Waiting with Love

Episode 18: Still Waiting - A Check-In

Waiting with Love: A Check In In this episode, Matt and Andrew open up about their ongoing surrogacy journey, the challenges of waiting for important updates, and how they stay grounded amidst uncertainty. They share personal reflections, coping strategies, and insights learned along the way—offering comfort and solidarity to anyone navigating a similar waiting game. Key Topics: * The emotional rollercoaster of waiting for critical updates * Ways to manage anxiety during prolonged periods of uncertainty * How routine activities and outside time help cope with stress * Communication habits and control over how and when to receive news * Celebrating small wins and maintaining healthy habits despite setbacks * The importance of awareness of personal and partner reactions to waiting Timestamps: * 00:00 - Introduction to the episode and the significance of sharing their journey * 01:17 - Initial check-in: reflections after several months of podcasting * 02:38 - Approaching the surrogacy process with patience and understanding * 04:21 - How producing the podcast has improved efficiency and mood * 05:07 - The latest update waiting game: managing expectations and anxiety * 07:25 - The Sunday Scaries and the impact of waiting during the workweek * 08:21 - The hope and fear associated with positive news * 09:32 - Differing approaches: planning versus improvising in life and this journey * 10:41 - How outside activities like yard work and fires aid emotional resilience * 11:49 - Dealing with anxious nights and the importance of routine * 13:04 - Distinct anxieties during the workweek versus weekends * 15:13 - The obsession with updates and the irrational game of waiting * 16:47 - Strategies like time blocking to control the flow of information * 17:11 - Controlling the way they receive updates to reduce anxiety * 18:14 - How communication patterns reflect their emotional states * 19:13 - The vivid imaginations and worst-case scenarios in anxious moments * 20:05 - Recognizing the factors out of their control and focusing on what they can influence * 22:37 - Celebrating progress: healthier habits compared to earlier coping methods * 23:36 - The ongoing effort to maintain constructive routines during long waits * 24:45 - How awareness of habits and reactions helps sustain mental health * 25:17 - Lighthearted story about their first date and humor in the journey * 25:41 - Closing remarks: sharing the episode and connecting with others Connect with Matt & Andrew: * Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/waiting_withlove] * Facebook [https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61585969594908] * TikTok [https://www.tiktok.com/@waitingwithlove] * YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/@WaitingWithLove] Resources & Links: * Waiting With Love Website [https://www.waitingwithlove.com/] * Out and Abroad Luxury Travel & Blog [http://www.out-abroad.com] Special Mention: There is no major announcement in this episode, but we continue to share our journey and insights.

Episode 17: Why Travel Planning is so Hard While Waiti

In this episode, Matt and Andrew explore how to manage travel plans amidst the unpredictability of fertility treatments like surrogacy and IVF. They share personal insights, practical tips, and emotional strategies to help others navigate this complex terrain while still living their lives and creating meaningful memories. Key Topics: * The emotional impact of delaying or adjusting travel plans during fertility treatments * How financial milestones and unpredictable timelines influence travel decisions * Strategies for booking refundable trips and hotels to maintain flexibility * Timing travel around pregnancy milestones and medical procedures * The importance of having a mental “placeholder” trip to stay hopeful * Balancing logistical challenges with the desire to live fully during waiting periods * Practical tips for booking flights and accommodations with cancellations in mind * The significance of choosing shorter, local trips versus long-haul vacations for flexibility * How setbacks in fertility journeys can sometimes open opportunities for meaningful travel * The role of control and uncertainty in planning big purchases or life changes during waiting Timestamps: 00:00 - Welcome and introduction: Navigating waiting with hope 00:48 - The challenges of planning travel during fertility treatments 03:09 - The impact of large payments and unpredictable success on travel decisions 06:14 - Identifying travel windows around pregnancy milestones 08:44 - The importance of flexible bookings and cancellation policies 11:16 - Planning trips with purpose: visiting loved ones before due dates 13:17 - The emotional value of having trips on the calendar 16:32 - Using trips as emotional “exit strategies” 18:44 - How setbacks In fertility can create opportunities for meaningful travel 20:08 - Practical tips for booking refundable flights and hotels 22:09 - Prioritizing flexibility and local trips amid uncertainty 24:22 - The importance of control and adapting plans during emotionally charged times 26:25 - Reflecting on financial priorities and meaningful moments over material things 27:45 - Final thoughts: Living fully despite the unpredictability Connect with Matt & Andrew: * Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/waiting_withlove] * Facebook [https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61585969594908] * TikTok [https://www.tiktok.com/@waitingwithlove] * YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/@WaitingWithLove] Resources & Links: * Waiting With Love Website [www.waitingwithlove.com] * Out and Abroad Luxury Travel & Blog [http://www.out-abroad.com]

Episode 16: Does Waiting Ever "Settle?"

Waiting With Love: Does the Wait Ever Get Easier? On this episode of Waiting With Love, hosts Matt and Andrew explore the realities of long-term waiting—how, despite perceptions, it doesn’t necessarily get easier over time. They share personal insights, common misconceptions, and practical strategies for navigating the emotional rollercoaster of waiting, especially in the context of fertility and adoption journeys. Core Topics: * The myth that waiting improves with time and the reality that expectations often shift * How constant anxiety manifests in checking emails and phone calls during the surrogacy process * The role of patience, grace, and understanding within the support system of agencies and clinics * The irrational fears and "rabbit holes" anxiety can lead to during extended waiting periods Timestamps 00:00 - Introducing the podcast's purpose and the theme of waiting 00:49 - Addressing the misconception that waiting gets easier over time 01:17 - Personal experiences of coping with ongoing waiting 01:46 - How waiting can worsen or improve coping depending on circumstances 02:06 - The constant checking and high alertness during surrogacy and adoption 03:48 - Differences between adoption and surrogacy communication 04:17 - The role of patience and setting expectations during long waits 06:40 - Living in a constant state of fear and the unpredictability of updates 07:48 - Living with uncertainty during moments of scheduled but delayed updates 09:09 - The importance of extending grace to agencies and clinics 10:16 - The misconception that delays mean inactivity or stagnation 11:15 - Surprising aspects of long waiting periods and what remains hidden to outsiders 13:09 - The emotional toll of expecting news on specific days 14:40 - The timeline of embryo creation and waiting for results 16:10 - The difficulty of not being caught off guard by unexpected update timings 17:02 - Faith, hope, and personal coping strategies in waiting 18:12 - The significance of recognizing that waiting energy can be drained but manageable 19:09 - How anticipation influences emotional exhaustion 20:24 - The impact of good communication with a birth mother during adoption vs. surrogacy 22:36 - The controlled environment of surrogacy versus traditional conception anxiety 24:29 - The importance of keeping busy and the effect on wait times 25:45 - The emotional impact of being separated during busy periods 27:06 - Irrational fears and the rabbit holes of anxiety 28:03 - Encouragement for listeners: you’re not alone in this journey 29:21 - Recognizing patterns in timing and managing expectations 29:43 - Closing thoughts and the reminder to keep waiting with love Connect with Matt & Andrew: * Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/waiting_withlove] * Facebook [https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61585969594908] * TikTok [https://www.tiktok.com/@waitingwithlove] * YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/@WaitingWithLove] Resources & Links: * Waiting With Love Website [https://www.waitingwithlove.com/] * Out and Abroad Luxury Travel & Blog [http://www.out-abroad.com]

Episode 15: Infertility - Why Not Us?

Rethinking Infertility: The Challenges Facing Gay Men in Family Building In this episode, Matt and Andrew explore a thought-provoking article on the conception of infertility within the gay community. They discuss the legal, financial, and emotional barriers that make family formation a complex reality for same-sex couples, highlighting the need for systemic change. Main Topics: * How the definition of infertility varies and excludes gay men * Financial and insurance hurdles for LGBTQ+ family building * The emotional toll and privilege associated with pursuing parenthood * The potential influence of lawsuits challenging discriminatory definitions In this episode: * The surprising connection between infertility and same-sex parenthood * How insurance policies often fail to support gay couples * The significance of the New York lawsuit aiming to redefine infertility laws * Real-life implications and the high costs of surrogacy and IVF * The broader societal conversation around reproductive rights and equality Timestamps: 00:00 - Welcome and episode overview: Challenging traditional notions of infertility 01:04 - The article from Cosmopolitan and its relevance to LGBTQ+ family building 02:17 - The premise that gay men are viewed as infertile and its implications 03:22 - Biological aspects of infertility and the article’s arguments 04:50 - Limitations of insurance coverage for same-sex couples 05:18 - The high costs of fertility treatments like IVF and surrogacy 06:45 - State laws and their influence on fertility benefits and access 07:12 - How current definitions exclude and disadvantage gay men 08:12 - The lawsuit in New York and its potential to change laws 09:40 - Out-of-pocket expenses and the financial burden for gay couples 10:33 - The societal perception of infertility and economic barriers 12:23 - The privilege of trying to build a family despite financial hurdles 13:02 - Clarifying assumptions about biological parenthood in same-sex relationships 14:01 - The legal landscape: Lawsuits fighting discrimination in fertility laws 15:14 - State-specific restrictions and their impact on insurance coverage 16:45 - Differences in coverage in Maryland and Arkansas discussed 17:44 - The significance of legal wins and how they could influence national policy 19:22 - The slow pace of legal and systemic change, and the importance of advocacy 20:10 - Personal reflections on the privilege and emotional toll of the fertility journey 21:46 - The need for systemic support and the emotional weight of waiting 22:39 - Reflections on societal perceptions of infertility and family rights 23:42 - The importance of ongoing legal battles and potential future changes 28:14 - Final thoughts on the systemic inequities faced by gay men and the call for advocacy Connect with Matt & Andrew: * Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/waiting_withlove] * Facebook [https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61585969594908] * TikTok [https://www.tiktok.com/@waitingwithlove] * YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/@WaitingWithLove] Resources & Links: * Waiting With Love Website [https://www.waitingwithlove.com/] * Out and Abroad Luxury Travel & Blog [http://www.out-abroad.com]

Episode 14: The Logistics of International Surrogacy

Navigating International Surrogacy: The Logistics Behind the Journey In this episode, Matt and Andrew peel back the curtain on the complex, often overlooked logistics of international surrogacy. From legal hurdles, cross-country coordination, to the emotional weight of waiting, they share their real-world experience navigating this intricate process—highlighting why patience, understanding, and systemic awareness are crucial. Main Topics: The multi-country logistical challenges of international surrogacy The roles and coordination of agencies, clinics, legal teams, and surrogates How time zones, holidays, and government processes impact communication and delays Emotional toll and expectations during waiting periods for medical updates and legal steps Common misconceptions about surrogacy costs and processes in popular culture The importance of systemic transparency and understanding the process's complexity Timestamps: 00:00 - Introduction: The messiness and hope in waiting for family-building 01:19 - Surrogacy in multiple countries: logistics and complexity 02:40 - Clarifying our experience and limits of expertise 04:05 - The roles of agencies, clinics, legal teams, and the international project plan 05:58 - The costs and misconceptions around international surrogacy 07:12 - Communication delays across different countries and time zones 08:41 - The systemic delays in receiving medical and legal updates 09:35 - Emotional impact of waiting for test results and news 10:39 - Real-world example of cross-country communication delays 12:06 - The impact of non-urgent medical decisions and global holidays on timing 14:02 - The process of bringing a baby home from another country 16:30 - The emotional and logistical realities of waiting for pregnancy confirmation 18:55 - Additional layers of complexity: travel, legal, and government hurdles 21:06 - Parental leave and international logistics post-birth 23:50 - The systemic design: why the process isn't quick or simple 27:22 - The scientific and medical complexity of making a baby via surrogacy 28:39 - Living with the uncertainty and waiting for news 30:11 - Closing thoughts: resilience and hope in the waiting process This episode emphasizes the systemic and logistical layers behind international surrogacy, illustrating why delays and uncertainties are often beyond individual control. It advocates for empathy and patience in understanding this complicated process that many hopeful parents navigate with resilience. Connect with Matt & Andrew: * Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/waiting_withlove] * Facebook [https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61585969594908] * TikTok [https://www.tiktok.com/@waitingwithlove] * YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/@WaitingWithLove] Resources & Links: * Waiting With Love Website [https://www.waitingwithlove.com/] * Out and Abroad Luxury Travel & Blog [http://www.out-abroad.com] * The Power of Hope in Difficult Times [https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-moment] Special Mention: If this episode resonates, please share it with someone, and visit our website for more info and support.