Why Does God Feel So Distant?

The Generational Curse Can End With You

In this episode of There's A Verse For That, I'm sharing one of the most personal stories I've ever told. I grew up surrounded by addiction. My mother died an alcoholic. My father spent his life chasing drugs. My brother battled heroin addiction. Everywhere I looked, addiction, dysfunction, and brokenness seemed to be the story of my family. For years, I believed I was destined to become what I came from. That mindset led me down a road of alcoholism, cocaine addiction, depression, and ultimately suicidal thoughts. I was convinced the cycle would continue through me just like it had for generations before me. But everything changed when I became desperate enough to cry out to God. In this episode, I share my testimony and the powerful truth that God taught me: your family history may explain where you've been, but it does not determine where you're going. Through Jesus Christ, the chains of addiction can be broken, generational cycles can end, and a new story can begin. If you've ever felt trapped by your past, overwhelmed by family dysfunction, or convinced that you'll never escape the cycle, this episode is for you. Key Verse: Psalm 34:6 (KJV) — "This poor man cried, and the LORD heard him, and saved him out of all his troubles." The generational curse can end with you.

Gracefully Broken: When God Rebuilds Your Foundation

When we build our lives on our own way and understanding, our foundation is like a house built on sand. When life’s storms hit, we see just how weak it really is. Rock bottom often becomes the moment we finally let go of control and let God take over. Being Gracefully Broken isn’t always comfortable, but when God rebuilds us, the outcome is stronger, wiser, and more beautiful than we could have imagined. Living our life according to God’s will and way is like building a house on the rock—firm, secure, and able to withstand any storm.

Why Does Pain Exist In A World God Loves?

Why does a loving God allow cancer, funerals, heartbreak, and loss? Why do the faithful still suffer? In this episode, we walk through Scripture to confront one of the hardest questions the human heart can ask. From the perfection of Eden to the fracture of sin… from the rebellion in heaven to the groaning of creation… from the cross of Christ to the promise of restoration — this episode reminds us that pain was not God’s original design, but it is part of a fallen world we are passing through. If you’ve ever sat in a hospital room whispering “Why?”… if you’ve ever stood at a graveside wondering where God was… this episode is for you.

Why Does God Feel So Distant?

Ever feel like God is distant, even when you’re trying to draw near? This episode uncovers common barriers—like distractions, lifestyle, and prayer habits—and helps you reflect and draw closer to Him.

What Must I Do To Be Saved?

In Acts chapter 2, a question was asked that still echoes today—“What must we do?” An answer was given, clear and powerful. If you’ve ever wondered what it means to be saved, what it takes, or what salvation truly is, this episode is for you.