The ESSAY Podcast

April 2026 - ESSAY Podcast - Episode 13 - Positive Sobriety

In this encouraging episode of The Essay Podcast, hosts Bill R. and Kawy W. are joined by Susie B. from Idaho, USA, to explore the theme of positive sobriety. Together, they reflect on the reality that it’s possible to be sober from acting out, yet still feel stuck, disconnected, or unhappy. Susie shares her experience of moving beyond mere abstinence into a fuller, more joyful way of living—one marked by growth, connection, and true freedom. This episode is a powerful reminder that recovery is not just about what we leave behind, but about the life we step into.

February 2026 - ESSAY Podcast - Episode 12 - A Caution Is Advised

In this important episode of The Essay Podcast, hosts Bill R. and Kawy W. are joined by Jack H. to explore the theme: “A caution is advised.” Taken from a reading in the White Book, this phrase refers to the guidance given to newcomers in recovery—not to disclose details of their sexual past to a partner without first discussing it with a sponsor or their group. Jack shares personal reflections on why this caution exists, how premature disclosure can be harmful, and how discernment, humility, and support play vital roles in walking the path of recovery with integrity. This conversation offers clarity and compassion for those navigating honesty, boundaries, and healing in relationships.

December 2025 - ESSAY Podcast - Episode 11 - Rigorous Honesty

In this candid and thought-provoking episode of The Essay Podcast, hosts Bill R. and Kawy W. sit down with Vince G. from Canada to explore the transformative power of rigorous honesty—not just with others, but with ourselves. Together, they unpack what it really means to live an honest life in recovery: confronting denial, owning our stories, and practicing vulnerability with grace. Vince shares hard-won insights and experiences that reveal how truth-telling, though often uncomfortable, is ultimately freeing. This episode invites listeners to reflect on the courage it takes to face ourselves—and the peace that follows.

October 2025 - ESSAY Podcast - Episode 10 - Overcoming Fear, Guilt, and Shame

In this powerful episode of The Essay Podcast, guest host Ilona B. joins Bill R. for a vulnerable and deeply moving conversation with Arpita S. from India. Together, they unpack the emotional weight of fear, guilt, and shame—and how these inner struggles can hold us back in recovery. Arpita shares her personal experience navigating grief, regret, and self-doubt, and how spiritual tools and community have helped her break free from the chains of the past. From cultural nuance to universal truths, this episode offers hope and healing for anyone working to reclaim their self-worth. A must-listen for those seeking courage on the road to freedom.

August 2025 - ESSAY Podcast - Episode 9 - Happy, Joyous, and Single

In this uplifting episode of The ESSAY Podcast, hosts Kawy W. and Bill R. sit down with Yvone L. from British Columbia, Canada, to explore what it means to live a full and joyful life—without a romantic partner. With warmth and wisdom, Yvone shares his journey of embracing singleness in recovery, finding contentment, connection, and freedom along the way. Together, they reflect on the myths, challenges, and surprising blessings of walking the path solo—and thriving. This episode is a celebration of self-worth, spiritual growth, and the unexpected joy of being happily single.