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You’re Not Confused. You’re Overriding Yourself. | Self-Trust, Intuition and Inner Clarity

10 min · 4 de may de 2026
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Self-trust and inner clarity sit at the centre of this solo episode, and the quiet moment it explores. Something in you becomes clear, and almost immediately you move away from it. Not because you do not understand, but because you have learned to negotiate with yourself in subtle, almost imperceptible ways. This is not about big decisions or obvious compromises. It happens in real time, when something feels off and another layer of thought softens it, reframes it, or makes it more acceptable. Over time this creates a deeper form of disconnection, not from others, but from yourself. Because what looks like emotional intelligence or maturity can quietly become a refined form of self-negotiation. I also explore why awareness alone is not enough, and what it actually takes to stay with your own clarity, even when it is uncomfortable. This episode is an invitation to recognise the moment you begin to override yourself, and to start building the capacity to remain with what you already know. In this episode: • How you override yourself in real time, without noticing • Why this is self-negotiation, not confusion • The subtle ways clarity gets softened and reframed • How overriding yourself disconnects you from yourself • Why awareness alone is not enough • What it takes to stay with what you already know If this episode spoke to you, follow the Perfectly Imperfect Spiritual Podcast wherever you are listening, so every new episode reaches you. And if you have a moment, a quick review on Apple Podcasts genuinely helps more people find these conversations. Open the show in Apple Podcasts, scroll to Ratings and Reviews, tap Write a Review, and share what stayed with you. It takes a minute and it means a great deal. If this resonates, you can explore working with me at martathemedium.com Lots of love, Marta

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