Through The HurriKane

Inside the Addict Mind: Jessica Langan’s Story of Addiction and Survival

In this deeply honest conversation, Jessica Langan shares her firsthand experience with addiction, recovery, relapse, and the mental battles that most people never see. Rather than speaking from theory, Jessica offers a raw look into how addiction changes decision-making, relationships, identity, and self-worth. The episode explores the psychology behind addictive behavior, the cycle of shame and escape, and why addicts often act in ways that seem irrational to outsiders. Jessica explains what cravings actually feel like, how denial operates in real time, and the emotional void that substances temporarily fill. Topics include: * The internal thought patterns behind addiction * Why addicts lie, isolate, and self-sabotage * The difference between physical dependence and emotional addiction * Shame, trauma, and the need to escape * What recovery realistically looks like day-to-day * How friends and family misunderstand addiction * Rebuilding trust, identity, and purpose after substance abuse * The moments that forced Jessica to confront reality * Hope, accountability, and long-term healing * This episode is an unfiltered look at addiction from someone who lived it — offering insight for people struggling themselves, those supporting loved ones, and anyone trying to better understand the human side of substance abuse. Hosted on Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy [https://ausha.co/privacy-policy] for more information.

HurriKane Season is Just Getting Started

This episode is a special one. 💛 We’re celebrating 7 months of Through The HurriKane—and taking a moment to reflect on the journey so far, the stories that have stayed with us, and the incredible guests who have trusted us with their truth. From deeply emotional conversations to moments that made us laugh, this episode is all about looking back at the highlights that shaped this podcast into what it is today. We’re sharing: * Our favorite guest moments that we still think about * The stories that impacted us long after recording ended * Behind-the-scenes reflections from the past 7 months * What this podcast has taught us about resilience, family, and healing This podcast was built on honesty, connection, and the power of storytelling—and this episode is a reminder of just how meaningful that has been. Whether you’ve been with us since the beginning or are just finding us now, we’re so grateful you’re here. 🎧 Tune in, reflect with us, and celebrate how far we’ve come. Hosted on Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy [https://ausha.co/privacy-policy] for more information.

Ally Shaw is Chasing Tigers in the Dark

In this deeply moving episode, we sit down with author Ally Shaw to explore the powerful story behind her book, Chasing Tigers in the Dark. Ally opens up about the storms that shaped her—sharing her experiences with trauma, resilience, and the moments that tested everything she thought she knew about herself. With raw honesty, she takes us into the darkness she once had to navigate, and how she found the strength to keep going when the path forward felt impossible. This conversation is about more than survival—it’s about transformation. Ally reflects on what it means to face your fears head-on, to sit with pain, and ultimately, to come out on the other side stronger, wiser, and more grounded in who you are. If you’ve ever felt lost in your own storm, this episode is a reminder that there is a way through—and that even in the darkest moments, there is something within you worth fighting for. Hosted on Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy [https://ausha.co/privacy-policy] for more information.

Nash: A Life Well Loved

Nash was more than a companion—he was a once-in-a-lifetime kind of love. In this deeply personal episode, Lexi reflects on the life they shared, the quiet, everyday moments that became everything, and the heartbreak of saying goodbye. It’s a conversation about grief, love, and what it means to be someone’s whole world—and then learn how to live without them. This is for anyone who has ever loved a dog so deeply, it changed them forever. Hosted on Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy [https://ausha.co/privacy-policy] for more information.

Friday Night Lights to the Super Bowl: The Story of Paul Frase

In this episode, we sit down with NFL veteran Paul Frase to talk about the unlikely path that took him from small-town New Hampshire to the biggest stage in football. Growing up playing football on grass and dirt fields, Paul learned early that the game wasn’t about perfect conditions—it was about grit, discipline, and heart. What started as backyard games and local competition eventually turned into a relentless pursuit of a dream that many kids have, but few achieve: playing in the National Football League. Paul shares the untold stories behind the journey—the early sacrifices, the moments of doubt, the mentors who believed in him, and the determination it took to keep going when the odds were stacked against him. From high school football in New England to college competition and ultimately reaching the NFL, his story is a reminder that where you start doesn’t define where you can go. In this conversation, we explore: • Growing up in New Hampshire and falling in love with football • Playing on grass and dirt fields before the bright lights and stadiums • The challenges and realities of pursuing a career in professional sports • What it actually takes—mentally and physically—to make it to the NFL • The lessons football taught him about resilience, discipline, and life beyond the game Paul’s journey is about more than football—it’s about perseverance, humility, and chasing something bigger than yourself, even when the path isn’t clear. Whether you’re a sports fan, an athlete, or someone pursuing an ambitious goal, this episode is a powerful reminder that big dreams can grow from the most humble beginnings. Hosted on Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy [https://ausha.co/privacy-policy] for more information.