How I’m feeling

New Issue :Uncomfortable chats with a Asian man. (Inspired by Emmanuel Acho’s UCWABM)

This is the first episode of a issue where I make uncomfortable hot takes regarding the issue of race in our today’s country. It is MEANT to challenge people’s opinion about race so we have these uncomfortable talks to diversify their opinions and their mindset. After seeing these recent SM incidents/ racist messages targeting me, I decided to start a episode about it. I hope one day we achieve the equality and break these stereotypes where anyone can no longer have the prejudices when looking at someone. Dr. King has been fighting for a equitable and fair society where everyone lives together in peace and as a result of his works, and where people are seen by their character. He was so influential that he got so much hate for it that he was killed for it. After his death, America became more racially polarized than it was since 1865. Now to get to the point, this episode talks about the unconscious racism and bus that MOST and SEVERAL white people have about minorities. It also discusses the “white privilege” that they also have without knowing. When I’m talking about “white privilege”, I’m talking about the things white people are immune from where as us minorities are not immune from such as ex. Racism, stereotypical jokes, bullying,harassment, discrimination. Of course we all have a privilege to be in America and to wake up with 2 seeing eyes, 2 arms, and 2 legs. But some have also the special privilege to not experience hardships other races do. And that’s what the episode is all about. And also it discusses parts about dating racism and how there’s unconscious stereotypes made with partners. :) P.S. sorry if this offends you because if it does, there might be a problem you have…

Talking Sports, mentality, relationships

Some good points that make you think

How I’m feeling

In this recording, I describe how I feel mentally and maybe physically. As long as there’s unrest within me, I will never be able to rest within the unrest that happens within me each day....

Reasons to date me

In case you didn’t hear my voice (sorry for that btw) I am listing the reasons why you should date me. 1. I am a kind person and I am also a good person and will never hurt you or cause problems to you. 2. I am a conscientious person and I am very smart and have the common sense to be a boyfriend to you and to be a partner. 3. I know that relationships need happiness and peace in their relationship so I will promise to not gossip or cause drama that will be a problem and possibly spread hate. 4 just know that We may have our differences whether it may be the color of our skin or the daily lives of ours. Just know that we both want to achieve the same goal and we can be happy together no matter the differences. Now I want you to promise me that you don’t cause drama or be toxic or do any that causes you a problem or me a problem in this relationship because it’s not good to have feelings of hatred toward one another while loving another person. It hurts you in a way where you start drifting apart from me and start to confront that person more. And if you ever thought about fighting someone or fighting a group of people here’s a part of the sayings of Dr king that will change your mind about the violence and the hatred you want to bring upon the person: “violence never brings permanent peace. It solves no social problem: it merely creates new and more complicated ones. Violence is impractical because it is a descending spiral ending in destruction for all. It is immoral because it seeks to humiliate the opponent rather than win his understanding: it seeks to annihilate rather than convert. Violence is immoral because it thrives on hatred rather than love. It destroys community and makes brotherhood impossible. It leaves society in monologue rather than dialogue. Violence ends up defeating itself. It creates bitterness in the survivors and brutality in the destroyers.” So yes thank you for reading this long. It is much appreciated.

Why people care when I only show signs (read description in case you couldn’t hear me)

In case you couldn’t hear: I said that why people only cared when I showed signs of being upset and how they never check on me but start caring when I show my issues. I mentioned how I couldn’t or never thought of asking how my grandmother was when she was alive and when I was younger. Next thing I knew she passed away. When you say “ how am I supposed to know” my answer will be “by asking hyd”. Please care about me all the time if you’re gonna care about me when I present my issues. Simply ask me or snap me “hyd” unless you don’t want to. I’m not forcing you to ask me “hyd” but if you care about my well-being and care about me as a person/friend you should ask “hyd” even when I don’t show signs of unhappiness. Because you never know what’s gonna happen to me. I could be dead the next day and I wouldn’t to post it. I could be missing I could be really sad and depressed. So please, if you care about me as a friend, you would ask me Hyd out of caring not because I made you or I suggested. Ask Hyd out of integrity and ask because you care. I even mentioned the fact that the families on sep 10 2001 didn’t know about what happens the next day till a bad event. A person on 9/10/01 may not care or check on another person until he/she finds out his friend/family could be in potential danger. So in conclusion, be consistent if you care about me as a friend and always ask me hyd out of integrity not because I said so and ALWAYS hope for better days we never know what happens next. Anyways hope you have a good night. 9/11/20