Podcast Episode 11: The In Between

Podcast Episode 16: — The Training of Attention

Before we can change our relationship with money, we must understand how our attention was trained. In this episode, Dutch explores the connection between scarcity, negativity bias, inherited sayings, financial stress, and the nervous system. Through a simple morning ritual and a cup of lavender tea, he begins to uncover how attention becomes organized around deficit—and wonders whether there might be another way. Get full access to AlchemyOfMe's Substack at myalchemyofme.substack.com/subscribe [https://myalchemyofme.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_4]

Podcast Episode 15: For the Love of Money

This episode follows Dutch as he traces his fear of money back to where it came from — the sayings that sounded like wisdom, the systems that engineered the gap and blamed the person standing in it, the spiritual teachings that handed the verdict back dressed in different language. And then Dutch does something he has never done before — he authors his own relationship with money on his own terms. Get full access to AlchemyOfMe's Substack at myalchemyofme.substack.com/subscribe [https://myalchemyofme.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_4]

Podcast Episode 14: The Roller Coaster

Have you ever moved through a whole day with money and called it a good day — even when the bills were still on the table? This episode is that day. Dutch had been thinking about his relationship with money — and what it would look like to build a different one. This is the story of one ordinary day where he tends to that relationship — from the first greeting before he gets out of bed, through two unexpected bills arriving in the mail, to money leaving, money arriving, and the words he reached for in each moment. Get full access to AlchemyOfMe's Substack at myalchemyofme.substack.com/subscribe [https://myalchemyofme.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_4]

Podcast 13: Swaying In The Hammock

Dutch lay in a hammock one warm afternoon, feeling the money flow in — and feeling the fear arrive with it. He rocked with that. And what the hammock showed him changed something. Get full access to AlchemyOfMe's Substack at myalchemyofme.substack.com/subscribe [https://myalchemyofme.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_4]

Podcast Episode 12: The Collage and It's Layers

Dutch was making a collage when he noticed something. The pieces didn't lose what they were in order to belong. And he found himself thinking — that was not what he had been taught about growth. This week Dutch is sitting with his oracle card reading and reflecting on what systems teach about evolution, about assimilation, about perfectionism — and about the grey that the binary was always trying to eliminate. Get full access to AlchemyOfMe's Substack at myalchemyofme.substack.com/subscribe [https://myalchemyofme.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_4]