Ep. 62 | Stop Keeping Score

Ep. 62 | Stop Keeping Score

What happens when disappointment becomes the lens through which we view prayer? In this episode, Addison shares a simple moment while sick at home that exposed a subtle habit many believers develop without realizing it: keeping score. Over time, recent outcomes can become the source of our confidence—or our discouragement. We begin measuring whether we should pray based on what happened last time rather than on what Jesus has already accomplished.

Ep. 61 | Don’t Let Disappointment Become Doctrine

After praying for a man who suddenly died following surgery, I was left wrestling with a question many believers quietly face: What do you do when you don’t have an answer? In this episode, we talk about disappointment, unresolved healing outcomes, the temptation to build theology around painful experiences, and why “I don’t know” can sometimes be a more honest response than forcing an explanation Scripture never gives.

Ep. 60 | Why Authority Doesn’t Come From Using The Right Words

Many Christians slowly drift from trusting Jesus to trusting phrasing, formulas, and “getting it right.” In this episode of Bigger Than Me, Addison unpacks how a simple parking lot realization exposed a subtle superstition hiding underneath healing prayer: the belief that authority comes from saying the correct words. Through the story of the seven sons of Sceva and a personal moment after church, this episode explores the difference between reciting authority and living from relationship with

Ep. 59 | Don’t Overreact: Healing Is Supposed to Be Normal

Why do Christians act shocked when healing happens? In this issue of Bigger Than Me, Addison shares the first time he publicly demonstrated healing prayer in front of a church group—and the immediate correction God gave him afterward: “Don’t overreact. If you treat this as normal, they will see it as normal. Which it should be.” This episode explores the hidden expectations about healing, why excitement can sometimes reveal unbelief, and how Jesus intended healing to be our daily experience.

Almost Isn’t Done: What to Do When Healing Starts but Doesn’t Finish

What do you do when something actually changes—but doesn’t fully go away? This is the moment most people misread. In this episode, we walk through a real story of progressive healing and break down how to respond when improvement happens, but the result isn’t complete yet. You’ll learn how to stay engaged without overthinking, how to avoid stopping too early, and how to recognize when it’s actually finished.