When Patterns Finally Break | The Mind, Karmic Cycles & The Flood That Changes Everything

Fake Nails: A Portal To The Divine Feminine

After a week surrounded by my beautiful sister and her daughters I am HYPED on femme energy! Lashes tinted and lifted, make over glammed out, and manicures abundant. This episode is me honoring the unveiling and teaching in every moment through everything, and specifically in this case: fake nails. Did ya know they can be a portal? An access point. A small, physical reminder that the divine feminine doesn't rush, she moves slow. She rests. She plays. She luxuriates. She doesn't grip life like it's about to run away from her.This episode is recorded live, mid-process, a little clunky, but I’m inviting you into a more vibrant living radiant experience of the feminine within (boys and girls alike!) through my weird magical nail portal, and hoping you’ll to do the same for me. What basic everyday mundane magical portals to the divine feminine are you enlisting?!Ashes to Wildflowers | A Sacred Women's Renewal Retreat Info here: https://jessiesiren.ju.mp/#retreatConnect with me! In the comments, socials or by email: sexdrugsandsoundbowls@gmail.com✨Find me@JessieSirenOfficial (IG)@JessieSiren (TikTok)@SirenSkoolie (IG/TikTok)⚠️ DisclaimerThis podcast is for educational and harm-reduction purposes only. I am not encouraging or advocating the use of any illegal substances. No substances were consumed during the making of this episode. Altered states--whether achieved through breathwork, drumming, or plant medicines--can impact perception and decision making. Exploring these realms without proper guidance, preparation, and integration support can be dangerous. Please journey responsibly and in alignment with your own truth, safety, and sovereignty.

5-MeO-DMT Experience: A Husband and Wife's Two Very Different Journeys

This one is so special. Matty boy is opening up more and more and I just loved getting to hear him use his voice! As for me? This 5-MeO-DMT  journey rocked my world in a way few things in this life have. It’s taken time to metabolize, and it’s been hard to find the words to translate it into shareable, useful information. No research or citations here, just me and Matt sitting down to talk about the medicine that changed us both in radically different ways. I took 5-MeO-DMT first, back in October. Matt didn't take his journey until this May, seven months later. So this episode isn't a single shared trip story. It’s two separate ceremonies, two nervous systems, two very different unfoldings, held up next to each other. Our hope is to share some polarity. To unpack our shared experience and feeling that there is “no bad journey”, and that whatever comes up, it’s all useful information.  in this episode: * the polarity between our experiences, where they mirrored each other, and where they didn't * the beauty and power of circle & ceremony  * the specific gifts each of us walked away with * why integration is so important   * the role of the space holder / facilitator, and why that container matters as much as the medicine itself * why the journey doesn't end when the ceremony does This is a playful conversation about journeying, about contrast, about twu wuv! We share how the same medicine can meet two people in totally different places, and what it's like to witness someone you love go through something you can't fully follow them into. As always: this is personal experience, not medical advice. 5-MeO-DMT is a powerful and serious substance, please do your own research, work with an experienced facilitator, and never go into ceremony unprepared. Ashes to Wildflowers | A Sacred Women's Renewal Retreat  Info here: https://jessiesiren.ju.mp/#retreat Connect with me!  In the comments, socials or by email: sexdrugsandsoundbowls@gmail.com ✨Find me @JessieSirenOfficial (IG) @JessieSiren (TikTok) @SirenSkoolie (IG/TikTok) ⚠️ Disclaimer This podcast is for educational and harm-reduction purposes only. I am not encouraging or advocating the use of any illegal substances. No substances were consumed during the making of this episode. Altered states--whether achieved through breathwork, drumming, or plant medicines--can impact perception and decision making. Exploring these realms without proper guidance, preparation, and integration support can be dangerous. Please journey responsibly and in alignment with your own truth, safety, and sovereignty.

Nervous System Shutdown, Exhaustion & Zero Sex Drive: Finding My Way Back Through the Art of Doing Nothing

This month I come face to face with full nervous system collapse:  my first smattering of grays, exhaustion, zero sex drive, endless wallowing and finally hitting rock bottom. A deep heart to heart with Universe where I cry out for help and receive a clear answer: there isn't the way or the truth, there is only ever your way and your truth. When I get lost in my mind and look outside for answers, it's a lot of disappointment. When I connect deeply to what I call my IGS, or my Inner Guidance System, I am never let down. I share the power of keeping a dream log & heeding the dreamworld's call to follow the breadcrumbs. The breadcrumbs lead me to a yoga mat on the bank of the river, to the art of doing nothing, and back to the still, quiet voice of my inner knowing. I share how Universe schools me in the unraveling of old fear patterns and learning the art of discernment: aka what is excitement aka fear of the unknown, and what is warning-fear, I am shown the eternal procreant urge, and how if I can’t find peace here and now, ultimately there is no other side, and if I am waiting for it, I will always be waiting. I am shown that everything I’ve ever wanted is here, and now and in the stillness and quiet the magnitude of this deep medicine changes everything for me. Connect with me! In the comments, socials or by email: sexdrugsandsoundbowls@gmail.com ✨Find me @JessieSirenOfficial (IG) @JessieSiren (TikTok) @SirenSkoolie (IG/TikTok) ⚠️ Disclaimer This podcast is for educational and harm-reduction purposes only. I am not encouraging or advocating the use of any illegal substances. No substances were consumed during the making of this episode. Altered states--whether achieved through breathwork, drumming, or plant medicines--can impact perception and decision making. Exploring these realms without proper guidance, preparation, and integration support can be dangerous. Please journey responsibly and in alignment with your own truth, safety, and sovereignty.

If You’re Everyone’s Cup of Tea, You Are Water: How to Market from Authenticity (Not Anxiety)

Back from holding space at a plant medicine retreat, twitterpated with inspiration and then home + almost immediately deflated by the matrix of the mind, marketing from stress, and losing the thread of myself entirely. So I took a walk with Spirit (which I always say is my way back, and then somehow forget for months and wonder whyyy am I flailing?! 😂) What came through was clear: the energy you market FROM is the energy you amplify. SO LET"S MAKE IT FUCKING DELICIOUS ENERGY! "IF YOU ARE EVERYONE'S CUP OF TEA, YOU ARE WATER" comes through & I realize I want to be so potent, so unapologetically MUCH, that some people BLECK and spit me right out, because that's skunk medicine. The ones not for it run. The ones who are, come running toward that muchness. Oh, and we open with a summer herbal chia hydration elixir that tastes like an arnold palmer and intelligently heals and hydrates the body. You're gonna want this recipe. Early bird pricing for Ashes to Wildflowers ends June 15th — save $75 on our women's plant medicine retreat in Roy, WA. And The Sacred Weave of the Rose sound bath series begins June 14th — Root, Thorn & Bloom, three sessions, $50 each. Both at jessiesiren.ju.mp Connect with me! In the comments, socials or by email: sexdrugsandsoundbowls@gmail.com ✨Find me @JessieSirenOfficial (IG) @JessieSiren (TikTok) @SirenSkoolie (IG/TikTok) ⚠️ Disclaimer This podcast is for educational and harm-reduction purposes only. I am not encouraging or advocating the use of any illegal substances. No substances were consumed during the making of this episode. Altered states--whether achieved through breathwork, drumming, or plant medicines--can impact perception and decision making. Exploring these realms without proper guidance, preparation, and integration support can be dangerous. Please journey responsibly and in alignment with your own truth, safety, and sovereignty.

When Patterns Finally Break | The Mind, Karmic Cycles & The Flood That Changes Everything

Season 2, Episode 5 HI FRIENDS! Settled in with a warm cup of horsetail tea and here to take you on a journey through some of the most powerful tools and ideas I've been sitting with lately. I open up my windowsill apothecary and walk you through the every day health boosting treasures I’ve been storing there.  From tooth health to electrolytes replenishing (it's not a very far jump). From there we dive into Wu Wei, the ancient principle of effortless action that has haunted me for years like an angel on my shoulder reminding me to heave a big *sigh* from time to time and let the energy of life work it’s magic through me.  I share a real life experience that brought its full spectrum meaning home for me in a radical and powerful new way. Then we get into one of my favorite lessons I come back to again and again in the spiral dance of life: the art of writing a better story. The narratives we construct in our minds about other people, their motives, their actions….they're always just that: stories. So why not make them ones that free us rather than bind us? That lighten us rather than aggravate us? The stories born from the matrix of the mind aren't enemies, they're messengers, revealing something true about you. We play in land of invisible energetic strings, I KNOW you know, the ones that unconsciously drain us, and the profound liberation that comes from plugging those leaks and reclaiming your vitality, clarity, and agency. Think of it as energetic housekeeping for your soul. And we close with one of my favorite truths: speak to a king and a king will arrive. Our words are spells. They can nurture, nourish, and elevate or quietly erode the relationships and realities we're building. Connect with me! In the comments, socials or by email: sexdrugsandsoundbowls@gmail.com ✨Find me @JessieSirenOfficial (IG) @JessieSiren (TikTok) @SirenSkoolie (IG/TikTok) ⚠️ Disclaimer This podcast is for educational and harm-reduction purposes only. I am not encouraging or advocating the use of any illegal substances. No substances were consumed during the making of this episode. Altered states--whether achieved through breathwork, drumming, or plant medicines--can impact perception and decision making. Exploring these realms without proper guidance, preparation, and integration support can be dangerous. Please journey responsibly and in alignment with your own truth, safety, and sovereignty.