Not My Will

Rejection is Not Your Reflection

In this episode, I explore the powerful revelation that rejection isn’t a measure of my worth. It’s easy to internalize rejection, but once I embraced the truth that my value is anchored in what God declared about me before I even came into being, everything shifted. Rejection is just part of the journey, but it doesn’t define who we are—God’s word does. Tune in to learn how shifting our mindset can help us break free from equating our worth to rejection and step into the truth of who we are in Him.

Not My Will

In this episode, we explore the true meaning of surrender—letting go of our own plans and ideas of how life should unfold. It’s about trusting the One who knows the blueprint of our lives far better than we do. Surrendering isn't giving up; it’s allowing God to lead us on the path He’s already designed. Join me as I share personal reflections on releasing control, embracing faith, and finding peace in the unknown. Let’s dive deep into what it really means to trust God's plan.

A New Thing

In this episode, I share how I'm learning to embrace the new thing God is doing in my life. As I navigate this season, it’s become clear that old habits and techniques no longer sustain me, and I’m being called to a deeper level of intimacy with God. It's a journey of release and renewal—letting go of what worked before and stepping into the unknown with faith, trusting that God is preparing something greater. In this episode, I dive into the process of recognizing when God is leading us into something new. I’ve realized that I can’t rely on the methods that got me through the last season—God is calling me to deeper intimacy and fresh strategies for this next chapter. It’s about shedding the old and trusting Him to guide me in ways I’ve never experienced before. Tune in as we discuss how to surrender, grow, and align with the new work He’s doing in our lives.

Even Jesus Cries

In this deeply personal episode of "Archives of an Alchemist," we explore the complex landscape of embracing every emotion, especially sadness. I share my own journey through the grief of losing my beloved cat, who had been a constant companion since they were a kitten. This loss has added profound depth and nuance to my spiritual and emotional path, marking the first time I've had to actively seek God's presence in the acute pain of grief. We discuss how dealing with loss often results in feeling more physical absence than presence, yet how these moments of sadness are not only natural but necessary for our growth. We'll delve into the importance of allowing ourselves to feel sad while maintaining our trust that God is still at work, shaping us even through our pain. Join us as we unpack the nuances of navigating sorrow and maintaining faith during life's challenging seasons.

Oh, Canada

In this introspective episode, I share revelations from my recent trip to Canada—a journey that reshaped my understanding of my father. Seeing him in a different light, as his own person separate from my expectations and our shared history. As I navigate my own transitions, this new perspective has granted me a deeper sense of grace, forgiveness, and empathy towards the evolving relationship with my parents.