Feeling too ugly to be dating & loved, uugghhh

Reality check as a creative, back to 0

Hi fellow Team-Loser, I'm going through a little crisis at the moment. Completely exhausted, very very mean to myself & feeling like I shouldn't pursue a career in film. yayyyyy. Anyway, at this point my dream is still shouting at me that I should stop crying and keep going, so that's what I'm doing for now...... whoop whoop. one sweet sweet bee, can find me he: instagram.com/sweetesthaney [https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=channel_description&redir_token=QUFFLUhqbnA2dkdCSTctR1FxYmJ2c0Y2S1VEdWh5N0M3Z3xBQ3Jtc0tuT3ZlWjg4SnJfNWZWZHZfT3RxWkliamlBamdqbXJRUkk5c2JYem5QbGREZXo2WlUyM2RhbTZfaG0tTUhzYmlBdWQwUUcteHY1OGpXY1NmSERCWERxVHZfV3p4UXNOSkdXYzdaUXZsRGZRTDlaTjhCTQ&q=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.instagram.com%2Fsweetesthaney%2F] , www.youtube.com/@sweetesthaney [http://www.youtube.com/@sweetesthaney] ---------------------------------------- Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy [https://acast.com/privacy] for more information.

Hyper independent & not proud of it in Seattle

Listen up you sweet pom poms, sometimes the most desirable character traits are mayyyybe not as shiny as we think, ok? I'm currently in Seattle and reflecting on being hyper independent, where it's coming from and why it can lead to loneliness & isolating yourself. Lemmenowhatuthhhinnnggg. One luuvvvvv one sweet sweet bee, can find me he: instagram.com/sweetesthaney [https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=channel_description&redir_token=QUFFLUhqbnA2dkdCSTctR1FxYmJ2c0Y2S1VEdWh5N0M3Z3xBQ3Jtc0tuT3ZlWjg4SnJfNWZWZHZfT3RxWkliamlBamdqbXJRUkk5c2JYem5QbGREZXo2WlUyM2RhbTZfaG0tTUhzYmlBdWQwUUcteHY1OGpXY1NmSERCWERxVHZfV3p4UXNOSkdXYzdaUXZsRGZRTDlaTjhCTQ&q=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.instagram.com%2Fsweetesthaney%2F] , www.youtube.com/@sweetesthaney [http://www.youtube.com/@sweetesthaney] ---------------------------------------- Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy [https://acast.com/privacy] for more information.

I'm my own Valentine, Bad Bunny & the fear of dancing

Hey you little chickens & chickuns, I said goodbye to Colombia and I'm currently in the USA. In a goofy moment, I took some precious timmmmeee to give you all (aka my friend Sonia only) a life update on my USA experience so far. Speaking about conservative wealthy gated communities, the Bad Bunny halftime show and how how I challenged my fear of dancing & moving my body. enjoy, babes one sweet sweet bee, can find me he: instagram.com/sweetesthaney [https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=channel_description&redir_token=QUFFLUhqbnA2dkdCSTctR1FxYmJ2c0Y2S1VEdWh5N0M3Z3xBQ3Jtc0tuT3ZlWjg4SnJfNWZWZHZfT3RxWkliamlBamdqbXJRUkk5c2JYem5QbGREZXo2WlUyM2RhbTZfaG0tTUhzYmlBdWQwUUcteHY1OGpXY1NmSERCWERxVHZfV3p4UXNOSkdXYzdaUXZsRGZRTDlaTjhCTQ&q=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.instagram.com%2Fsweetesthaney%2F] , www.youtube.com/@sweetesthaney [http://www.youtube.com/@sweetesthaney] ---------------------------------------- Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy [https://acast.com/privacy] for more information.

Feeling too ugly to be dating & loved, uugghhh pt 2

Well children.. I forgot to mention a few things, so I wanted to record more. but now I'm tired, so the episode is unsatisfying and thats's ok. Low self wort, low self esteem & relationship anxiety I'm talking. My fan Beyonce is asking me for advice, so I'm being a humble podcast host and answer her question, as a humble podcast host should. good night. one sweet sweet bee, can find me he: instagram.com/sweetesthaney [https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=channel_description&redir_token=QUFFLUhqbnA2dkdCSTctR1FxYmJ2c0Y2S1VEdWh5N0M3Z3xBQ3Jtc0tuT3ZlWjg4SnJfNWZWZHZfT3RxWkliamlBamdqbXJRUkk5c2JYem5QbGREZXo2WlUyM2RhbTZfaG0tTUhzYmlBdWQwUUcteHY1OGpXY1NmSERCWERxVHZfV3p4UXNOSkdXYzdaUXZsRGZRTDlaTjhCTQ&q=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.instagram.com%2Fsweetesthaney%2F] , www.youtube.com/@sweetesthaney [http://www.youtube.com/@sweetesthaney] ---------------------------------------- Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy [https://acast.com/privacy] for more information.

Feeling too ugly to be dating & loved, uugghhh

habibiibbbiiisss, I've been having low self-worth lately. feeling like the ugliest person in the world, thinking I'll never be pretty enough to be dating and loved. The need for external-validation is probably bigger than I want it to be, but at least Kim Kardashian is asking me for my skincare routine ... one sweet sweet bee, can find me he: instagram.com/sweetesthaney [https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=channel_description&redir_token=QUFFLUhqbnA2dkdCSTctR1FxYmJ2c0Y2S1VEdWh5N0M3Z3xBQ3Jtc0tuT3ZlWjg4SnJfNWZWZHZfT3RxWkliamlBamdqbXJRUkk5c2JYem5QbGREZXo2WlUyM2RhbTZfaG0tTUhzYmlBdWQwUUcteHY1OGpXY1NmSERCWERxVHZfV3p4UXNOSkdXYzdaUXZsRGZRTDlaTjhCTQ&q=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.instagram.com%2Fsweetesthaney%2F] , www.youtube.com/@sweetesthaney [http://www.youtube.com/@sweetesthaney] ---------------------------------------- Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy [https://acast.com/privacy] for more information.