E19 - “Good Riddance (Time of Your Life)”

E19 - “Good Riddance (Time of Your Life)”

Coming to the decision to take a break from the podcast was not an easy one, but I think it’s the correct decision that I needed to make. Starting this podcast, I set out to help people through their own traumas by sharing my own & sharing journey on working through those traumas so they no longer have any influence on my life. Or as little influence as possible. And I still hope that the episodes that I have posted are still able to help anyone who comes across this podcast. As a woman & going through my own body acceptance, I have started noticing when other women talk negatively about themselves in any manner & I have found that I don’t like it. I have also noticed over the years just how nasty women can be to one another. I don’t like that either. Over the years my husband & I have had numerous conversations pertaining to women and men, where both of us have tried to show the other what our experiences have been so we can have a better understanding of what the other has gone through. I am sure it is a conversation that we will continue to have since it it’s important to keep that dialogue open. “Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go” - Green Day If you would like to support the podcast or get access to the bonus Random Rant episodes, check out my Patreon. patreon.com/bitchbetpodcast This episode was named after Green Day’s song “Good Riddance (Time of Your Life).” You can find this and more in BBPlaylist on Spotify. https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2NwU6CVgJbHfgv8WWEuz6S?si=Yl7noF1nQVqH1FFFaVxz7g Follow the podcast: Instagram @bitchbetpodcast X (twitter) @bitchbetpodcast YouTube @BitchBetPodcast Rumble @bitchbetpodcast Text me here 😊 [https://www.buzzsprout.com/twilio/text_messages/2241565/open_sms]

E18 - "Just Like You"

This month consisted of going back to the house where all my trauma and pain had happened as well as being around one of the people that caused some of the pain and trauma. Leading up to the trip I was worried about all the different things that could happen during my time there. I was also just having to accept that I was going to have to be around a person who I haven’t cared for in a very long time. I am forever grateful the my husband was with me on this trip, even though I know he had his own feelings about returning to a place that caused him pain and trauma. He was still about to be a stable force for me and provided me my own personal safe place in a house that was no longer safe for me. “I am aware that I am an asshole I really don't care about all of that though I'm living my life The way that I want to” - Falling In Reverse When asked if I hated someone that caused me a lot of pain, my response is no, I don’t hate them. I’m just not interested in their existence. Like I said in E0, “if that makes me the villain, then I will adjust my crown accordingly.” I have never minded being an asshole. If you would like to support the podcast or get access to the bonus Random Rant episodes, check out my Patreon. patreon.com/bitchbetpodcast This episode was named after Falling In Reverse’s song “Just Like You” You can find this and more in BBPlaylist on Spotify. https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2NwU6CVgJbHfgv8WWEuz6S?si=7Z5Jb44DRKKfO1fUP1u5dQ Follow the podcast: Instagram @bitchbetpodcast X (twitter) @bitchbetpodcast YouTube @BitchBetPodcast Rumble @bitchbetpodcast Text me here 😊 [https://www.buzzsprout.com/twilio/text_messages/2241565/open_sms]

E17 - “The Prophecy”

We are talking about the Universe this month. Ever changing, ever evolving, ever expanding. You get to hear about the different moments that happened throughout this month that caused me to start thinking about the Universe. I also have a tangent about the emo nite that my husband & I went to (emo kids unite) as well as my thoughts on the selection of dude jeans. “I guess a lesser woman would've lost hope A greater woman wouldn't beg But I looked to the sky and said Please I've been on my knees Change the prophecy Don't want money Just someone who wants my company Let it once be me Who do I have to speak to About if they can redo the prophecy?” - Taylor Swift I liked this song for the episode because she is pleading with the Universe to change her fate, her prophecy. If you know anything about Taylor Swift, then you know that it did indeed change. Anything is possible as long as you believe that it can happen for you. If you would like to support the podcast or get access to the bonus Random Rant episodes, check out my Patreon. patreon.com/bitchbetpodcast [http://patreon.com/bitchbetpodcast] This episode was named after Taylor Swift’s song “The Prophecy.” You can find this and more in BBPlaylist on Spotify. https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2NwU6CVgJbHfgv8WWEuz6S?si=JHO5NG_aSS2oy1DZ2T6Kmg [https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2NwU6CVgJbHfgv8WWEuz6S?si=JHO5NG_aSS2oy1DZ2T6Kmg] If you want to check out Listen The F*ck Up Podcast with Athena's Crystals, https://open.spotify.com/show/4WIUiwV1fQsZGauTFIMJwV?si=f8c9222330b14477 [https://open.spotify.com/show/4WIUiwV1fQsZGauTFIMJwV?si=f8c9222330b14477] Follow the podcast: Instagram @bitchbetpodcast X (twitter) @bitchbetpodcast YouTube @BitchBetPodcast Rumble @bitchbetpodcast Text me here 😊 [https://www.buzzsprout.com/twilio/text_messages/2241565/open_sms]

E16 - “Butterfly Kisses”

Looking back, it is interesting how our relationships with our parents (mainly my dad for me) change as we progress through our lives. This month I dive into the changes that I have noticed with my relationship with my dad.  I may not need my dad the same way I did when I was a child, but he has showed me early on that he is someone that I can always depend on. He has never wavered on being a support system for me, even now with me being married & living in a different state.  It’s not always the easiest thing to unpack feelings towards your parents when they have fallen short, but it’s good to remind yourself that they are human too.  No specific lyrics to highlight this month, this is just mine & my dad’s song.  If you would like to support the podcast or get access to the bonus Random Rant episodes, check out my Patreon. patreon.com/bitchbetpodcast  This episode was named after Bob Carlisle’s song “Butterfly Kisses.” You can find this and more in BBPlaylist on Spotify. https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2NwU6CVgJbHfgv8WWEuz6S?si=am70iGWNTzSQ6zyoRjRSeA  Follow the podcast:  Instagram @bitchbetpodcast  X (twitter) @bitchbetpodcast  YouTube @BitchBetPodcast  Rumble @bitchbetpodcast  Text me here 😊 [https://www.buzzsprout.com/twilio/text_messages/2241565/open_sms]

E15 - "Oath"

With me starting my new job this month, it got me thinking about friendships and how I am so grateful to have the amazing people in my life that I get the privilege to call my friends.  Meeting people is not always the easiest for me since I will do anything & everything possible to avoid having to talk to people, but it sometimes is necessary. It also allows you the opportunity to potentially meet someone amazing who you won’t be able to live without.  I also reminisce about past jobs as well as the people that I was fortunate enough to meet while there. Friendships forged during the worst shift imaginable are not talked about enough.  Are you a “Hello” person?  “You need a hand? And I'm right there right beside you You in the dark? I'll be the bright light to guide you… Wherever you go, just always remember That you got a home for now and forever And if you get low, just call me whenever This is my oath to you”  - Cher Lloyd  If you would like to support the podcast or get access to the bonus Random Rant episodes, check out my Patreon. patreon.com/bitchbetpodcast  This episode was named after Cher Lloyd’s song “Oath" featuring Becky G. You can find this and more in BBPlaylist on Spotify. https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2NwU6CVgJbHfgv8WWEuz6S?si=Q0yW9OcGT4yZicQeH_fMew  Follow the podcast:  Instagram @bitchbetpodcast  X (twitter) @bitchbetpodcast  YouTube @BitchBetPodcast  Rumble @bitchbetpodcast  Text me here 😊 [https://www.buzzsprout.com/twilio/text_messages/2241565/open_sms]