Apage Love

Laying It Down: From "I Have To" to "I Get To"

In this transformative Create A GOD Day teaching, I share my personal testimony of finally surrendering my marriage and husband to GOD after years of trying to fix and control everything. GOD asked me, "Do you trust me?" and showed me that last year I finally laid it down completely—without picking it back up. I confess how I blocked my own blessings by trying to be the savior instead of trusting the Savior. The message is clear: stop clinging to old seasons, old ways, and old wineskins. GOD pours new wine into new wineskins—we must walk as the new man daily. As disciples, we come after JESUS, deny ourselves, take up our cross, and follow Him. It's not about busyness—it's about intentionality, clearing the table, and asking GOD daily, "What is Your will for my life today?" We don't "have to" serve GOD—we "get to" walk with Him and watch Him redeem our time when we surrender all. Key Scriptures: Acts 2:46, 1 Corinthians 14:26, Romans 7 Recorded LIVE on 2/27/26

Apage Love

Knowing God Deeply vs. Knowing About God: Emphasized the importance of knowing the deepest parts of God, not just surface-level knowledge  Challenged participants to understand what hurts God's heart and what breaks His heart Healing Broken Hearts: Shared personal testimony of God healing a broken heart on December 2nd, 2025  Discussed how past traumas, hurts, and pains can leave hearts broken  Explained that only God, the Great Physician, can truly heal broken hearts  Recounted a personal story about a broken heart from a past relationship with Justin before marriage that took over 10 years to fully heal  Vision of Jesus and His Body: Described a vision of Jesus looking down at His body (the Church) and seeing division, dissension, and brokenness  Observed believers riddled with fear, doubt, worry, and anxiety because they do not truly know God  Noted people holding onto the old despite Jesus making all things new  Teaching on John 6: Focused on John 6:63: "The Spirit quickeneth, the flesh profiteth nothing"  Discussed how Jesus fed 5,000 people but many walked away because they operated in the flesh rather than the Spirit  Emphasized that Jesus felt compassion despite His own grief over John the Baptist's beheading  Agape Love vs. Earthly Love: Distinguished between agape love (God's selfless, compassionate love) and brotherly or earthly love  Explained that true agape love comes only from experiencing the Father's love  Taught that this love enables believers to love their spouse, brethren, neighbors, and even enemies  Emphasized that agape love is selfless, bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things, and never fails  Walking in the Spirit: Called believers to walk with God leading, not the flesh  Encouraged laying down personal desires to follow God's will  Stressed the importance of doing the will of the Father in all things Recorded LIVE on 2/26/26

Guarding Your Heart: Taking Every Thought Captive

In this Create A GOD Day teaching, I share how "it's not what comes into us that defiles us, it's what comes out of us. Evil thoughts are something that can come out of us." I explain that "any little tiny seed that has been sown...Just like a mustard seed. Can grow into a large plant" and emphasize that "everything is a thought before it's ever an action." Key Scriptures: Mark 7:14-23 (what defiles a man comes from within), 2 Corinthians 10:5 (taking every thought captive), Galatians 5:16-25 (works of flesh vs. fruit of the SPIRIT), and Galatians 6:7-8 (whatsoever a man sows, that shall he reap). "For he that soweth to his flesh. Shall of the flesh reap corruption. But he that soweth to the Spirit. shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting." I encourage you to "take every thought captive to the obedience of CHRIST" and "walk in the SPIRIT, live in the SPIRIT, and be led by the SPIRIT of GOD." Recorded LIVE on 2/24/26

It's not about happiness, it's about the joy of the Lord

Recorded LIVE on 2/23/26

Surrendering Our Words: When the HOLY SPIRIT Speaks Through Us

In this powerful 2-hour Create A GOD Day teaching (7:43-9:43 AM), Deb reveals how the HOLY SPIRIT teaches us what to say instead of relying on our own words. Drawing from Luke 12:12 ("For the HOLY GHOST shall teach you in the same hour what ye ought to say") and Luke 21:14-15 ("Settle it therefore in your hearts, not to meditate before what ye shall answer: For I will give you a mouth and wisdom"), Deb explains we must stop planning our responses in the flesh. She shares her transformative journey starting January 7, 2016, spending hours in a hot tub writing every word GOD spoke, leading to the 2020 planner revelation. Deb emphasizes: "Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth will speak"—when everything is "I, I, I, me, me, me, that's not the HOLY SPIRIT." She teaches that flesh operates in "fight or flight," but the SPIRIT stands immovable in truth. Using the story of Jonah fleeing to Tarshish, Deb challenges listeners to stop running from GOD's calling and surrender completely, trusting that "the HOLY SPIRIT will teach you the words that you need to speak.” Recorded LIVE on 2/19/26