologyreadings.com [https://iamastrologyreadings.com] Companies mentioned in this episode: * Iamastrologyreadings * PayPal * Venmo * Cash App Support the mythic classroom: https://i-am-astrology-readings.captivate.fm/support [https://i-am-astrology-readings.captivate.fm/support] Book a Reading: https://i-am-astrology-readings.captivate.fm/book-reading [https://i-am-astrology-readings.captivate.fm/book-reading] * #astrologyrideoftheday

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Live Birthday Game with Carrie, Walter & the Crew — Astrology, Symbols & the Zodiac Hidden in the Bible | Astrology Ride of the Day

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Brain Repair — Boundaries: The Seven Types, Healthy Communication & Why No Is One of the Two Hardest Words to Say | Astrology Ride of the Day

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Title Brain Repair — Animals vs Humans: Who Is More Connected to the Omniverse & Can Man Rise Above His Animal Nature | Astrology Ride of the Day Description The question came in as a text message that morning — if animals rely on their senses and humans rely on intelligence who would you say is more in tune with the Omniverse. That question became this conversation. Mental Reset, Rafiki, and Paul go deep. The gazelle that lifts its head before the pride arrives — is that consciousness or sense. The Sphinx — a lion body with a human head — what does that actually mean. Can man rise above his animal nature. Could the theory of evolution not be monkeys becoming humans but souls moving through animal species until consciousness was ready for human existence. Did humans turn off their senses by outsourcing survival to intelligence. The buffalo that runs into the storm to get through it faster versus the cow that runs away from it and stays tired. How Cesar Millan connects with dogs by controlling his own beta energy first. The tree of knowledge and why the answer to rising above animal nature was always in the scripture and labeled a sin. Three men who went through their own evolution from animalistic patterns to knowledge, self-awareness, and the want to do the work. All of it coming back to free will. Know thyself. Balance your energy. Takeaways 1. Animals operate entirely through sensory intelligence — they feel energetic shifts, smell danger, and respond without intellectual filtration, which is why the gazelle lifts its head before the pride is visible and why animals evacuate before floods that humans ignore until it is too late. 2. The Sphinx presents the central human question — a lion body with a human head asks whether a being of animal origin can develop the consciousness to rise above instinctive nature, and the answer is yes but only through the deliberate choice to acquire knowledge, do the inner work, and tame what cannot be tamed in the animal kingdom. 3. Humans have not lost the animal connection permanently but have buried it under material preoccupation, fear, and inherited programming — the path back is not through rejecting intelligence but through using it to reconnect with the sensory and energetic awareness that animals never stopped using. 4. The theory of reincarnation reframed — rather than random rebirth, the soul may progress through animal species accumulating consciousness until it develops the capacity to inhabit and navigate human existence, which would mean every human carries the entire evolutionary chain of animal awareness within them. 5. Rising above animal nature is not superiority over animals but the fulfillment of what humans uniquely can do — choose, reflect, override fight or flight through the neocortex, do the work of healing, and find the way back to Omniverse connection that animals maintain automatically but that humans must earn through free will and self-knowledge. Links referenced in this episode: * iamastrologyreadings.com [https://iamastrologyreadings.com] Companies mentioned in this episode: * Iamastrologyreadings * PayPal * Venmo * Cash App Support the mythic classroom: https://i-am-astrology-readings.captivate.fm/support [https://i-am-astrology-readings.captivate.fm/support] Book a Reading: https://i-am-astrology-readings.captivate.fm/book-reading [https://i-am-astrology-readings.captivate.fm/book-reading] * #astrologyrideoftheday

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