My Mom Committed Suicide 16 Years Ago Today

Why Dating Shouldn't Be a Game

This is her experience. 0:00-1:00-introducing the topic, dating 1:15-how long it takes to move on from relationships 2:45- too soon? 3:20- past experiences affect us in dating 4:08-how we deal with trauma/hardships 4:50-letting your guard down 5:44-letting yourself be happy/timing 6:34-moving on too quick 8:29-happiness!! 9:55-type of people we go for, from what we grew up around 11:00-relationship #1 14:49-medication 16:03-bringing trauma into your next relationship, being 100% 18:25-being there for your friends in toxic relationships, having support 19:25-relationship #2 20:24-taking care of everyone but yourself 21:17-turning into someone you don't like 22:22-putting up with enough to want to end my life 23:20-putting yourself out there New Episodes every Friday at 5pm EST Follow us here: INSTAGRAM [https://www.instagram.com/coasttocoastchaos/]

People Pleasing

Abandonment issues come in many forms. one of those can be the consistent need to make sure everyone you care about around you is happy. Today we break down where that can come from and we hear why Stevie struggles with it herself. 1:45 - Action and reaction 2:15 - People Pleasing 3:15 - the backstory, Daddy Dearest, and where the people-pleasing comes from 6:25 - The relapse 9:25 - The Eviction 10:30 - When your parent gives up 12:30 - Fear of Abandonment 14:00 - Daddy Issues 15:17 - Mommy Issues and the give up feeling 16:01 - The aftereffect and the goal behind healing New Episodes every Friday at 5pm EST Follow us here: INSTAGRAM [https://www.instagram.com/coasttocoastchaos/]

My Mom Committed Suicide 16 Years Ago Today

The struggle to handle your emotions, unconditional love, the guilt of being angry, and the absence of more f*cks to give. 1:15 - The Pain of losing a loved one 2:00 - All the emotions attached to death and suicide 2:45 - Not being able to cry 4:00 - The backstory 7:00 - January 25th the day of 8:57 - Hearing from the social workers my wasn't coming home 10:00 - The search for the truth and understanding and closure 11:15 - The Letter 12:00 - Effect of suicide on others around you 13:00 - The yearly ritual 13:23 - Reading of the letter 14:30 - Honest feelings about having a letter and the feelings attached 17:45 - The things to be grateful for Follow us on INSTAGRAM [https://www.instagram.com/coasttocoastchaos/] NEW EPISODES EVERY FRIDAY AT 5PM EST

Hi, I'm Stevie, Welcome to My Journey

This first episode Stevie introduces herself and gets real about her diagnosis and the hope she wishes to bring to anyone struggling with mental illness, family issues, and developing and maintaining the courage to talk about it.   1:21 - Why this podcast exists 5:27 - Stevies Story 8:04 - Early Life with mom and her passing 12:54 - High school years and dad's relapse 14:20 - After high school and the journey into an abusive relationship 18:00 - Living in Mammoth and getting diagnosed with Bipolar 1 20:00 - The goals of this podcast   New Episodes every Friday at 5pm EST Follow us here: INSTAGRAM [https://www.instagram.com/coasttocoastchaos/]

Come Here Often?

Introduction to Chaos and the calm after the storm.   INSTAGRAM [https://www.instagram.com/coasttocoastchaos/]