Beyond Surrender

Beyond the Hierarchy

In this personal solo episode, Mandi explores the hierarchy of disability, the ways ableism operates as a system, and how internalized and lateral ableism can shape our relationships with ourselves and other disabled people. Drawing from her own experiences growing up as a physically disabled person, Mandi reflects on the pressure to distinguish herself from people with intellectual, developmental, and cognitive disabilities and the harmful messages she absorbed about whose disabilities were considered more acceptable, valuable, or worthy of respect. Through the lens of disability justice, she examines how ableism encourages disabled people to compete for dignity rather than challenge the systems that marginalize all of us. She also shares how her understanding of disability, community, and liberation transformed as she moved from separation toward solidarity. This episode is an invitation to engage in honest self-reflection, embrace accountability without shame, and imagine a future where every disabled person belongs. LINKS Buoy Hydration Drops [https://www.justaddbuoy.com/AMANDA06731] Mandi Mail [Mandi Mailmandiboxbeauty.com/mandi-mail] MUSIC CREDIT Attribution Code "Basic Implosion" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

Beyond Learning

What happens when people decide what you're capable of before you've had the chance to prove them wrong? In this episode of Beyond Beautiful, Mandi sits down with Michelle Steiner, a writer, advocate, paraeducator, and photographer who lives with an invisible disability. Throughout her life, Michelle was told she wouldn't be able to attend college, earn a degree, get published, or pursue the career she wanted. Yet she has done all of those things—and more. Together, Mandi and Michelle explore learning differences, invisible disability, self-advocacy, educational barriers, and the power of believing in yourself when others underestimate you. This conversation is a reminder that disability does not define our potential, and that sometimes the greatest barriers we face are the expectations others place on us. LINKS IN THIS EPISODE Buoy Hydration Drops [https://www.justaddbuoy.com/AMANDA06731] Michelle's Website [https://www.michellesmission.com/] Mandi Mail [mandiboxbeauty.com/mandi-mail] Music Credit: Attribution Code "Basic Implosion" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

Beyond Straight

In this deeply personal kick-off to LGBTQIA+ Pride Month episode, Mandi shares her coming out story—from childhood clues and early experiences of attraction to navigating divorce, faith deconstruction, church hurt, and finding love. Through stories of grief, authenticity, and transformation, Mandi reflects on growing up as a disabled Latina in a culturally Catholic family, the challenges of reconciling faith and sexuality, and the ways God pursued her long before she had language for who she was. This episode isn't just about coming out. It's about becoming more fully yourself, trusting God's presence through uncertainty, and discovering that authenticity and faith were never meant to be enemies. LINKS IN THIS EPISODE Buoy Hydration Drops [https://www.justaddbuoy.com/AMANDA06731] Music Credit: "Basic Implosion" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

Beyond Autism

In this episode of Beyond Beautiful: Disability, Liberation, Love, Mandi sits down with podcaster, entrepreneur, speaker, and autism advocate Sam Mitchell, host of Autism Rocks and Rolls. Together, they explore autism, identity, bullying, masking, authenticity, advocacy, and what it means to reject the idea that disabled people need to be “fixed” in order to belong. Sam shares his journey of building a successful podcast and nonprofit while embracing his identity as an autistic person and using his platform to challenge stigma surrounding autism and disability. This conversation also dives into representation, success, self-acceptance, and the importance of creating spaces where disabled people can show up authentically. Please note: this episode includes a few technology and audio challenges throughout the recording. Mandi also reminds listeners that guests are invited to use the language and frameworks that feel authentic to their lived experiences, even when perspectives may differ from her personal disability justice lens. LINKS MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODE Buoy Hydration Drops [https://www.justaddbuoy.com/AMANDA06731] Autism Rocks and Rolls [https://autismrocksandrolls.com/] Beyond Beautiful Collective [https://www.facebook.com/groups/675029211865942] Mandi Mail [mandiboxbeauty.com/mandi-mail]

Beyond Surrender

In this deeply personal solo episode, Mandi explores the reality that transformation often requires surrender. But surrender isn’t always soft, peaceful, or aesthetically pleasing—it can involve grief, endings, and releasing things that once felt safe. Mandi opens up about letting go of harmful theology, navigating the loss of relationships that required self-betrayal, surrendering people-pleasing habits, and redefining faith through a lens of authenticity, love, and liberation. She also explores repentance, redemption, disability theology, and why becoming more of yourself may require shedding masks that others benefited from. This episode is for anyone navigating change, grief, faith deconstruction, boundaries, and the messy middle of becoming. MUSIC CREDIT "Basic Implosion" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/ LINKS MENTIONED Bouy Hydration Drops [https://www.justaddbuoy.com/AMANDA06731] Beyond Beautiful Collective [https://www.facebook.com/groups/675029211865942] Mandi Mail [mandiboxbeauty.com/mandi-mail]