Your Souls Compass with Tabita Aguilar

If You’ve Ever Searched for Love Outside Yourself, Hear My Awakening

If you’ve ever searched for love outside yourself, this episode will speak to your soul. I’m opening up about my 'Dark Night of the Soul' — the transformative season of my life where I realized I am the love I was looking for all along. I share how family dynamics shaped my early years, the freedom I found in leaving my environment, and the detours I took into escapism — alcohol, partying, sex, and relationships — in an attempt to fill the void. Along the way, I uncover the heavy patterns of people-pleasing and perfectionism that kept me disconnected from my truth. This is not a story of being lost. It’s about realizing you never were. It’s about peeling back the layers, reclaiming your worth, and aligning with yourself. ✨ In this episode, I share: -The role family dynamics played in my self-worth -How I broke free from my environment and explored the world -My cycles of escapism and what they were really masking -The moment I began to reclaim my true self -Why you are the love you’ve been searching for 🎧 Whether you’re in your own dark night or on the other side of it, may this story remind you that your light has been within you the whole time.

WATCH THIS FIRST: Healing & Growth Podcast (Why I Created This & What You’ll Find Here)

Welcome to Your Soul’s Compass — a podcast where healing, purpose, and spiritual self-discovery come to life. I’m Bita—storyteller, speaker, and spiritual guide. After years of feeling anxious, disconnected, and stuck in survival mode, I chose to stop searching outside of myself and start listening within. This podcast was born from that shift—my decision to live soul-led, not fear-fed. Here, you’ll find real stories of transformation, reflections on healing and growth, day-in-the-life moments, and deep conversations about what it means to live an aligned, authentic life. Whether I’m sharing my journey or inviting others into the space, each episode is created to help you feel more seen, heard, and inspired to rise. This is a space for the seekers—the dreamers, the feelers, the ones healing out loud. If you’ve ever wondered, “Is there more to life than this?” or “Who am I beneath it all?”—you’ve landed in the right place. Because your story matters. Your voice matters. And your soul already knows the way—it just needs a little room to speak. So if you’re ready to come home to yourself and walk your truth unapologetically… 🧭 Subscribe, tune in, and let’s begin.