Rethinking Suicide ...

The Liberation of Expression

Thank you for tapping on. I have been missing in action for a little while. I asked AI why I disappear and it told me, I am a perfectionist and if I feel it's not gonna be what I absolutely want it to be, i'd prefer not deliver it... There goes the therapists jobs 🤣 Anywho. I'm a little rusty from my disappearance. In this weeks episode i'm talking about how words need to be expressed, but in that expression we need to create a distance or better said not attach to the words that we're saying. Regardless of what we’re saying. As beings we really want to be heard, validated, acknowledged, were not comfortable with people, not agreeing or seeing our point of view. So every time we say something, we kinda go in with an agenda... to have the other person see our side. So we express ourselves in such a way, that will we be believed, understood ... we become the story, the expression. Expressing ourselves undoubtedly gives us a sense of liberation. Attaching ourselves to the meaning does not. Join me in the 30 day challenge mentioned in the episode and come and find me after you done it and let me knnow the transformation. Until the next episode ... ✌🏾

Reincarnated Back to Yesterday

So the questions are, are we trapped in the same cycle? Is living in the Now even possible ? How can we insert ourselves into the Now and move on from that space? Do we ever get to start a fresh? We are a continuation of yesterday. Constantly being brought back (quite naturally) to where we left of the day before. Fighting to place are minds in peace, only to get wrapped back up in what's our everyday. It's like we are taking constant brief escapes. Anywho let me know what YOU think. And until the next episode watch your thoughts 💭

It's Pointless Asking Why!

The questioning State is Not a Good State to be in! So as I was about to go down the very dark road of asking myself, why are some of the things, I thought I left behind showing back up for me, noise, demons, lack of peace. I first felt my body start to sink. I immediately remembered, there is nothing down this road of just questioning why. The reason that it's not working out and things are showing up in the way that they are because, you are in a state of transition and your focus is off. Which I didn't say in the episode, which in fact is key. When you're idling and not in a focused state you leave your self open for all the untrained thinking negative thought attacks to 'fly back' to you and attack. Your job is to become aware of this and not be lead astray. Your job Is to come into this awareness, that when this happens it means you've fallen off track and it's time to get back on. .......................................... Some concepts that have floated into my awareness lately has really allowed me to stop and think about, how at this stage, am I going to move forward. What thoughts, thinking, am I taking with me and what I am not. I have been thrashing out these concepts in Mind Notes Journal. The place where you write only what's on your mind, as oppose to writing shopping lists, to do lists, security passwords and stuff. Join me in watching your thoughts, by purchasing one here: https://amzn.eu/d/2xHScMD [https://amzn.eu/d/2xHScMD ] Wanna open out the discussion? leave me a question or a comment. And until the next episode Watch Your Thoughts Azania x

Rethinking Suicide ...

What if we were the virus? What if we are living inside a being that could detect weaker 'cells' that was causing damage or turbulence to it being. What if you could believe in anything as long as you stay firmed and strong in those beliefs, didn’t waiver and cause a breakdown within the being body. The last concept I haven't discussed here but it would appear that there is some strength to that argument, as it's not as if the being has preference to only the things that are good. I had these thoughts for long and wanted to just let go and let out all original thought, as a way to release my self from the repetition of thinking. And allow higher frequency thought to be picked up upon. I hope you enjoy this episode, you have to be pretty open for this one and until the next episode stay strong and watch your thoughts. Edit: As I am listening back for the umpteenth time, there's more to add here. So it feels like there's a way to act inside this body whereby you can go undetected and also each section could be controlled by different programmers and the programmers roles are just to ensure=, that you stick within the program. You can also seem to move to different locations around the body, whereby it maybe easier to live and breathe. Whereas some sections of the body are dense and you constantly have to fight for your existence. Like we are the bodies consciousness and it goes through cycles and phases. And when the body dies we move onto another body. And we're all just fighting for some significance and a better more freer place to be... Anywho much more to add at another time. xxx

You Had No Intention!

I have actually had this tattoo for over 10 years! The link word I think was 'near.' If you know that effect that everyones currently speaking about where people are recognising that things are being changed, like the information in the books, a bit like what happened in the movie inception, where when you play with one thing another thing happens. Well that's what I was trying to explain is happening to me now I am putting out more works, I am coming off of this repetitive circle, that was so plaguing me at the ending of last year. Other than that let me know what comes up for you as you’re listening. What aspect of your life is in your drafts? Here's a link to the notebook I created https://amzn.eu/d/60qRtgv [https://amzn.eu/d/60qRtgv] Order one today:) It's has really cool thick pages, just like a workbook. Let's have an easier time navigating the world by watching our thoughts together. Until the next episode ... buy the book bye 😘