IsitOverNow? Lost Archive Files

New App Alert! Yellow App?

In this episode, I discuss my introduction to the gay hookup culture in Philadelphia. The additional groom and the community's influence over the stigma shaped my reality. I also touch on topics like mental health and the risks of trusting a community or individual people with an inexperienced mind.

The Golden Boy and His Heart Of Thrones

In this chapter I open up about my heart condition and the day that lead up to me being diagnosed and treated at the age of 13-14 years old. The battle was a rough one but what the outcome left was it a positive experience or a negative experience? Grab a chair and coffee you might wanna hear this one.

Thank You Letters To the Island Of Encanto Puerto Rico

This episode is a thank you to each person who helped me recover from my dark past—welcoming me with open arms and love. Each person has shown me or given me a reason to keep pushing forward, no matter how dark each turn might get. Each thank-you letter is different, even though they might sound alike; each person left an imprint on me that I will carry for many years to come. Thank you mi isla del encanto.

Entering The Enemy's Lair

In this ep. Entering the enemy's lair, I speak on the physical abuse I endured during 2008. I how turned on my family, how I developed an addiction to porn, and the details that led to the encounter with my monster. Grab a tissie, a chair, and a hug. Is this abuse over?

Pending Doom or Life Lessons?

In Chapter 4, I provide a brief recap of the first three chapters; however, in Pending Doom or Life Lessons. I started this episode at 8 Years old and spoke on my own Innocence, how my innocence was corrupted and tainted by grown men. Also, I touch on my own reality, not being good enough for me. At this age, I started questioning everything, but the actions I was taking for others.