No One Has Ever Loved Me | The Love Story of Stephen Sondheim and Peter E. Jones: Act Two

Move On | 'Goodbye for Now' from Sondheim's Friends and Family

In our series finale, Steve’s loved ones unite ‘one last time’ - retracing the final weeks, days and moments prior to Steve’s passing on November 26th 2021. Recalling final memories and precious encounters, we celebrate not ‘Sondheim The Icon’, but our friend Steve.   ‘I think we choose our friends. Somehow their presence in your life makes you feel good. Steve made me feel good. And when you embrace a friend, you know if the feeling is real. And I want to believe, anyway, that he knew that.’ – John Kander Steve’s legendary interpreter Bernadette Peters then joins Martin and PJ to share what Steve has meant to her – and how Steve appeared to Bernadette after his death. But how do Martin and PJ feel about Steve now that their two-year quest to discover The Untold Sondheim has finally reached its conclusion? ‘You’re always there for me. Even though you’re gone. Thank you. Thank you. For you’re always there for me.’ –  Bernadette Peters   CHAPTERS 00:00 Maria & PJ: ‘Now you’re on your own’ 02:15 A Pageantry of Celebration 06:44 Time Catches Up with Steve 15:14 The Final Meetings 27:55 ‘Titan of The American Musical’ 37:36 Missing Steve 50:22 Bernadette Peters: ‘I Had A Dream’ 1:02:28 PJ & Martin: 'You can never say thank you enough’ 1:18:22 The Next Collaboration: PJ's New Musical 1:26:14 Credits with Mehran James McCullough 1:28:58 Stephen Sondheim: 'Anyone Can Whistle'   Subscribe to Loving You: The Untold Sondheim [https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/loving-you-the-untold-sondheim/id1873942532] on Apple and all good podcast apps to get every episode the moment it is released.   SUPPORT THE SHOW: ► SUBSCRIBE to Loving You: The Untold Sondheim in your podcast app and be sure to get every episode the moment it is released. ► RATE & REVIEW Leave a review in your podcast app and tell other Sondheim fans why they should listen. ► SHARE Don't keep it to yourself! Share Loving You: The Untold Sondheim with other Sondheim fans you know. ► FOLLOW Loving You: The Untold Sondheim on Instagram. [https://www.instagram.com/lovingyousondheimpodcast]   CREDITS Hosts and Producers: Martin Milnes and Peter E. Jones Executive Producer: Jason Caffrey [https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-caffrey] Produced in partnership with: Creative Kin  [http://creativekin.co.uk/sondheim] Mixing and Mastering: Chris Traves Directed, Devised and Written by Martin Milnes   CAST AND VOICE ACTORS Alistair McGowan, Sarah Simmons, Maya Post, Jonathan Christopher, James Gower-Smith, Mehran James McCullough   DRAMATIC RE-ENACTMENTS Written by: Martin Milnes Produced by: Peter E. Jones   MUSIC AND SCORE Original Score Composed by: Peter E. Jones Music and Lyrics of Stephen Sondheim: Courtesy of The Stephen Sondheim Trust Sondheim and Bernstein Instrumental Tracks: Provided by Broadway Studio Orchestra Music of Stephen Sondheim: Played by Colm Molloy   FEATURED SONGS & VOCAL PERFORMANCES ‘Finale’ from Passion (Sondheim): Sung by Maria Friedman and Michael Ball Selections from Tim (Cohen & Jones): Sung by Shane O’Riordan and Charlotte Page. Produced by Chris Traves with Musical Direction by Andy Massey. ‘Anyone Can Whistle’ (Sondheim): Sung by Stephen Sondheim THANK YOU TO ALL OUR LISTENERS! KEEP IN TOUCH: lovingyousondheimpodcast@gmail.com / @lovingyousondheimpodcast

No One Has Ever Loved Me | The Love Story of Stephen Sondheim and Peter E. Jones: Act Two

In the second of two deeply special episodes, Peter E. Jones shares the story of his life and love with Stephen Sondheim – for the first time in over 25 years. In what will be PJ’s official – and only – record of events, he shares the honest and accurate story of how their love transformed both their lives. “I know the love – the deep, deep, deep love – that Steve had for PJ. He always said, ‘I’ll never be able to love, I’ll never be in love.’ And then it was unlocked, and he was in love.’ – Maria Friedman 30 years on, what can Maria and Mia’s observations tell PJ about the relationship? What was the incredible gesture made by Steve to PJ – which, at the time, PJ didn’t even realise was so special? And reflecting on a lifetime of love and friendship with Steve, what would PJ say to Steve now? “We had something that never went away. There were times when it made things complicated, but I learned so much from it.” –  Peter E. Jones CHAPTERS:  00:00 Maria Friedman: ‘He was in love’ 02:08 Steve & PJ - The Story So Far ... 04:16 ‘Passion’ and ‘Peyton Place’ 11:15 Maria and Mia 17:56 ‘To PJ, With Love’ 20:06 'Just Another Love Story’ 31:00 ‘No One Has Ever Loved Me’ 34:26 ‘Sunset Boulevard in a Weird Twist’ 45:44 PJ & Steve: ‘Songs I Wish I’d Written’ 50:01 ‘Bluellow’ from ‘Peyton Place’ by Peter E. Jones 58:13 PJ: ‘You are your choices’   Subscribe to Loving You: The Untold Sondheim [https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/loving-you-the-untold-sondheim/id1873942532] on Apple and all good podcast apps to get every episode the moment it is released.   SUPPORT THE SHOW: ► SUBSCRIBE to Loving You: The Untold Sondheim in your podcast app and be sure to get every episode the moment it is released. ► RATE & REVIEW Leave a review in your podcast app and tell other Sondheim fans why they should listen. ► SHARE Don't keep it to yourself! Share Loving You: The Untold Sondheim with other Sondheim fans you know. ► FOLLOW Loving You: The Untold Sondheim on Instagram. [https://www.instagram.com/lovingyousondheimpodcast]   CREDITS Hosts and Producers: Martin Milnes and Peter E. Jones Executive Producer: Jason Caffrey [https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-caffrey] Produced in partnership with: Creative Kin  [http://creativekin.co.uk/sondheim] Mixing and Mastering: Chris Traves Directed, Devised and Written by Martin Milnes   CAST AND VOICE ACTORS Matt Bartlett, Mehran James McCullough. DRAMATIC RE-ENACTMENTS Written by: Martin Milnes Produced by: Peter E. Jones   MUSIC AND SCORE Original Score Composed by: Peter E. Jones Music and Lyrics of Stephen Sondheim: Courtesy of The Stephen Sondheim Trust Sondheim Instrumental Tracks: Provided by Broadway Studio Orchestra Music of Stephen Sondheim: Played by Colm Molloy Theme from Now, Voyager (Steiner): Played by the National Philharmonic Orchestra, conducted by Charles Gerhardt   FEATURED SONGS & VOCAL PERFORMANCES Excerpts from Passion (Sondheim): Sung by Maria Friedman, Jere Shea and Marin Mazzie ‘Numbers’ from Numbers (Peter E. Jones): Sung by James Martin, Angela Parks, Diann Hinson and Peter E. Jones ‘Bluellow’ from Peyton Place (Peter E. Jones): Sung by Lauren Jones and Shane O’Riordan. Produced by Chris Traves with Musical Direction by Gareth Valentine and piano accompaniment by Sam Young

Something Just Broke | The Love Story of Stephen Sondheim and Peter E. Jones: Act One

In the first of two deeply special episodes, Peter E. Jones shares the story of his life and love with Stephen Sondheim – for the first time in over 25 years. In what will be PJ’s official – and only – record of events, he shares the honest and accurate account of how their love transformed both their lives. “PJ was the love of his life. The first person that he really, really, really deeply loved – and wanted it to work out. Big time.” – Mia Farrow How did a letter from a 24-year-old songwriter lead to Stephen Sondheim falling in love – for the first time in his life? What made this a unique meeting of minds and hearts? And what did Mia Farrow observe about Steve and PJ’s love – which only now PJ can understand for himself?   “He saw what I couldn’t see in me, certainly. He saw an individual. He saw aspects of himself, I would say, of lacking self-worth but being talented” – Peter E. Jones   CHAPTERS: 00:00 Mia Farrow: ‘PJ was the love of his life’ 02:00 Introducing Steve & PJ 05:10 PJ in Wyoming and Denver: ‘A Little Songwriter’ 15:02 A Letter to Stephen Sondheim 20:14 Meeting Steve at 246 29:39 A Weekend In The Country 38:47 A Meeting Of Minds  43:10 Steve’s Inner Circle 54:05 PJ & Mia: ‘The Valley Of Regret’   Subscribe to Loving You: The Untold Sondheim [https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/loving-you-the-untold-sondheim/id1873942532] on Apple and all good podcast apps to get every episode the moment it is released.   SUPPORT THE SHOW: ► SUBSCRIBE to Loving You: The Untold Sondheim in your podcast app and be sure to get every episode the moment it is released. ► RATE & REVIEW Leave a review in your podcast app and tell other Sondheim fans why they should listen. ► SHARE Don't keep it to yourself! Share Loving You: The Untold Sondheim with other Sondheim fans you know. ► FOLLOW Loving You: The Untold Sondheim on Instagram. [https://www.instagram.com/lovingyousondheimpodcast]   CREDITS Hosts and Producers: Martin Milnes and Peter E. Jones Executive Producer: Jason Caffrey [https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-caffrey] Produced in partnership with: Creative Kin  [http://creativekin.co.uk/sondheim] Mixing and Mastering: Chris Traves Directed, Devised and Written by Martin Milnes   CAST AND VOICE ACTORS Alistair McGowan, Eddie Andrews, Charlotte Page, Arthur Magee, Victoria Ward, Jonathan Christopher, Mehran James McCullough – and featuring Steven Clar as himself (by special arrangement with Claire Stevens). DRAMATIC RE-ENACTMENTS Written by: Martin Milnes Produced by: Peter E. Jones   MUSIC AND SCORE Original Score Composed by: Peter E. Jones Music and Lyrics of Stephen Sondheim: Courtesy of The Stephen Sondheim Trust Sondheim Instrumental Tracks: Provided by Broadway Studio Orchestra Music of Stephen Sondheim: Played by Colm Molloy   FEATURED SONGS & VOCAL PERFORMANCES ‘Beautiful Briny’ (Sherman & Sherman): Sung by Mike Sammes ‘Perfect Strangers’ (Rodgers & Charnin): Sung by Jane Powell and Hugh O’Brian. Excerpts from Passion (Sondheim): Sung by Donna Murphy and Peter E. Jones

Children and Art | Sondheim: The Father Figure

Stephen Sondheim longed to be a father. Sadly, this dream was denied him. Yet although Steve never had children of his own, he was a father figure to countless loved ones – and their children. Join Sondheim’s chum Martin Milnes and Steve’s first love Peter E. Jones as they chat to the children – and parents – whose lives were touched by Steve’s love. “He was terribly into magic. Steve would put on these little magic shows for us. Traditional magic tricks: the wand with the handkerchiefs coming out.” – Walter E. Sondheim What did Steve’s half-brother Walter accidentally discover about his family history? What was the common bond shared by mother and son Mia and Ronan Farrow in their friendships with Steve? And what has Steve’s love meant to Maria and her children? “He found a lot of lost souls, lost people searching, and gave them a meaning and a way forward. It gave them an opportunity to find and make friends with themselves as fallible, fractured people.” – Maria Friedman   00:00 Dame Julie Andrews: ‘Oh, Steve! I’m pregnant!’ 02:40 Martin & PJ: Steve’s Regret 04:12 Walter E. Sondheim: ‘Steve’s really my half-brother!’ 15:02 Jamie Bernstein: ‘But we didn’t lose Steve!’ 24:38 Mia Farrow: ‘The Old Woman in the Shoe’ 27:38 Ronan Farrow: ‘This Extraordinary Polymath’  35:10 Mia Farrow: ‘I’ll never have anyone remotely like that’ 38:38 Maria Friedman: ‘Stephen Song-Guy The Sandwich Man’ 48:50 Walter E. Sondheim: ‘We’re going to see Uncle Steve!’   Subscribe to Loving You: The Untold Sondheim [https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/loving-you-the-untold-sondheim/id1873942532] on Apple and all good podcast apps to get every episode the moment it is released.   SUPPORT THE SHOW: ► SUBSCRIBE to Loving You: The Untold Sondheim in your podcast app and be sure to get every episode the moment it is released. ► RATE & REVIEW Leave a review in your podcast app and tell other Sondheim fans why they should listen. ► SHARE Don't keep it to yourself! Share Loving You: The Untold Sondheim with other Sondheim fans you know. ► FOLLOW Loving You: The Untold Sondheim on Instagram. [https://www.instagram.com/lovingyousondheimpodcast]   CREDITS Hosts and Producers: Martin Milnes and Peter E. Jones Executive Producer: Jason Caffrey [https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-caffrey] Produced in partnership with: Creative Kin  [http://creativekin.co.uk/sondheim] Mixing and Mastering: Chris Traves Directed, Devised and Written by Martin Milnes   CAST AND VOICE ACTORS Daniel Cane, Arthur Magee, Tess Hollins, Rebecca Ridout, James Gower-Smith, Mehran James McCullough DRAMATIC RE-ENACTMENTS Written by: Martin Milnes Produced by: Peter E. Jones   MUSIC AND SCORE Original Score Composed by: Peter E. Jones Music and Lyrics of Stephen Sondheim: Courtesy of The Stephen Sondheim Trust Sondheim Instrumental Tracks: Provided by Broadway Studio Orchestra Music of Stephen Sondheim and Leonard Bernstein: Played by Colm Molloy ‘How Are Things In Glocca Mora?’ (Lane & Harburg) and ‘Somewhere’ (Bernstein & Sondheim): Played by Steve Ross as Herbert Sondheim FEATURED SONGS & VOCAL PERFORMANCES ‘No One Is Alone’ (Sondheim): Sung by Chip Zien and Kim Crosby ‘Lucky To Be Me’ (Bernstein, Comden & Green): Sung by Lauren Bacall, accompanied by Leonard Bernstein

You Could Drive A Person Crazy | Sondheim: Intimidating & Prickly?

The world views Steve as an icon – and to many an icon is 'intimidating'. Steve’s presence and reputation seemed to bring theatrical giants to their knees ... but was this label as a scary intellectual really warranted? Join Sondheim’s chum Martin Milnes and Steve’s first love Peter E. Jones for a unique investigation. With the aid of a glittering cast – including Patti LuPone, Mia Farrow, Christine Baranski, Maria Friedman, Adam Guettel, Ronan Farrow and Dame Judi Dench – can Martin and PJ solve the Sondheim mysteries which for decades have baffled and been misunderstood?   “His being socially uncomfortable would read to people as if he was mean, or off-putting. It was never that. He just wasn’t a mean guy. The most talented people are the least mean.” – Adam Guettel Why did Steve object to Mia’s striped socks? How did Christine overcome her fear of singing in front of Steve? And what answers can PJ provide Patti about her bumpy moments with Sondheim ‘The Genius’?   “But can I just tell you one thing, now that Steve has passed, that has people laughing their ass off?” – Patti LuPone CHAPTERS: 00:00 Christine Baranski: ‘That’s what it meant to me’ 05:06 ‘Intimidating’ & ‘Prickly’: Debating The Myth 11:25 Andre, Maria & Frank: Understanding Steve 17:31 The Cocktail Party & Adam’s Callers 22:53 Steve & Mary and Mia’s Socks 26:22 Rivalries: Menotti, Lenny and Gilbert 30:43 Introducing Laurence Guittard 32:08 Steve & Larry: ‘An unanswerable question’ 43:57 In Praise of ‘Winterset’  49:24 Patti LuPone: ‘Steve Sondheim is yelling at me!’ 1:00:26 A Black Onyx Heart: Our Investigation Concludes   Subscribe to Loving You: The Untold Sondheim [https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/loving-you-the-untold-sondheim/id1873942532] on Apple and all good podcast apps to get every episode the moment it is released.   SUPPORT THE SHOW: ► SUBSCRIBE to Loving You: The Untold Sondheim in your podcast app and be sure to get every episode the moment it is released. ► RATE & REVIEW Leave a review in your podcast app and tell other Sondheim fans why they should listen. ► SHARE Don't keep it to yourself! Share Loving You: The Untold Sondheim with other Sondheim fans you know. ► FOLLOW Loving You: The Untold Sondheim on Instagram. [https://www.instagram.com/lovingyousondheimpodcast]   CREDITS Hosts and Producers: Martin Milnes and Peter E. Jones Executive Producer: Jason Caffrey [https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-caffrey] Produced in partnership with: Creative Kin  [http://creativekin.co.uk/sondheim] Mixing and Mastering: Chris Traves Directed, Devised and Written by Martin Milnes   CAST AND VOICE ACTORS Dame Judi Dench, Yeukayi Ushe, Melissa Redman, Jonny-James Kajoba, Sarah Simmons, Ann Wakefield, Jonathan Christopher, Rebecca Ridout, James Gower-Smith, Mehran James McCullough. DRAMATIC RE-ENACTMENTS Written by: Martin Milnes Produced by: Peter E. Jones   MUSIC AND SCORE Original Score Composed by: Peter E. Jones Music and Lyrics of Stephen Sondheim: Courtesy of The Stephen Sondheim Trust Sondheim Instrumental Tracks: Provided by Broadway Studio Orchestra Music of Stephen Sondheim: Played by Colm Molloy ‘Well, Did You Evah?’ (Porter) and ‘Isn’t It Romantic?’ (Rodgers & Hart): Played by Steve Ross FEATURED SONGS & VOCAL PERFORMANCES ‘Everybody Wants To Do A Musical’ (Strouse & Maltby): Sung by Christine Baranski ‘Celebration’ (Schmidt & Jones): Sung by Keith Charles ‘Teresa! Oh, Little Word So Glibly Spoken’ from The Mountebanks (Gilbert & Guittard): Sung by Martin Milnes, produced by Chris Traves, with Musical Direction by Gareth Valentine ‘Love Duet’ from Winterset (Guittard): Sung by Rebecca Pitcher and Chad Johnson, with Musical Direction by Jack Lee and piano accompaniment by Jean Browne