Following Jesus in Flawed Systems | Erica Ngwolo

Following Jesus in Flawed Systems | Erica Ngwolo

What does it look like to follow Jesus in places that feel complicated, compromised, or even broken? In this episode, Dhati and Missie sit down with Erica Ngwolo for a rich conversation on faithfulness, calling, discernment, and courageous presence in flawed systems. Through the lens of Esther’s story, they explore what it means to lead with honor in spaces that do not always value honor, and how believers can remain present without becoming compromised. Erica brings wisdom from her own work and calling, especially in spaces where systems, leadership, and justice intersect. Together, the conversation wrestles with the tension of proximity to power, the difference between honoring people and endorsing everything they represent, and the importance of discerning what God has actually called you to carry. This episode is for anyone trying to live faithfully in the workplace, in ministry, in institutions, or in environments where conviction and complexity sit side by side. Sometimes faithfulness does not look like escape. Sometimes it looks like staying present with wisdom, courage, restraint, and joy. Like, subscribe, and leave a review to help us reach more missionaries and disciple makers.

How to Navigate Conflict Without Losing Your Witness

Some people think courage means saying the hard thing as soon as they feel it. Others mistake wisdom for staying silent. But Esther gives us a different picture. In this episode, Dhati and Missie sit down with Traci Byrd to talk about conflict, courage, discernment, and what it means to confront hard things without becoming reactive. Together, they look at Esther’s example of boldness with timing, conviction with humility, and leadership that is anchored before it speaks. For urban missionaries, pastors, practitioners, and disciple-makers, conflict is unavoidable. It shows up in teams, churches, neighborhoods, institutions, and relationships. The question is not whether conflict will come. The question is whether we can walk through it in a way that still reflects Jesus. This conversation explores the difference between peacemaking and peacekeeping, the temptation to react quickly, the cost of damaged trust, and the possibility of restoration when things have gone wrong. If you are navigating tension, leading through disagreement, or trying to stay faithful in a difficult conversation, this episode is for you. Subscribe for more conversations that equip missionaries and disciple-makers for faithful ministry in the city. #MyBLVD #UrbanMission #ChristianLeadership

Did I hear God WRONG?

What does Esther teach us about timing, courage, and hard conversations? In this episode of the MyBLVD Podcast, Dhati and Missie continue through the story of Esther, looking at the wisdom of the banquet scene—not as avoidance, but as Spirit-led discernment. Sometimes faithfulness means speaking quickly. Sometimes it means preparing the table first. Together, they talk about prophetic witness, relational trust, confrontation, reconciliation, and what it means to follow God when the outcome is still uncertain. Because difficulty does not always mean you missed God. Sometimes the Lord is producing something in the middle of what you would have never chosen. Watch the full conversation and join us as we continue asking what it means to live faithfully “for such a time as this.” Like, subscribe, and share this episode with someone learning to lead with courage, wisdom, and presence. #MyBLVD #ForSuchATimeAsThis #BookOfEsther #UrbanMission #ChristianLeadership #Discipleship #FaithAndCourage #MyBLVDPodcast

Advocacy Without the Noise

In this episode of the MyBLVD Podcast, Dhati and Missie continue the Esther conversation by exploring what it means to advocate with wisdom, courage, and Spirit-led discernment. Esther didn’t rush into the room simply because the moment was urgent. She paused. She fasted. She called others to pray. She moved with courage, but also with timing, strategy, and dependence on God. In a culture that rewards quick reactions, public outrage, and constant noise, this conversation invites leaders to consider a different way: one marked by prayer, truth, wisdom, grace, and a faithful gospel witness. Dhati and Missie talk about the difference between reacting and responding, the danger of advocacy becoming tribal noise, and why leaders must go to God privately before they speak publicly. This episode is for urban missionaries, pastors, leaders, and disciple-makers learning to speak into real tensions without being shaped by the spirit of the age.

Women at the Gate

In Episode 14 of the MyBLVD Podcast, Dhati and Missie continue the Season 6 journey through Esther with a conversation on women, leadership, discipleship, and the gifts God has given the body of Christ. Esther’s story shows us a woman moving from preparation to presence, from hidden formation to courageous obedience. In a world that often overlooks or underestimates women, Esther leads with humility, wisdom, dependence, and decisive courage. This episode wrestles honestly with the tensions around women in leadership, the fear of losing power, the danger of tokenism, and the need for healthy brother-sister relationships in ministry. Dhati and Missie discuss what it looks like to empower women without undermining them, to create safe and healthy leadership spaces, and to keep the mission of Jesus above platform, ego, and public persona. This is not a conversation about chasing bigger stages. It’s about stewarding the gifts God has already placed in His people for the flourishing of His church and the advancement of His mission. For such a time as this.