Life After Meds

She was on 47 meds over 28 years. Here's how she healed.

1 h 12 min · 29. Apr. 2026
Episode She was on 47 meds over 28 years. Here's how she healed. Cover

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I sit down with my friend Elissa to hear her full withdrawal healing story: 28 years on psychiatric medications, 47 different drugs, five hospitalizations, and what finally changed. She shares what got her through the worst of it and what life feels like on the other side. Elissa is now a withdrawal coach at Life After Meds! Book a session with her. [https://lifeaftermeds.com/meet] Give her channel a follow: Healing After Psychiatry [https://www.youtube.com/@healingafterpsychiatry?sub_confirmation=1] Blog version: On 47 Meds Over 28 Years: Here's How She Healed [https://lifeaftermeds.com/on-47-meds-over-28-years-heres-how-she-healed] Was this video helpful? Leave a tip. [https://lifeaftermeds.com/tips] If you're having thoughts of self-harm, here are support hotlines around the world. [https://simple.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines#Crisis_line_organizations_by_country] 0:00 The walk-in clinic, Paxil, and how it all began; 4:28 Lonely with a panic disorder label; 9:54 Postpartum, a family history question, and the bipolar one diagnosis; 17:11 28 years on the medication treadmill; 22:26 47 meds; 28:01 "The only thing I haven't tried is no meds"; 33:36 The taper and what she didn't know; 41:21 Quitting her job and hitting the floor; 47:46 Post-it notes and borrowed thoughts; 55:31 Windows, waves, and Jekyll and Hyde days; 1:02:56 The long dark wave and the windows that followed; 1:11:14 Feeling joy for the first time in forever; 1:18:11 What she knows now about those 28 years Heads up: this channel offers education, support, and community, not medical or therapy advice or services. Nothing here replaces professional care from a doctor or licensed mental health provider. By engaging with this channel, you accept full responsibility for your own choices and outcomes. No results are guaranteed. Full disclaimer. [https://lifeaftermeds.com/disclaimers] Join my email list for a free 1-1 call with me. [https://lifeaftermeds.com/meet]

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Episode You Are Not What This Wave Is Telling You Cover

You Are Not What This Wave Is Telling You

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Episode Shame, Guilt, and Spiritual Disconnect In Withdrawal Cover

Shame, Guilt, and Spiritual Disconnect In Withdrawal

💌 Join my email list for a free 1-1 call with me: https://lifeaftermeds.com/meet [https://lifeaftermeds.com/meet] In this conversation, we share what we learned through our own healing: that spiritual disconnect is a symptom of the injury, not a sign of failed faith, and that the feeling of connection comes back. Blog version: https://lifeaftermeds.com/shame-guilt-spiritual-disconnect-during-withdrawal [https://lifeaftermeds.com/shame-guilt-spiritual-disconnect-during-withdrawal] Was this video helpful? Leave a tip: https://lifeaftermeds.com/tips [https://lifeaftermeds.com/tips] If you're having thoughts of self-harm, here are the support hotlines around the world: https://simple.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines#Crisis_line_organizations_by_country [https://simple.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines#Crisis_line_organizations_by_country] * 00:00 A Taboo We Need to Talk About * 02:31 When Every Relationship Goes Quiet * 04:00 "When Will the Spiritual Part Grow Back" * 06:29 Your Brain Is Hunting for Blame * 09:25 Checkbox Faith, Dark Woods, Real Joy * 16:28 The Lie That You're Being Punished * 19:41 Old Wrongs on a Loop * 24:59 Less Alone in the Aloneness * 28:43 Withdrawal Has an Expiration Date Heads up: this channel offers education, support, and community, not medical or therapy advice or services. Nothing here replaces professional care from a doctor or licensed mental health provider. By engaging with this channel, you accept full responsibility for your own choices and outcomes. No results are guaranteed. Full disclaimer: https://lifeaftermeds.com/disclaimers [https://lifeaftermeds.com/disclaimers] 💬 Let's keep the comment section an encouraging and kind place. 🙏

16. Juni 202632 min
Episode What Nobody Tells You to Prepare Before Tapering Cover

What Nobody Tells You to Prepare Before Tapering

💌 Join my email list for a free 1-1 call with me: https://lifeaftermeds.com/meet [https://lifeaftermeds.com/meet] Before you begin tapering your psychiatric medication, there are a few things worth having in place. I walk through how to build a support system, what coping strategies can help you ride out the hard waves, and how to think through your lifestyle so you have real margin when it gets rough. Blog version: https://lifeaftermeds.com/before-you-start-tapering-support-coping-and-lifestyle-prep [https://lifeaftermeds.com/before-you-start-tapering-support-coping-and-lifestyle-prep] Was this video helpful? Leave a tip: https://lifeaftermeds.com/tips [https://lifeaftermeds.com/tips] If you're having thoughts of self-harm, here are the support hotlines around the world: https://simple.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines#Crisis_line_organizations_by_country [https://simple.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines#Crisis_line_organizations_by_country] 00:00 Prep Before You Taper 01:13 Who You Need in Your Corner 03:54 Building Support Mid-Taper 07:39 Groups and Withdrawal Buddies 09:40 Coping When Waves Hit 12:46 Lifestyle and Work Margins 16:21 Resources and What Your Body Can Do Heads up: this channel offers education, support, and community, not medical or therapy advice or services. Nothing here replaces professional care from a doctor or licensed mental health provider. By engaging with this channel, you accept full responsibility for your own choices and outcomes. No results are guaranteed. Full disclaimer: https://lifeaftermeds.com/disclaimers [https://lifeaftermeds.com/disclaimers] 💬 Let's keep the comment section an encouraging and kind place. 🙏

15. Juni 202617 min
Episode When Withdrawal Makes You Feel Like an Outsider Cover

When Withdrawal Makes You Feel Like an Outsider

💌 Join my email list for a free 1-1 call with me: https://lifeaftermeds.com/meet [https://lifeaftermeds.com/meet] Relational disconnect is one of the most common and most painful parts of withdrawal, and one of the least talked about. In this video I share what that disconnect actually is, why it happens, and what it looked like for me on both sides of it. Blog version: https://lifeaftermeds.com/feeling-disconnected-in-withdrawal [https://lifeaftermeds.com/feeling-disconnected-in-withdrawal] Was this video helpful? Leave a tip: https://lifeaftermeds.com/tips [https://lifeaftermeds.com/tips] If you're having thoughts of self-harm, here are the support hotlines around the world: https://simple.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines#Crisis_line_organizations_by_country [https://simple.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines#Crisis_line_organizations_by_country] 00:00 When Withdrawal Cuts You Off 01:15 What Relational Disconnect Feels Like 03:46 It Is Not You 05:08 How to Talk to the People Around You 06:55 Your Inner Circle 08:23 Give Yourself Grace 09:24 What Comes Back 10:53 Life on the Other Side 11:58 Take Heart Heads up: this channel offers education, support, and community, not medical or therapy advice or services. Nothing here replaces professional care from a doctor or licensed mental health provider. By engaging with this channel, you accept full responsibility for your own choices and outcomes. No results are guaranteed. Full disclaimer: https://lifeaftermeds.com/disclaimers [https://lifeaftermeds.com/disclaimers] 💬 Let's keep the comment section an encouraging and kind place. 🙏

1. Juni 202612 min
Episode Your Brain Can Heal Without Medication Cover

Your Brain Can Heal Without Medication

💌 Join my email list for a free 1-1 call with me: https://lifeaftermeds.com/meet [https://lifeaftermeds.com/meet] If you had a diagnosis before you started tapering, you may be wondering whether you were ever really okay, or whether you ever will be. I've been there, flat on my back in agony, asking the same question. Blog version: https://lifeaftermeds.com/the-lie-the-system-told-you-about-your-brain [https://lifeaftermeds.com/the-lie-the-system-told-you-about-your-brain] Was this video helpful? Leave a tip: https://lifeaftermeds.com/tips [https://lifeaftermeds.com/tips] If you're having thoughts of self-harm, here are the support hotlines around the world: https://simple.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines#Crisis_line_organizations_by_country [https://simple.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines#Crisis_line_organizations_by_country] 00:00 Broken for good? 01:16 When the DSM and psych meds grew up together 02:17 Dependency mistaken for illness 04:27 Two people, same diagnosis, very different outcomes 06:21 "This proves you need meds for life" and why that's wrong 07:22 The belief you can't heal is a symptom 08:46 Flat on my back in agony 09:31 Suffering before the diagnoses came 11:04 What healing from dependency looks like 12:29 What the hard season can give you Heads up: this channel offers education, support, and community, not medical or therapy advice or services. Nothing here replaces professional care from a doctor or licensed mental health provider. By engaging with this channel, you accept full responsibility for your own choices and outcomes. No results are guaranteed. Full disclaimer: https://lifeaftermeds.com/disclaimers [https://lifeaftermeds.com/disclaimers] 💬 Let's keep the comment section an encouraging and kind place. 🙏

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