#34 Religious Trauma, Money, Purpose & The Return To Joy: How A Course In Miracles Changed Everything | Kathrin Niesel

Mystics Unhinged Series #11 The Fuck It Frequency: Light Language, Wild Women & Coming Home to Yourself With Ellissa Lapier

What if the version of you you've been trying so hard to become was never missing in the first place? In this wildly expansive conversation, Samantha sits down with returning guest Ellissa Lapier to explore light language, Reiki, spirit communication, nervous system healing, intuition, Kundalini practices, and what it really means to embody the "Fuck It Frequency." Ellissa shares the unexpected awakening that activated her light language gifts, how spirit guides began showing up in her healing sessions, and why she believes every woman has access to profound intuitive abilities. Together they dive into: ✨ Light language and energetic healing ✨ Connecting with spirit and loved ones who have passed ✨ The intelligence of the body ✨ Kundalini yoga and nervous system regulation ✨ Perimenopause as a spiritual initiation ✨ Releasing the good girl identity ✨ Reclaiming the Wild Woman within ✨ The creation of Ellissa's "Fuck It Frequency Method" This conversation is equal parts mystical, practical, hilarious and deeply empowering. If you've been craving permission to trust yourself more, slow down, reconnect with your body and stop living according to everyone else's expectations, this episode is your reminder. The Wild Woman isn't crazy. She's free. Here is the link to the hypnosis for calming your nervous system. https://on.soundcloud.com/hB1Af3psdMUWs1JY5f [https://on.soundcloud.com/hB1Af3psdMUWs1JY5f?fbclid=IwZXh0bgNhZW0CMTAAYnJpZBExZk84OENLOXZ5Q3ZmejNpaHNydGMGYXBwX2lkEDIyMjAzOTE3ODgyMDA4OTIAAR6FpdER4cbvAutvldgW1xI2cjGjOyM6mdk9AKalYoOgTUGLySutfIKVNeNCBA_aem_GcADoW2NlT2XNkmFnUg2pQ] Allow me to introduce you to Ellissa Lapier: Ellissa is an energetic healing specialist and somatic integration mentor who helps women reconnect with their bodies, balance their energy, and support the body’s natural rhythms and stress recovery. Through a blend of Kundalini-inspired practices, energy medicine, and intuitive guidance, she creates a nurturing space where clients can release stored tension, restore inner harmony, and awaken their natural vitality. With a background in trauma-informed education, Human Design, and quantum energy practices, Ellissa weaves together somatic-inspired techniques, hypnotherapy, timeline therapy, Reiki, and light language to facilitate transformation on both energetic and soul levels. Her sessions empower women to dissolve energetic blocks, cultivate resilience, and step into their personal power with clarity and confidence. A passionate lifelong learner and spiritual alchemist, Ellissa is deeply devoted to helping women break free from unhealthy cycles, reclaim their sovereignty, and awaken their dormant goddess codes - guiding them to fully embody their highest expression. Connect with Our Guest - Ellissa Facebook: ⁠facebook.com/ellissa.lapier⁠ [https://facebook.com/ellissa.lapier] Instagram: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/enchantingspiritqueen⁠ [https://www.instagram.com/enchantingspiritqueen?fbclid=IwZXh0bgNhZW0CMTAAYnJpZBExamg2dExHTEJXaURZZ2o2ZXNydGMGYXBwX2lkEDIyMjAzOTE3ODgyMDA4OTIAAR6BYV8UEl4NOM3GV66KHNcq-Hc8Bk1mDfbaCZatmb7_Yovcyb8v3mkPc8hN5w_aem_uxPuVHDAgXYie5pSOnuirA]  Website/Work WIth Her: ⁠www.enchantingspiritqueen.com⁠ [http://www.enchantingspiritqueen.com/?fbclid=IwZXh0bgNhZW0CMTAAYnJpZBExamg2dExHTEJXaURZZ2o2ZXNydGMGYXBwX2lkEDIyMjAzOTE3ODgyMDA4OTIAAR7J-PmcV5rFzvNuhqD3L_eQ_KtxbMerDmibumkRF2eQwh82EZ0YWi5tqIGcOg_aem_zbPYrLOAiuwu3BgYzXrKtw] TikTok: ⁠www.tiktok.com/@enchantingspiritqueen⁠ [http://www.tiktok.com/@enchantingspiritqueen?fbclid=IwZXh0bgNhZW0CMTAAYnJpZBExamg2dExHTEJXaURZZ2o2ZXNydGMGYXBwX2lkEDIyMjAzOTE3ODgyMDA4OTIAAR7QBmJZI1QHtOBW8VlWMJNHp_SSkUIksOFGbLrlnykHUboKa52bc7F88dHoAQ_aem_hRc9H2HKBWyQccWaVy0ppQ] Connect with Samantha Sanford - The Rebel Matriarch Instagram: ⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/rebelmatriarch/⁠ [https://www.instagram.com/rebelmatriarch/] Facebook: ⁠https://www.facebook.com/samantha.haddad.58/⁠ [https://www.facebook.com/samantha.haddad.58/] Youtube: ⁠https://www.youtube.com/@rebelmatriarch⁠ [https://www.youtube.com/@rebelmatriarch]

Mystics Unhinged Series #10 The Sacred Voice: Priestess Remembrance, Sisterhood Healing & Reclaiming Your Truth with Renate Sophia Müller

What happens when a woman finally stops silencing herself? In this deeply activating episode of Mystics Unhinged, Samantha sits down with priestess, mentor, podcast host and Sacred Voice guide Renate Mueller for a raw and powerful conversation about reclaiming your voice, healing sisterhood wounds and remembering who you truly are. Together they explore: ✨ Childhood trauma and finding your voice ✨ The sisterhood wound ✨ Why women struggle to speak their truth ✨ Nervous system safety and self-expression ✨ Priestess leadership ✨ The Rose Lineage ✨ Mary Magdalene teachings ✨ Sovereignty and personal power ✨ Healing betrayal and abandonment ✨ Sacred feminine leadership ✨ The power of mentorship ✨ Creating safe spaces for women ✨ Voice activation and mission work ✨ Reclaiming yourself after toxic relationships ✨ Trusting your intuition ✨ Living as your authentic self This conversation culminates in a powerful channeled transmission and energetic activation from Renate and her spirit team, bringing through messages of healing, remembrance, sisterhood and self-trust. If you've ever felt unseen, unheard, silenced, rejected or afraid to take up space... This episode is for you. Your voice is not a problem. Your truth is not too much. Your medicine is needed. Allow me to introduce you to Renate Sophia Müller   Renate Sophia Müller is the founder of Sacred Voice, a Sacred Voice Activator, Soul Guide, and Podcast Producer for feminine leaders. Her mission is to help thousands of women liberate their voices and step into their most authentic self-expression. Passionate about singing, speaking, and podcasting, Renate believes every woman has a unique message to share with the world and deserves to express it unapologetically. Her work is devoted to starseeds, lightworkers, mission-led souls, and feminine leaders who are here to create meaningful impact and lead with authenticity. Women who work with Renate often experience a profound liberation of their voice, greater confidence in expressing their truth, and the freedom to be fully themselves without fear of judgment. Through her guidance, they learn to embody their message, build soul-aligned podcasts that attract their tribe, and become powerful messengers of light who share their wisdom with the world. Connect with Our Guest - Renate Sophia Müller   Linktr.ee: https://linktr.ee/renatesophiamueller [https://linktr.ee/renatesophiamueller?fbclid=IwZXh0bgNhZW0CMTAAYnJpZBExZk84OENLOXZ5Q3ZmejNpaHNydGMGYXBwX2lkEDIyMjAzOTE3ODgyMDA4OTIAAR4X3zSodnHXJLdgSzi7NZOh6Pxq6ZFTRJoN6q23GjYVCihQR9qBrL7POPXVBA_aem_v_-B2yuorAan2if5gcWf_Q] Instagram: www.instagram.com/renatesophiamueller [http://www.instagram.com/renatesophiamueller?fbclid=IwZXh0bgNhZW0CMTAAYnJpZBExZk84OENLOXZ5Q3ZmejNpaHNydGMGYXBwX2lkEDIyMjAzOTE3ODgyMDA4OTIAAR5BV404pLO8PgX6SvbWd-TGyoZX4RHqJTUIoe_HdcR54F2lBd5uhpOXpMinrg_aem_ttWxcygThJLUi_poANPnHg] Facebook: https://facebook.com/mueller.renate.pf App: https://sacredvoicesession.netlify.app [https://sacredvoicesession.netlify.app/?fbclid=IwZXh0bgNhZW0CMTAAYnJpZBExZk84OENLOXZ5Q3ZmejNpaHNydGMGYXBwX2lkEDIyMjAzOTE3ODgyMDA4OTIAAR6anJglPV79JL9Lt21WDcAWhXMZ7LuYrJgS_8g_3SBrqhxkSXDwCRarfhqkvw_aem_JI9JnURWqncNYNZIoriGSQ] Connect with Samantha Sanford - The Rebel Matriarch Instagram: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/rebelmatriarch/ [https://www.instagram.com/rebelmatriarch/] Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/samantha.haddad.58/ [https://www.facebook.com/samantha.haddad.58/] Threads: https://www.threads.com/@rebelmatriarch [https://www.threads.com/@rebelmatriarch]  Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@rebelmatriarch [https://www.youtube.com/@rebelmatriarch]

#35 She Who Refuses To Disappear: Breaking The Rules, Following Intuition & Creating A Life You Actually Love with Sarah Croft

What happens when a woman stops living the life she was told to want? In this powerful season finale of The Rebel Matriarch Podcast, Samantha sits down with intuitive photographer Sarah Croft for a conversation that quickly becomes about so much more than photography. Together they explore: ✨ Breaking free from societal expectations ✨ Learning to trust your intuition ✨ The courage required to reinvent yourself ✨ Motherhood and identity ✨ Following unconventional dreams ✨ Women's truth and self-expression ✨ Anxiety, fear and personal growth ✨ Living a life that actually lights you up ✨ Why most women have forgotten who they are ✨ The importance of being seen ✨ Raising children who trust themselves ✨ Creating a life beyond the checklist Sarah shares her journey from devoted mother and wife, living the life she thought she was supposed to want, to building a purpose-driven business rooted in creativity, intuition and deep connection. This conversation is a reminder that you are not here simply to survive. You are not here to spend your life checking boxes. You are not here to disappear beneath responsibilities, expectations and other people's opinions. You are here to fully live. To create. To explore. To evolve. To become. If you've ever looked around at your life and quietly wondered: "Is this really it?" This episode is for you. Allow me to introduce you to Sarah Croft Sarah is an essence photographer  in transformative retreat and sacred women's spaces. She sees what other's don't. Bringing clarity, revelation and a little divine rebellion. She sees the depth and essence in the work of soul-led women.  Sarah is here to deepen the activation and embodiment in spaces where women are lead to rise, to shine through breakthrough, expansion and raw truth.  She creates with women who are all in for depth, shifts, and movement. Soul sisters, who are here for zero fluff, not just pretty pictures, nothing standard or normal about them, but instead for the spaces where souls are stirred, and opening is invited and celebrated. Where lasting, rippling impact is the intention.  Sarah is here for women claiming who they truly are, leading by heart, having it all, bringing their gifts to the world and owning their power. These images have a power all their own. They carry codes, intention, and love born from presence and intuition. They activate and they 'hit home'. They carry the energy of being fully seen and of deep continuing embodiment. They truthfully touch, awaken and draw in, the souls of those searching for your exact work in their journey.  Connect with Our Guest - Sarah Croft Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/18hY4RmCd3/?mibextid=wwXIfr  [https://www.facebook.com/sarah.croft.7927] Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sarah_jane._photography/ [https://www.instagram.com/sarah_jane._photography/] Website: www.sarahjanephotography.org [http://www.sarahjanephotography.org]  Connect with Samantha Sanford - The Rebel Matriarch Instagram: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/rebelmatriarch/ [https://www.instagram.com/rebelmatriarch/] Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/samantha.haddad.58/ [https://www.facebook.com/samantha.haddad.58/] Threads: https://www.threads.com/@rebelmatriarch [https://www.threads.com/@rebelmatriarch]  Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@rebelmatriarch [https://www.youtube.com/@rebelmatriarch]

Mystics Unhinged Series #9 The Pleasure Revolution: Reclaiming Your Womb, Your Body & Your Feminine Power with Jaime Pallotolo

What if your body isn't broken? What if she's simply been waiting for you to listen? In this deeply provocative and profoundly healing conversation, Samantha sits down with womb and pelvic care practitioner Jaime Pallotolo for a conversation every woman needs to hear. Together they explore the forgotten wisdom hidden inside the female body, the power of pleasure as medicine, and why so many women have become disconnected from their own sensuality, desire and life force. This episode dives into: ✨ Womb wisdom and feminine embodiment ✨ Self-pleasure as a healing practice ✨ The connection between trauma and disconnection ✨ Women's bodies, sexuality and shame ✨ Reclaiming your relationship with your vulva ✨ Learning how to trust your body's signals ✨ Nervous system safety and sacred touch ✨ Near-death experiences and spiritual awakening ✨ The forgotten art of receiving ✨ Why pleasure is not selfish ✨ The power of saying no ✨ Returning home to your feminine essence This is not a conversation about sex. It's a conversation about aliveness. About reclaiming the parts of yourself you've abandoned. About remembering that your body is not a problem to solve. She is sacred territory waiting to be explored. If you've ever felt disconnected from your body, numb to your pleasure, ashamed of your desires, or exhausted from constantly giving to everyone else, this episode will change the way you see yourself forever. Allow me to introduce you to Jaime Pallotolo Jaime Pallotolo is a Womb Shaman, Energetic Master, and creator of Body-Led Manifestation guiding high-achieving women and visionaries into deep presence, safety, and intimacy with their bodies. Having survived sexual abuse, an abusive marriage, nine years of excessive uterine bleeding, and two near-death experiences, Jaime carries an embodied knowing of what it means to advocate for your body and what becomes possible when you finally trust it. Through Body-Led Manifestation, Jaime teaches women how to recalibrate the dominant vibration within their body, uprooting trauma from their tissues, dissolving inherited cellular imprints, restoring safety in their body, and revitalizing the capacity to receive more without doing more. Her clients have secured over $32 million in investments, manifested viral TEDx talks, bestselling books, and multiple six-figure cash months through embodied recalibration. Her work is devoted to unwinding tension, trauma patterns, and energetic attachments held deep within the tissues, dissolving inherited cellular imprints, revitalizing pleasure, libido, and feminine life-force.  Through ceremonial pelvic care, shamanic spiritual facilitation, and energetic mentorship, she supports women navigating medical PTSD, sexual abuse, adenomyosis, and excessive uterine bleeding allowing the body to soften, lead, and be witnessed at its own sacred pace. She rehabilitates leadership at the level of the body and the quantum field so expansion becomes magnetic, spiritual power becomes grounded, and the impossible becomes inevitable. Jaime offers 1:1 immersions, in-person retreats, online courses, and speaking engagements. Connect with Our Guest - Jaime Pallotolo Website: www.jaimepallotolo.com Womb Wealth: www.jaimepallotolo.com/wombwealth [http://www.jaimepallotolo.com/wombwealth]  Connect with Samantha Sanford - The Rebel Matriarch Instagram: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/rebelmatriarch/ [https://www.instagram.com/rebelmatriarch/] Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/samantha.haddad.58/ [https://www.facebook.com/samantha.haddad.58/] Threads: https://www.threads.com/@rebelmatriarch [https://www.threads.com/@rebelmatriarch]  Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@rebelmatriarch [https://www.youtube.com/@rebelmatriarch]

#34 Religious Trauma, Money, Purpose & The Return To Joy: How A Course In Miracles Changed Everything | Kathrin Niesel

What if your purpose isn't something you need to find? What if your purpose is simply to become fully expressed? In this deeply powerful conversation, Samantha sits down with Kathrin Niesel to explore joy, freedom, self-expression, money, spirituality and what happens when women stop living from obligation and start living from alignment. Together they dive into: ✨ A Course In Miracles ✨ Religious trauma and healing ✨ Sexuality and feminine self-connection ✨ The relationship between joy and abundance ✨ Why so many women feel disconnected from themselves ✨ Money, frequency and emotional attachment ✨ The hidden cost of distraction ✨ Purpose, individuality and self-expression ✨ Releasing shame, fear and guilt ✨ Creating a life that feels deeply alive This is a conversation about reclaiming your power. Not through force. Not through hustle. But through radical self-awareness, self-responsibility and learning how to trust yourself again. If you've ever felt exhausted, disconnected, stuck in survival mode or unsure of your purpose, this episode will leave you seeing yourself and your life differently. Allow me to introduce you to Kathrin Niesel Kathrin Niesel is a mentor and guide devoted to helping women reconnect with the truth of who they are beyond conditioning, fear, and the belief in separation. Rooted in the principles of Oneness and inspired by her own journey through years of personal development, healing work, and spiritual study, she discovered that lasting transformation arises not from endlessly trying to fix ourselves, but from remembering our true nature. Through deep self-inquiry, embodiment, and spiritual insight, Kathrin supports women in moving beyond self-doubt, people-pleasing, and the search for worth outside themselves. As they reconnect with the truth within, they often experience greater peace, self-trust, freedom, authentic self-expression, and a profound sense of wholeness—not by becoming someone new, but by awakening to who they have always been. Connect with Our Guest - Kathrin Niesel Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/18hY4RmCd3/?mibextid=wwXIfr  Connect with Samantha Sanford - The Rebel Matriarch Instagram: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/rebelmatriarch/ [https://www.instagram.com/rebelmatriarch/] Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/samantha.haddad.58/ [https://www.facebook.com/samantha.haddad.58/] Threads: https://www.threads.com/@rebelmatriarch [https://www.threads.com/@rebelmatriarch]  Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@rebelmatriarch [https://www.youtube.com/@rebelmatriarch]