portal to the unknown | nevena g.

How FEAR disguises as logic

In this episode we discuss: Analytical thinking is often exposed as being "crippled by fear," where the compulsion to gather all the facts is a defense mechanism intended to control reality. This fear causes individuals to choose familiar pain or experience decision paralysis (like the scenario described in Sylvia Plath's poem) rather than confront the unknown and risk being wrong. Inner work, according to men's work facilitator Ian Coll, is not about change but a "remembering process" to return to the pure self beneath life's conditioning and trauma. We discover that existence cannot be engineered or optimized for the avoidance of pain. "Life with a cheat code isn't life" - the necessary antidote to this logic-based, fear-driven existence is cultivating wonder and curiosity, which can soften the toxic recursive loop. Follow Nectar of Time on Instagram [https://instagram.com/nectaroftime] and YouTube [https://youtube.com/@nectaroftime]. Chapters: (00:00:03) Crippled by Fear: Analytical Thinking as a Disguise (00:02:33) From Dysfunctional Nervous System to Inner Alignment (00:06:05) Seneca vs. Goggins: Choosing Familiar Pain over the Unknown (00:10:33) The Fig Tree: Overcoming Decision Paralysis in the Unknown (00:13:08) Thinking Your Way Into the Vault: Why We Seek Complexity (00:17:17) The Physiotherapy of the Mind: Why Therapy Alone Isn't Enough (00:24:25) Life with a Cheat Code Isn't Life: Lessons from Recursion (00:37:48) Fear Disguised as Logic: The Unknown is a Feature, Not a Bug (00:40:38) Alan Watts: Wonder as the Antidote to Toxic Loops

How to upgrade your brain's OS in 2026

A New Year special on how and why you should upgrade your brain's operating system in 2026. Apple pushes OS software upgrades every year and you should too. Inspired by Blake Crouch's Recursion, featuring in my next podcast episode coming out shortly. Follow Nectar of Time on Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/nectaroftime/] and YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/@nectaroftime].

the forbidden wonderland of murakami

In Today’s episode, we have Salih Yayar, the man behind the Haruki Murakami Art channel, book club, and podcast. Salih is a “Murakamian” - defined as someone who deeply resonates with the worlds created by renowned Japanese author, Haruki Murakami.  In this episode, we explore these strange worlds. Worlds that are odd but profound - isolating but deeply imaginative. There is some magic spell casted upon every book that grips readers into the mysterious envelope of the human condition. Our conversation will hopefully share a few fragments that can offer a glimpse into those feelings and emotions.  As a bonus, you'll find a short snippet from a highly rare interview given by Murakami in the early 90s. I hope you enjoy this episode of Nectar of Time - please follow/subscribe and share.  Follow Salih on Instagram and YouTube: https://www.instagram.com/haruki.murakami.art/ https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPZNJyJdglu1psgqxUBDSLQ Follow Nectar of Time on Instagram and YouTube: https://www.instagram.com/nectaroftime https://www.youtube.com/@nectaroftime Chapters: (00:00:00) The Shadow and Lost Creativity (00:01:06) Hard-Boiled Style and Individualism (00:02:10) Welcome to the Murakami Rabbit Hole (00:04:09) Theme Setup: The Forbidden Worlds (00:07:09) Salih’s Origin Story: Killing Commendatore (00:11:32) Coping with Metaphors and Magical Realism (00:13:47) Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the Shadow's Goodbye (00:22:38) The Controversy of Female Characters (00:26:07) The Compulsion to Visualize and Share Murakami (00:33:05) Murakami's Late Start and Vicarious Characters (00:41:17) Multiverse, Marriage, and Translation Differences (00:53:25) The Forbidden Worlds: Limbo and Synchronicities (01:12:31) Favorite Scenes and Imperfect Protagonists (01:26:45) Top Five Novels and Short Stories (01:35:19) The Argument for Reading Murakami Fiction

portal to the unknown | nevena g.

Step into the Hesse's Magic Theater of the Mind on Nectar of Time as this episode's guest Nev guides us through portals to the unknown with profound shadow work. Discover your personal "existential kink", the hidden ways you unknowingly perpetuate suffering, and learn to transform it into playful power. Follow Nev on Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/iamnevenag]. Follow Nectar of Time on Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/nectaroftime]. (00:00:00) Introduction (0:02:15) Portals to the Unknown (00:04:49) The Magic Theater: Hidden Secrets within the Mind (00:08:03) "Existential Kinks": Embracing the Darkness (00:12:13) The Shadow Self & Addressing Repressed Parts (00:17:45) Measuring Shadow Integration: Neutrality vs. Reactivity (00:22:28) Purifying Intuition(00:27:16) Shame & Moral Structures (00:31:02) Embodied Healing: Somatic Tools (00:35:59) Mind vs. Body: Duality in Healing (00:41:52) Nev's Personal Journey: Portal to Ancestral Roots (00:52:36) Sexual Repression (00:57:32) Embracing Your Darkness: The Source of Your Greatest Power (01:00:29) Outro & Where to Find Nev

love has no dark side | ma anand sheela

An interview with Ma Anand Sheela, known for being the prolific former spokesperson of Rajneeshpuram in the 80s, working under Osho. She has been on an odyssey of love, with pain and chaos in its wake. Through those challenges, Sheela has remained steadfast in her beliefs. Her mindset is ironclad, and she has incredible wisdom to share with us. No matter how you feel about her past, she speaks beautifully and articulates her points with an undeterred confidence that's admirable. Enjoy! Follow Sheela here [ https://www.instagram.com/maanand.sheela]. Follow Nectar of Time here [https://ww.instagram.com/nectaroftime]. Timestamps: (0:00) Sheila & Rajneeshpuram: Love and Utopia (2:24) Rajneeshpuram's Rise & Fall: Sheila's Devotion (4:58) Sheila's Present Moment Philosophy (8:38) Accepting Life & Personal Spirituality (13:05) Work as Meditation: Sheila's Flow State (16:49) Love as Action: Choices Without Expectation (21:26) Sheila's Love for Osho: A Human Connection (26:44) Accepting Sadness: Rejecting Suffering (29:58) Leaving Bhagwan: An Act of Integrity (33:54) Parental Influence & Pragmatic Worldview (41:35) Joyful Life: No Loss or Regret (55:15) Expectations, Disappointment & Love's "Dark Side" (1:02:49) Relationships: Freedom, Trust, Not Need-Based (1:10:28) Marriage Stories: Logic, Bets, and Love (1:15:55) Love & Sex: Honesty Over Tradition (1:19:37) Public Opinion: No Need for Approval (1:21:50) The Princess of Kashi & Inner Love (1:26:21) Reflections on a Truly Lived Life