Episode 11: From Burnout to Peace

Episode 11: From Burnout to Peace

“If there is a God, how can He be good… and how can we see some of the things we see?” Former paramedic and pastor Jeff Richardson asks the question every First Responder eventually faces and then points us to the only answer that can sustain the soul. Former paramedic Jeff Richardson shares how faith in Christ overcame burnout, anxiety, and hopelessness in his own life and how other first responders can find Hope in pursuing Christ.In this powerful episode of the Living Mission First Podcast, Jeremy Wade sits down with former EMT, paramedic, pastor, and church planter Jeff Richardson for an honest conversation about burnout, identity, suffering, and the deep joy found in Christ. Drawing from years serving on ambulances across Tennessee and Georgia, Jeff opens up about the emotional weight First Responders carry, the pediatric calls, sleepless nights, anxiety, second-guessing, and the struggle to reconcile evil and suffering with a good and sovereign God. But this episode is more than a conversation about trauma, it’s a call to Courage, Faith, and lasting hope. Jeff shares how God met him in the middle of exhaustion and burnout, transforming his perspective from simply surviving shift work to seeing EMS as a mission field. Through Scripture, discipleship, and a growing affection for Christ, Jeff discovered that true peace is not found in escaping hard circumstances, but in pursuing Jesus above everything else. His message is deeply encouraging for every First Responder wrestling with identity, purpose, anxiety, or spiritual exhaustion.This conversation gets to the heart of Mission First Alliance: helping First Responders pursue Christ while faithfully serving their communities. Jeff’s vulnerability and wisdom remind us that burnout is real, but so is the sustaining grace of God. Whether you serve in law enforcement, EMS, fire service, ministry, or simply want to support those who do, this episode will challenge and encourage you to seek lasting joy, rest, and identity in Christ alone.If you’re a First Responder searching for purpose, endurance, and hope, or someone who loves and supports one, this episode is for you.About Mission First AllianceMission First Alliance is a national non-profit bringing Real Hope to first responders and their families. We believe the first responder culture is one of the greatest unseen mission fields in our country today, and it’s a mission too important to do alone. Through collaboration and Christ-centered resources, we are not only bringing them the Real Hope found in Christ but we are bridging the gap between the Body of Christ and these brave men and women who serve and sacrifice for us each and every day.Connect: Subscribe to our email list: www.missionfirstalliance.com/email-sign-upJoin the Alliance: Do you have a desire to join us in the effort to bring Real Hope to first responders? Are you a First Responder looking for a community, encouragement and support? Become a member. Membership is Free: https://missionfirstalliance.com/membership/Contact Us: Reach out to our team at: https://missionfirstalliance.com/contact-us/Share: Help us grow the mission. Share this podcast and mission with others. Because every first responder needs Real Hope.Follow UsWebsite: https://missionfirstalliance.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/missionfirstallianceInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/missionfirstalliance/YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@MissionFirstAllianceKey Chapter Markers00:20:50 – Burnout, anxiety, and wrestling with the problem of evil00:23:24 – Discovering peace through the sovereignty of God00:35:08 – “You think you’re a paramedic, but that’s just how you pay your mortgage”00:39:16 – Seeing First Responder work as a mission field00:53:18 – The answer to burnout: finding satisfaction and joy in Christ#LivingMissionFirst#FirstResponderPodcast#ChristianPodcast#FaithInAction#RealHope#missionfirstalliance

Episode 10: Who is your FTO?

Where does a "Cop's Cop" find real strength? In this powerful episode of the Living Mission First Podcast, host Jeremy Wade sits down with Frank Klimjack, a veteran First Responder with 28 years in law enforcement and a background in military service, to unpack a journey marked by strength, brokenness, and ultimately, surrender. Known as a “cop’s cop,” Frank built his identity on discipline, performance, and control, thriving in high-stakes environments where courage and competence defined success.But beneath the surface, a deeper battle was unfolding. When his wife was diagnosed with cancer, not once, but twice, Frank was forced into a reality no training could prepare him for. Faced with fear, uncertainty, and the limits of his own strength, he encountered the truth that many First Responders wrestle with: you can’t outwork, outfight, or out-control everything.This episode reveals the importance of reaching those serving on the front lines before they reach their breaking point. Frank shares how faith transformed his understanding of courage, redefining it not as control, but as surrender. His story highlights the critical need for spiritual resilience in the First Responder community and offers a roadmap for integrating faith into a life of service without compromising strength.With raw honesty, Frank speaks on identity, biblical manhood, discipleship, and the unseen toll of the job, bringing both conviction and hope to those called to serve.This episode speaks directly to every First Responder navigating the tension between strength and surrender. It explores authentic courage, the role of faith in crisis, and the urgent mission to reach those serving on the front lines before it’s too late. Whether you’re in law enforcement, military, or supporting those who are, this conversation offers clarity, conviction, and hope.About Mission First AllianceMission First Alliance is a national non-profit bringing Real Hope to first responders and their families. We believe the first responder culture is one of the greatest unseen mission fields in our country today, and it’s a mission too important to do alone. Through collaboration and Christ-centered resources, we are not only bringing them the Real Hope found in Christ but we are bridging the gap between the Body of Christ and these brave men and women who serve and sacrifice for us each and every day.Connect: Subscribe to our email list: www.missionfirstalliance.com/email-sign-upJoin the Alliance: Do you have a desire to join us in the effort to bring Real Hope to first responders? Are you a First Responder looking for a community, encouragement and support? Become a member. Membership is Free: https://missionfirstalliance.com/membership/Contact Us: Reach out to our team at: https://missionfirstalliance.com/contact-us/Share: Help us grow the mission. Share this podcast and mission with others. Because every first responder needs Real Hope.Follow UsWebsite: https://missionfirstalliance.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/missionfirstallianceInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/missionfirstalliance/YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@MissionFirstAlliance#LivingMissionFirst#FirstResponderPodcast#ChristianPodcast#FaithInAction#RealHope#missionfirstalliance Content AdvisoryThis episode includes honest discussions about the experiences of first responders and the challenges they face. Graphic situations may be distressing for some listeners and younger audiences. Discretion is advised.This conversation is shared to bring awareness, hope, and encouragement to those serving on the front lines. If this episode connects with you, reach out or seek trusted professional support. You are not alone.

Episode 9: Leading With Integrity

“I’ve made mistakes… but I want Jesus to say ‘well done.’” — Mike Baldwin shares the faith that sustained him as a First Responder.In Part 1, we heard how former law enforcement officer Mike Baldwin’s career shaped his perspective on service, identity, and the unseen spiritual battles faced by First Responders. In Part 2, the conversation moves deeper, into faith, intentionality, and the eternal “why” behind the badge.In this powerful continuation, host Jeremy Wade sits down with Mike Baldwin, former Arizona law enforcement officer, to explore what it truly means to live with Courage, Faith, and purpose in one of the most demanding professions in the world. Baldwin shares how many First Responders unknowingly anchor their identity in the uniform, only to discover that the job alone cannot sustain the weight of trauma, responsibility, and moral decision-making.Drawing from decades of experience in law enforcement, Baldwin offers practical wisdom on maintaining spiritual strength while navigating high-pressure decisions, exposure to darkness, and the emotional toll of serving others. Through personal stories, from split-second decisions in the field to quiet moments comforting victims on their worst days, he reveals how faith transforms not just how officers work, but how they see people.At the heart of this episode is Mission First Alliance’s calling: reaching an often-overlooked mission field, the First Responder community, with hope that lasts beyond the shift. Baldwin’s expertise in leadership, character development, and faith integration provides a roadmap for living intentionally, leading with integrity, and pursuing a life that seeks eternal approval rather than temporary recognition.This conversation challenges listeners to move beyond performance-based faith and toward daily spiritual discipline, showing how small, consistent choices build resilience, clarity, and lasting impact both on and off duty.Through honest reflection and hard-earned insight, this episode speaks directly to First Responders, families, and anyone seeking to live with deeper Courage and Faith in difficult environments. It’s a reminder that influence isn’t built through loud words, but through consistent, Christ-centered living that others can trust.Because in the end, the greatest success isn’t recognition on earth, it’s hearing “well done.”Mission First Alliance is a national non-profit bringing Real Hope to first responders and their families. We believe the first responder culture is one of the greatest unseen mission fields in our country today, and it’s a mission too important to do alone. Connect: Subscribe to our email list: www.missionfirstalliance.com/email-sign-upJoin the Alliance: Do you have a desire to join us in the effort to bring Real Hope to first responders? Are you a First Responder looking for a community, encouragement and support? Become a member. Membership is Free: https://missionfirstalliance.com/membership/Contact Us: Reach out to our team at: https://missionfirstalliance.com/contact-us/Share: Help us grow the mission. Share this podcast and mission with others. Because every first responder needs Real Hope.Follow UsWebsite: https://missionfirstalliance.comFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/missionfirstallianceInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/missionfirstalliance/YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@MissionFirstAllianceContent AdvisoryThis episode includes honest discussions about the experiences of first responders and the challenges they face. Graphic situations may be distressing for some listeners and younger audiences. Discretion is advised.This conversation is shared to bring awareness, hope, and encouragement to those serving on the front lines. If this episode connects with you, reach out or seek trusted professional support. You are not alone.

Episode 8: God's Plan Greater Than Mine

What if God sent you to make a difference? In Part 1, veteran law enforcement leader Mike Baldwin shares how faith reshapes the mission of a First Responder.In this powerful opening episode of the Living Mission First Podcast, host Jeremy Wade sits down with Mike Baldwin, a respected law enforcement veteran with more than two decades of frontline experience, to explore the unseen spiritual battle faced by today’s First Responders. From the very first question,“God, why do you allow this?” this conversation moves beyond headlines and into the heart of service, sacrifice, and calling. Mike shares how a career he never planned became a lifelong mission shaped by Courage, Faith, and a deep desire to make a difference in even one life.Part 1 traces Mike’s journey from teacher and coach to patrol officer, detective, and mentor, revealing how purpose is forged not only in high-risk moments but in quiet acts of leadership and compassion. Drawing from years investigating violent crime, training officers, and mentoring the next generation, Mike offers honest insight into the emotional and spiritual toll carried by First Responders, and why many struggle not because of the streets, but because of what happens within the system itself.This episode exists for a deeper “why” To remind those who serve that their work matters, that their oath has eternal significance, and that they are not alone. Through real stories and hard-earned wisdom, Mike highlights how faith restores identity, anchors leadership, and renews purpose in the middle of difficult careers.Listeners will discover how Mission First Alliance seeks to reach this often-overlooked mission field, bringing hope, encouragement, and Gospel-centered support to the men and women protecting our communities every day.About Mission First AllianceMission First Alliance is a national non-profit bringing Real Hope to first responders and their families. We believe the first responder culture is one of the greatest unseen mission fields in our country today, and it’s a mission too important to do alone. Through collaboration and Christ-centered resources, we are not only bringing them the Real Hope found in Christ but we are bridging the gap between the Body of Christ and these brave men and women who serve and sacrifice for us each and every day.Connect: Subscribe to our email list: www.missionfirstalliance.com/email-sign-upJoin the Alliance: Do you have a desire to join us in the effort to bring Real Hope to first responders? Are you a First Responder looking for a community, encouragement and support? Become a member. Membership is Free: https://missionfirstalliance.com/membership/Contact Us: Reach out to our team at: https://missionfirstalliance.com/contact-us/Share: Help us grow the mission. Share this podcast and mission with others. Because every first responder needs Real Hope.Follow UsWebsite: https://missionfirstalliance.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/missionfirstallianceInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/missionfirstalliance/YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@MissionFirstAllianceContent AdvisoryThis episode includes honest discussions about the experiences of first responders and the challenges they face. Graphic situations may be distressing for some listeners and younger audiences. Discretion is advised.This conversation is shared to bring awareness, hope, and encouragement to those serving on the front lines. If this episode connects with you, reach out or seek trusted professional support. You are not alone.

Episode 7: 2020 Riots and Being Called To Go

What happens when God calls Jeremy Wade to leave everything secure behind, and step into the unknown mission field of first responders? Recap: In Part 1, Jeremy and Ketryna shared how God began stirring their hearts amid the growing darkness surrounding law enforcement. In Part 2, the calling becomes undeniable, and the cost becomes real. In this powerful continuation, Jeremy Wade shares firsthand what it meant to serve the frontlines during one of the most volatile seasons in modern policing, where spiritual warfare was not just symbolic, it was palpable. As a veteran First Responder and leader, Jeremy witnessed the emotional, psychological, and spiritual toll on officers facing relentless hostility, fear, and uncertainty. Yet in the middle of chaos, God was strengthening his foundation, preparing him not just to endure, but to lead. Ketryna offers a deeply personal perspective from home, revealing the quiet courage required of families who stand behind those who serve. Together, they unpack the tension between security and obedience, and how God used prayer, fasting, Scripture, and unexpected confirmation to make their calling unmistakably clear. Jeremy’s expertise as a First Responder and his lived experience inside law enforcement uniquely positioned him to reach this overlooked mission field. Through faith, courage, and surrender, Jeremy and Ketryna stepped away from stability and into full-time ministry, trusting that obedience to God’s calling mattered more than comfort. This episode is a powerful reminder that the mission field is often closer than we think, and that God prepares His people long before He calls them to go. Faith, courage, and obedience define those willing to step into darkness and carry hope, and in our next episode, you’ll hear a story of courage and faith from another first responder. About Mission First Alliance Mission First Alliance is a national non-profit bringing Real Hope to first responders and their families. We believe the first responder culture is one of the greatest unseen mission fields in our country today, and it’s a mission too important to do alone. Through collaboration and Christ-centered resources, we are not only bringing them the Real Hope found in Christ but we are bridging the gap between the Body of Christ and these brave men and women who serve and sacrifice for us each and every day. * Connect: Subscribe to our email list: ⁠⁠www.missionfirstalliance.com/email-sign-up⁠⁠ [http://www.missionfirstalliance.com/email-sign-up] * Join the Alliance: Do you have a desire to join us in the effort to bring Real Hope to first responders? Are you a First Responder looking for a community, encouragement and support? Become a member. Membership is Free: ⁠⁠https://missionfirstalliance.com/membership/⁠⁠ [https://missionfirstalliance.com/membership/] * Contact Us: Reach out to our team at: ⁠⁠https://missionfirstalliance.com/contact-us/⁠⁠ [https://missionfirstalliance.com/contact-us/] * Share: Help us grow the mission. Share this podcast and mission with others. Every first responder needs Real Hope. Follow Us * Website: ⁠⁠www.missionfirstalliance.com⁠⁠ [https://www.missionfirstalliance.com/] * Facebook: ⁠⁠https://www.facebook.com/missionfirstalliance⁠⁠ [https://www.facebook.com/missionfirstalliance] * Instagram: ⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/missionfirstalliance/⁠⁠ [https://www.instagram.com/missionfirstalliance/] * YouTube: ⁠⁠https://www.youtube.com/@MissionFirstAlliance⁠⁠ [https://www.youtube.com/@MissionFirstAlliance] Content Advisory This episode includes honest discussions about the experiences of first responders and the challenges they face. Graphic situations may be distressing for some listeners and younger audiences. Discretion is advised. This conversation is shared to bring awareness, hope, and encouragement to those serving on the front lines. If this episode connects with you, reach out or seek trusted professional support. You are not alone.