My Plan Is Not Going To Plan

My Plan Is Not Going To Plan

Life hasn't looked anything like I thought it would these past several months. Since my last episode, I've been arrested, lost my job, driven across the country twice, watched my long-distance relationship become even longer distance, walked away from close family relationships, lost friendships, struggled with accepting help, and found myself in one of the biggest seasons of uncertainty I've ever experienced. Somewhere in the middle of all of that, I realized my biggest struggle wasn't any one circumstance. It was control.

40 Days & 40 nights

This episode marks a pause. God is leading me into a season of stillness, stripping, and rebuilding. I talk about the spiritual warfare I’ve been walking through, the friendships that fell away, the patterns God exposed in me, and why He’s calling me into a quiet place with Him. Just like Jesus in the wilderness, this season is about obedience, honesty, and letting God remake me from the root. Whenever I return, I pray it’s with a renewed spirit and a clearer purpose anchored in Him.

God Really Said "This You?"

If you have ever read Proverbs and felt personally attacked, welcome to the club. I talk about my daily commitment to this book, how God exposed my gossip, my fear, my false humility, and the way I tear myself down without noticing. It is rough, but it is freedom.

The Quiet Season Nobody Warns You About

This episode sits in the middle of my real life. My relationships have been shifting. People have been pulling away. I shaved my head and stepped into a new version of myself, and the reactions have been mixed. I have felt judged, misunderstood, and alone. But even in the middle of that loneliness, God has been pressing on my heart that He is still shaping me.

Cut It Off!

I did something I’ve been wanting to do for years...I shaved my head. Not for a trend, not out of impulse, but because God told me to cut it off. For years, my hair was tied to my identity, my confidence, and honestly, my need for approval. But when it all had to go, I realized He was freeing me from way more than dead ends.