Where the Hell Even Am I?

Balancing Bombs Ticking

Small Rant of what is actually happening for the rest of this month

Speaking from Wreckage

Just explaining why I'm doing this podcast or these small snippets of what's going on in my life

Where the Hell Even Am I?

We start here: not with clarity, but confusion. In this episode, I map out the space I’m in—physically, mentally, emotionally. It’s messy. It’s unstable. But it’s real. If you’ve ever asked yourself, “Is this the beginning or the end?”—this one’s for you.

Look a Rock Bottom

People talk about rock bottom like it’s a clean landing. This episode dives into what it feels like when you’re close, but not quite there—still falling, still flinching. What does rock bottom mean when you can imagine worse?

This isn't Rock Bottom, But I Can See It From Here

The story doesn’t start with a comeback—it starts mid-collapse. In this opening episode, you’ll meet the narrator in the thick of it: anxiety, addiction, isolation, and that crushing uncertainty of whether things are getting worse or maybe, just maybe, starting to shift. No sugarcoating. No closure. Just the brutal honesty of a life in progress.