Who Are You Without Your Job? On Burnout, Career Identity, and Starting Over (with Sandra Wang)

Inside the Life of a Football Agent: On Contracts, Resilience and the +1 / -1 Rule (with Matthew Moore)

Ever romanticized a career that looks glamorous from the outside? In this episode of Trying Very Hard, Monanda sit down with Matthew Moore — football agent, South African globetrotter, and Monica's one true college friend — to find out what the job actually looks like behind the scenes. Matthew has spent his career negotiating contracts, managing young players' mental states, designing Puma boot collections in Milan, and racking up enough Marriott nights to never pay full price again. We talk about how he got in (hint: fake Twitter accounts and a 16-year-old with hustle), what it takes to stay in (contacts, grit, and face-to-face everything), and the one framework he gives every player he signs: stay between +1 and -1. We also go somewhere more honest: what it means to grow a thicker skin without losing yourself, whether numbness is a coping mechanism or a cost, and the blurred line between a career you love and a life you're neglecting. Plus: why AI won't replace the football agent, what growing up across South Africa, Spain, and Boston teaches you about resilience, and the Japanese language goal he's blaming on business expansion (we believe him, mostly). If you've ever built — or wanted to build — something unconventional, or just wondered what it looks like to succeed in an industry nobody explains, come sit with us. Follow us: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tryingveryhardpod/ [https://www.instagram.com/tryingveryhardpod/] YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@TryingVeryHardPod [https://www.youtube.com/@TryingVeryHardPod] Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/4kQL0nJmPhv38D8io58eMX [https://open.spotify.com/show/4kQL0nJmPhv38D8io58eMX] Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/sg/podcast/trying-very-hard-the-podcast/id1878052269 [https://podcasts.apple.com/sg/podcast/trying-very-hard-the-podcast/id1878052269] Website: https://www.tryingveryhard.com/ [https://www.tryingveryhard.com/]

Do You Want Kids? On Choosing Parenthood, Social Pressure, and Inherited Expectations

Did you decide to have children — or did you just assume you would? In this episode of Trying Very Hard podcast, Amanda and Monica get honest about having kids, not having kids, maternal ambivalence, and the default most of us never question. Amanda is visibly pregnant. Monica has always assumed she'd want kids but has had her doubts. Together they unpack the default assumption that most of us inherited, the quiet fear of saying out loud that you're uncertain, and why the people who've decided not to have kids have usually thought about it harder than anyone. They get into maternal ambivalence, the career disruption nobody prepares you for, the resentment that's too hard to admit, the biological clock and egg freezing, and the big question underneath it all: can you ever really be ready? No judgment. No right answer. Just two friends trying to figure out whether the lives they're building are actually theirs. Follow us: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tryingveryhardpod/ YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@TryingVeryHardPod Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/4kQL0nJmPhv38D8io58eMX Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/sg/podcast/trying-very-hard-the-podcast/id1878052269 Website: https://www.tryingveryhard.com/

Who Are You Without Your Job? On Burnout, Career Identity, and Starting Over (with Sandra Wang)

Who are you without your job title? It's a question most high achievers never stop long enough to ask. Sandra Wang did — not by choice, but because burnout and a pandemic layoff left her with nothing else to sit with. In this episode of Trying Very Hard, the life and career coach and founder of The Kind Mind (@thekindmindcoaching [https://www.instagram.com/thekindmindcoaching]) joins us to talk about career burnout, identity collapse, people pleasing, and what the slow, uncomfortable work of rebuilding actually looks like. We cover the hustle years — the startup grind, the validation loop, the moment her friends thought she owned her boss's company because she was so attached to it. We cover the crash — the weight fluctuations, the sleepless nights, the "who am I without a role" spiral that therapy and coaching helped her name. And we cover what came after — the ICF certification, the quiet pivot, the practice she built rooted in self-compassion, and the therapist who recently told her she has a healthy nervous system. She asked her to say it again. If you've ever tied your self-worth to your output, struggled to switch off, or realised the inner voice you've been living with is meaner than anything you'd say to a friend — this one will hit. Follow Sandra: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thekindmindcoaching [https://www.instagram.com/thekindmindcoaching] Follow us: Instagram: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/tryingveryhardpod/⁠⁠⁠ [https://www.instagram.com/tryingveryhardpod/⁠⁠⁠] YouTube: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.youtube.com/@TryingVeryHardPod⁠⁠⁠ [https://www.youtube.com/@TryingVeryHardPod⁠⁠⁠] Spotify: ⁠⁠⁠https://open.spotify.com/show/4kQL0nJmPhv38D8io58eMX?si=fb23804978884406⁠⁠⁠ [https://open.spotify.com/show/4kQL0nJmPhv38D8io58eMX?si=fb23804978884406⁠⁠⁠] Apple Podcasts: ⁠⁠⁠https://podcasts.apple.com/sg/podcast/trying-very-hard-the-podcast/id1878052269⁠⁠⁠ [https://podcasts.apple.com/sg/podcast/trying-very-hard-the-podcast/id1878052269⁠⁠⁠] Website: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.tryingveryhard.com/ [https://www.tryingveryhard.com/]

Love in Your Thirties: On Dating, Heartbreak, and Relearning Love as a Millennial

The relationship patterns you build in your twenties don't just disappear. They follow you until something or someone finally makes you look at them. In this Trying Very Hard episode, Amanda and Monica get honest about dating in your twenties versus your thirties — the loves that shaped them, the patterns they had to unlearn, and what it actually took to get there. They talk about the addictive high-low cycle that's hard to leave even when you know it's bad for you, the texting games they played and hated themselves for, the difference between kind and nice, and what it really means to wear your heart on your sleeve when you've spent years treating it as an act of desperation. They also get into what being single in your thirties actually feels like, the pressure of timelines and biological clocks, how to know when you're settling, and why the non-negotiables that actually hold up look nothing like the list you made at 24. If you've ever stayed too long, questioned your self-worth in a relationship, or wondered when love in your 30s was supposed to start feeling easy, this one's for you. Follow us: Instagram: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/tryingveryhardpod/⁠⁠⁠ [⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/tryingveryhardpod/⁠⁠⁠] YouTube: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.youtube.com/@TryingVeryHardPod⁠⁠⁠ [https://www.youtube.com/@TryingVeryHardPod⁠⁠⁠] Spotify: ⁠⁠⁠https://open.spotify.com/show/4kQL0nJmPhv38D8io58eMX?si=fb23804978884406⁠⁠⁠ [⁠⁠⁠https://open.spotify.com/show/4kQL0nJmPhv38D8io58eMX?si=fb23804978884406⁠⁠⁠] Apple Podcasts: ⁠⁠⁠https://podcasts.apple.com/sg/podcast/trying-very-hard-the-podcast/id1878052269⁠⁠⁠ [https://podcasts.apple.com/sg/podcast/trying-very-hard-the-podcast/id1878052269⁠⁠⁠] Website: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.tryingveryhard.com/ [https://www.tryingveryhard.com/]

When Fitness Is Coping: On Disordered Eating, Body Image, and Unlearning (with Naz Schifra)

What if the body you're trying to build is the one that's slowly breaking you down? In this episode of Trying Very Hard, we sit down with Naz Schifra (@nazhariaschifra⁠ [https://www.instagram.com/nazhariaschifra⁠]) — co-founder of ELVTE (@elvtesg [https://www.instagram.com/elvtesg]), coach, nutritionist, and former bodybuilder — to talk about the cost of being shredded, the disordered eating that bodybuilding prep requires, and the long, unsexy work of unlearning a body image she'd built around proving people wrong. We get into period loss, eating 1,100 calories a day, hiding the weighing scale during recovery, and the moment Naz realized that every fitness era of her life — bodybuilding, CrossFit, weightlifting, now Hyrox — was somehow a coping mechanism. We also talk about the rise of Hyrox, the toxic side of fitness trends on social media, and what raising your standards actually looks like when more isn't better. If you've ever pushed your body to prove something, looked your "best" while feeling your worst, or quietly wondered what you're hiding from when you sign up for the next thing, this one's for you. Come sit with us. Follow Naz: Naz Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nazhariaschifra [https://www.instagram.com/nazhariaschifra] ELVTE Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/elvtesg [https://www.instagram.com/elvtesg] Follow us: Instagram: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/tryingveryhardpod/⁠⁠⁠ [https://www.instagram.com/tryingveryhardpod/⁠⁠⁠] YouTube: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.youtube.com/@TryingVeryHardPod⁠⁠⁠ [https://www.youtube.com/@TryingVeryHardPod⁠⁠⁠] Spotify: ⁠⁠⁠https://open.spotify.com/show/4kQL0nJmPhv38D8io58eMX?si=fb23804978884406⁠⁠⁠ [https://open.spotify.com/show/4kQL0nJmPhv38D8io58eMX?si=fb23804978884406⁠⁠⁠] Apple Podcasts: ⁠⁠⁠https://podcasts.apple.com/sg/podcast/trying-very-hard-the-podcast/id1878052269⁠⁠⁠ [⁠⁠⁠https://podcasts.apple.com/sg/podcast/trying-very-hard-the-podcast/id1878052269⁠⁠⁠] Website: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.tryingveryhard.com/ [https://www.tryingveryhard.com/]