The Midlife Crisis Is Actually a Midlife Initiation: Let's talk about the magic of this time

The Midlife Crisis Is Actually a Midlife Initiation: Let's talk about the magic of this time

I just turned 40. And if I live to 80, goddess willing, this is midlife. This is it. And I'm not having a crisis. I'm having an initiation. This episode is specifically for women. Because we are going through something right now that nobody prepared us for, that looks normal on paper, that doctors dismiss, and that we're quietly convinced means we're losing our minds. We're not losing our minds. We're losing our performance. And there is a massive difference. If you were born between 1984 and 1995 you are in or entering your Uranus Opposition. This is the astrological transit that the culture calls a midlife crisis and that I'm calling a midlife reorganization. Paired with the Chiron Return coming in your late 40s and early 50s, and the perimenopause that nobody warned us was coming this early. You are being forged. Everything crumbling is not evidence that something went wrong. It's evidence that something is finally going right. We get into the Uranus Opposition and what it's actually doing (dismantling the life you built for approval so the life you actually want can finally have room), the Chiron Return and why 50 is the beginning of your real power not the end of your relevance, and perimenopause. This hormonal shift chemically removes the infrastructure of people-pleasing and leaves you standing in the middle of everything you built going wait, I kind of really fucking hate this. That's not a breakdown. That's clarity. I was forged through loss. My grief taught me more about myself than joy ever could. And I am now standing in the middle of everything I ever wanted. This is what the initiation is for. And I want that for you too. Programs and Resources 1. NEW ME, NOW WHAT? → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/new-me-now-what-workshop [https://lovelightandblackholes.com/new-me-now-what-workshop] 2. SUBSTACK → https://substack.com/@morgangarza [https://substack.com/@morgangarza] 3. FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ [https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/] 4. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation [https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation] 5. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes [https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes] → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz [https://www.instagram.com/mogarz] 6. My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com [https://lovelightandblackholes.com] → https://morgangarza.com/ [https://morgangarza.com/] 7. Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ [https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/] Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/ [https://maelunamedia.com/]

This Summer's Astrology Is Rewriting Your Worth and Visibility Forever

NEW ME, NOW WHAT? is ready to help you get to where you want to go as the person you want to be. And the astrology this summer literally couldn't be more perfect. Jupiter moved into Leo on June 30th and I felt it before I even checked my phone. The book is submitted. The program sold out. The Substack launched. I'm showing up on video even when the camera cuts out halfway through. This is Jupiter in Leo in practice. Not fearlessness, just doing it anyway and doing it loud. This episode is about the two transits happening simultaneously right now that are completely changing the game. Jupiter in Leo is the year-long invitation to be seen, to create, to stop dimming yourself and step onto the stage your soul has been building toward. And Chiron in Taurus is the worth wound that just surfaced for all of us, asking the harder question: do you actually believe you deserve the visibility Jupiter is offering? We get into why delulu is genuinely the solulu right now, what real visibility looks like versus performing for approval, how the worth wound shows up in the exact moments that count (and why you pull back right when things are about to click), and how to work with both of these transits in your actual life, not just in theory. Also: I launched a Substack! The link is down below. Programs and Resources 1. NEW ME, NOW WHAT? → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/new-me-now-what-workshop [https://lovelightandblackholes.com/new-me-now-what-workshop] 2. SUBSTACK → https://substack.com/@morgangarza [https://substack.com/@morgangarza] 3. FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ [https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/] 4. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation [https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation] 5. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes [https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes] → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz [https://www.instagram.com/mogarz] 6. My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com [https://lovelightandblackholes.com] → https://morgangarza.com/ [https://morgangarza.com/] 7. Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ [https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/] Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/ [https://maelunamedia.com/]

Tell Fear to F*ck Off: How to Say No to the Voice that Keeps You Small

I almost canceled my anniversary trip to the Grand Canyon. Two weeks out, I was spiraling in my own head about my health, my adrenals, my anemia, my thyroid, all of it. I was THIS close to eating $1000 in permits and staying home. And then I hiked 30 miles in 72 hours. Didn't stop once on the switchbacks out. Watched the sun rise over the canyon with my headlamp on and came out the other side thinking, "who IS this woman and where has she been?" This episode is about fear. What it actually is, why it's so convincing, why your brain is genuinely just trying to protect you and also completely full of shit about what you can handle. I get into the Grand Canyon trip, losing my dad and surviving my greatest fear, having my confidence obliterated by grief and rebuilding it from scratch, and why I now believe with every cell in my body that fear has a terrible track record and you have a perfect one. Your survival rate is 100%. You have not been taken out once. Fear doesn't know what you're made of. And it's time to stop letting it make your decisions. This one moved through me. I hope it moves through you too. Programs and Resources 1. NEW ME, NOW WHAT? 90-min workshop → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/new-me-now-what-workshop [https://lovelightandblackholes.com/new-me-now-what-workshop] 2. AFTERGLOW → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page [https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page] 3. FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ [https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/] 4. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation [https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation] 5. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes [https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes] → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz [https://www.instagram.com/mogarz] 6. My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com [https://lovelightandblackholes.com] → https://morgangarza.com/ [https://morgangarza.com/] 7. Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ [https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/] Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/ [https://maelunamedia.com/]

Reincarnation, Soul Contracts, and How The Messy Middle is a Gift

Sometimes I forget that most people don't sit around talking about death, soul contracts, the afterlife, and what really happens when everything falls apart. This episode gets into all of this and more. Get ready for a mind blow that will bring you back to your truth, your power, and your self-trust. BONUS: you might not be afraid of death after listening to this! I get into: * Soul contracts and why we chose our challenges before we got here * The veil of forgetting and why the amnesia is the design not the flaw * The difference between the dark night of the soul (which I don't actually believe in) and the dark night of the ego (which is what's actually happening) * Why I'm not afraid of dying anymore * How to tell the difference between anxiety and intuition when they feel impossibly similar * And why when you're in the messy middle of "new me, now what" the worst thing you can do is ask everyone else what to do Press play and listen with your soul, not your brain. If you're stuck between who you were and who you're becoming, wondering "ok ... now what?" the workshop to get you through the messy middle is ready. Sing up for "NEW ME, NOW WHAT?" to see what's on the other side. Books mentioned: Signs by Laura Lynn Jackson. Many Lives, Many Masters by Brian L. Weiss. Journey of Souls by Michael Newton. Programs and Resources 1. NEW ME, NOW WHAT?: 90-min workshop → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/new-me-now-what-workshop [https://lovelightandblackholes.com/new-me-now-what-workshop] 2. AFTERGLOW → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page [https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page] 3. FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ [https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/] 4. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation [https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation] 5. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes [https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes] → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz [https://www.instagram.com/mogarz] 6. My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com [https://lovelightandblackholes.com] → https://morgangarza.com/ [https://morgangarza.com/] 7. Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ [https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/] Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/ [https://maelunamedia.com/]

Manifestation vs Magnetism: Know the difference to create the life of your dreams

I submitted my book to my publisher yesterday!! And my 8-week program AFTERGLOW is sold out! I'm sitting here buzzing, realizing I didn't vision board my way here. I didn't say affirmations in the mirror. I became someone that this was inevitable for. And there is a massive difference between those two things. This episode is about manifestation vs magnetism. It's what The Secret got right, what it left out, and why your cup being full of your own unprocessed stuff means that even when good things arrive, they can't root in and stay. Magnetism is the root system. Manifestation is the fruit. You cannot skip the underground work and expect the tree to stand. In this episode I get into my story on what it looked like when the signal was jammed, when I couldn't string three sentences together after my dad died, when I genuinely believed I would never feel joy again. And what it looks like now on the other side of all of it, sitting in my full afterglow knowing the roots are what's holding me. Shadow work equals magnetism equals manifestation. In that order. Every time. Have a listen and give your affirmations a break until you understand the depth of magnetism! Programs and Resources 1. AFTERGLOW waitlist → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist [https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page] 2. FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ [https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/] 3. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation [https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation] 4. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes [https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes] → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz [https://www.instagram.com/mogarz] 5. My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com [https://lovelightandblackholes.com] → https://morgangarza.com/ [https://morgangarza.com/] 6. Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ [https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/] Disclaimer: This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/ [https://maelunamedia.com/]