Day 105 - People Pleasing

Month 4 + 2 weeks - Travelling and Lazy

Outside the country for a month and lazy. I need to get motivated and do something.

Month 4 - Not Taking Myself Too Seriously

I find that I am more comfortable taking a risks expressive myself through music, speech, or social engagement Taking these risks exposes me to occadional embarrasment, which does not seem to hurt me much now that I am sober. I wish I was laughing more but I expect that to improve with time. The underlyibg change in me is that I don't take myself so seriously anymore.

Day 105 - People Pleasing

I ofren do or say what others expect of me - somethijg I call "People Pleasing". I get myself into difficult situations when I do this which has created drama and anxiety. I need to be careful about people-pleasing

Day 90 - Occassional Days without thinking about Pot

Some days go by without thinking about using any pot, which is miraculous for me. Some days were difficult though because of sadness or anger. I am dealing better than previous attempts at sobriety.

Month 3 - Christmas Eve Sober

My Christmas gift to young listeners is a warning. Modern weed is dangerous for young brains, it can make kids psychotic, or permanently damage their brain. Bryn Spejcher turned psycho and killed the guy she was smoking with. She told her story to Dr. Phil in the video below. https://youtu.be/vrSfv_Wrfac?si=ED3wtR3BYM--WoJJ