Making My Purpose An Idol

From Addiction to Freedom

In this episode, I finish Part 4 of “God’s Presence” from my book Sinners’ Soup. This is the final part of the story — addiction, relapse, broken cycles, and the slow process of change. I share what it looked like to keep showing up to church in the middle of chaos, how God began to transform my life over time, and the moment everything finally shifted. This episode is about persistence, grace, and the power of staying in God’s presence — even when you’re not where you want to be.

The Glory of Your Story

In this episode, I walk through a deeply personal chapter I’m calling “The Glory of Your Story” from my book Gamblin’ With God. This is about transformation — moving from a life built on lies, pride, and broken patterns into a life of truth, humility, and surrender. I talk about the difference between a miracle moment and the ongoing process of being changed, and what it looks like to let God take full control of your story. This episode is about honesty, identity, and learning to trust the story God is writing — one day at a time.

The Reason I Keep Going

In this episode, I walk through the chapter “My Why” from my book In The Waiting. This is where everything becomes personal — not just the vision, but the reason behind it. I talk about what drives me, what I see in the world today, and why I feel so strongly about bringing God’s presence into people’s homes. This episode is about clarity, conviction, and the deeper reason I keep pursuing what I believe I’ve been called to do.

Faith Without Feeling

In this episode, I walk through the chapter “I Feel Distant” from my book Prophesy From Your Chains. This is a raw and honest look into a season where I felt disconnected, drained, and unsure if God was even hearing me. I talk about what it feels like to pray and feel nothing, to lose energy and joy, and to question where God is in the middle of it all. This episode is for anyone who has ever felt distant from God but kept going anyway.

He Walked Me Through It

In this episode, I continue Part 3 of “God’s Presence” from my book Sinners’ Soup. This part of the story dives into one of the hardest seasons of my life — addiction, failure, loss, and trying to find a way out. I share what it was like to try to get clean, fall back again, and feel completely hopeless… and the moment God met me in the middle of it. This episode is about failure, faithfulness, and realizing that God doesn’t leave — even when we fall.