Episode 8: Healing from Life’s Deepest Hurts – Finding God in the Pain

Episode 12: The Pressure Behind the Highlight Reel ft. Bethany Morris

Season One of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha comes to a close with one of the most honest and emotional conversations yet featuring special guest Bethany Morris. In this season finale, Natasha and Bethany sit down for a raw conversation about motherhood, divorce, relationships, social media pressure, mental overload, and the reality behind the perfectly curated highlight reels we see online every single day. Together, they discuss the importance of creating safe spaces for our children making sure they know they can come to us no matter what they’re facing. From navigating difficult conversations to raising emotionally safe and secure kids in today’s social media-driven world, this episode dives into the challenges modern parents are carrying behind closed doors. Natasha and Bethany also open up about the hidden pressure of being a content creator and influencer. The constant pressure to create, stay relevant, look perfect, and continue showing up online while simultaneously balancing motherhood, marriage, healing, friendships, mental health, and everyday life can become exhausting and overwhelming. This episode covers: Divorce and navigating hard seasons Mom guilt and emotional burnout The pressure behind social media and influencing The negative impact social media can have on women and families Raising children who feel safe talking to their parents Marriage struggles, identity loss, and mental load Balancing motherhood, work, and real life behind the scenes Learning to give yourself grace during overwhelming seasons Trusting God even when life feels uncertain This finale is vulnerable, relatable, emotional, and deeply honest a reminder that nobody truly has it all together no matter how perfect life may appear online. Because at the heart of Beautiful Chaos has always been one thing: creating space for real women to have real conversations about the beauty and the chaos of life.  Episode 12 featuring Bethany Morris is now streaming on YouTube and anywhere you listen to podcasts. New episodes bi-weekly Available on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeart Full episodes on YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/@TheBeautifulChaoswithNatasha] Linktree: https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_mediu m=social&utm_content=link_in_bio [https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_mediu%20m=social&utm_content=link_in_bio]

Episode 11: The Girl Chat We All Needed with Hannah Adams

Episode 11 of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha is the definition of a major girl chat the kind you wish you could bottle up and replay with your best friends. This week, I sit down with local influencer, wife, and mom of three, Hannah Adams and let me tell you, she is a spitfire Leo in the best way. From the moment we sat down, the walls came down. This wasn’t surface-level conversation… this was real, raw, and completely unfiltered. The kind of dialogue that reminds you how powerful it is when women show up honestly and just say the things. We talk about friendships the good, the hard, and the ones that shape you. We get into marriage, the reality behind the highlight reel, and what it actually takes to show up for your partner and yourself. And of course… we had to get into book talk, because what’s a true girl chat without it? This episode feels like sitting around the table with your people laughing, venting, relating, and leaving feeling a little lighter and a lot more seen. In this episode, we talk about: * Navigating adult friendships and evolving relationships * The real side of marriage and communication * Motherhood with three kids and balancing it all * Book talk, current reads, and why it matters * Showing up authentically in every season of life If you love honest conversations, a little sass, and a whole lot of “same, girl”… this one is for you.  Episode 11 is LIVE on YouTube & anywhere you get your podcasts! New episodes bi-weekly Available on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeart Full episodes on YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/@TheBeautifulChaoswithNatasha] Linktree: https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_mediu m=social&utm_content=link_in_bio [https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_mediu%20m=social&utm_content=link_in_bio]

Episode 10: More Than One Way to Become a Mom: A Conversation with Claire DeLay

Episode 10 of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha is one that will stay with you. This week, I sit down with Claire DeLay Oklahoma mom, wife, business owner, and a woman who has said yes to motherhood in more ways than one.  Through foster care, adoption, and biological motherhood, Claire shares what it really looks like to open your home, your heart, and your life to children who need it most. This conversation is raw, honest, and deeply moving. We talk about the calling behind foster care, the emotional highs and lows, the unknowns, and the beauty that can come from stepping into something bigger than yourself. Claire brings a perspective that so many people don’t get to see  the reality behind the process, the love, the heartbreak, and the purpose. Whether you’ve ever considered fostering or adopting, know someone who has, or just want to better understand this world, this episode is for you. In this episode, we talk about: * What led Claire to say yes to foster care * The reality (not the highlight reel) of fostering and adoption * Navigating motherhood in all its forms * The emotional impact on families and marriages * Balancing business, marriage, and a full home * Why these children deserve more voices and more awareness This episode is powerful, perspective-shifting, and a reminder that sometimes the most beautiful things in life come from the hardest “yes.”  Listen now on YouTube + wherever you get your podcasts If this episode moved you, please share it you never know who might need to hear this story.   Resources + Connect Interested in Foster Care in Oklahoma? Start Here: Oklahoma DHS (Official State Resource) https://oklahoma.gov/okdhs/services/foster/fostercarehome.html [https://oklahoma.gov/okdhs/services/foster/fostercarehome.html]  Oklahoma Fosters (Guided Support + Help Line) https://okfosters.org/ [https://okfosters.org/?utm_source=chatgpt.com] Step-by-Step Guide to Becoming a Foster Parent https://okfosters.org/oklahoma-human-services/ [https://okfosters.org/oklahoma-human-services/?utm_source=chatgpt.com] AdoptUSKids – Oklahoma Information https://adoptuskids.org/adoption-and-foster-care/how-to-adopt-and-foster/state-information/oklahoma [https://adoptuskids.org/adoption-and-foster-care/how-to-adopt-and-foster/state-information/oklahoma?utm_source=chatgpt.com] TFI Oklahoma (Private Agency Support Option) https://oklahoma.tfifamily.org/programs/become-an-oklahoma-foster-parent/ [https://oklahoma.tfifamily.org/programs/become-an-oklahoma-foster-parent/?utm_source=chatgpt.com] Follow Claire DeLay + Hear More of Her Story:  Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/okiemommyy?igsh=MTV3c3JuZDh3cDhibg== [https://www.instagram.com/okiemommyy?igsh=MTV3c3JuZDh3cDhibg==] TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@okiemommy?_r=1&_t=ZP-95Z4rvN7Xsk [https://www.tiktok.com/@okiemommy?_r=1&_t=ZP-95Z4rvN7Xsk] From This Episode: If you feel called or even just curious about foster care, we encourage you to take a step and learn more through the links above. There is such a need and it starts with awareness. New episodes bi-weekly Available on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeart Full episodes on YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/@TheBeautifulChaoswithNatasha] Linktree: https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_mediu m=social&utm_content=link_in_bio [https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_mediu%20m=social&utm_content=link_in_bio]

Episode 9: Real Housewives of Broken Arrow: The Truth Behind the Chaos

Yes… we may not be on Bravo… but we couldn’t resist channeling a little Real Housewives energy because let’s be honest, motherhood, marriage, and friendships can feel just as dramatic sometimes.  We’re sitting down and opening up about what life really looks like behind the scenes beyond the highlight reels and perfectly curated posts. In this episode, we talk about: * The reality of maintaining deep friendships in busy seasons of life * Marriage the growth, the challenges, and choosing each other daily * Navigating identity through motherhood * Showing up for each other in the hard moments, not just the easy ones * Learning to give grace to ourselves and the people we love This episode is full of honesty, laughter, and those “same, girl” moments that remind you—you are not alone in any of it. Because at the end of the day… we might not be holding diamonds or taglines on Bravo… but we are holding families, friendships, and everything in between and that’s just as real.  Watch on YouTube or listen anywhere you get your podcasts. Tag your “housewives” and share this episode with the women who do life with you.  New episodes bi-weekly Available on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeart Full episodes on YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/@TheBeautifulChaoswithNatasha] Linktree: https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_mediu m=social&utm_content=link_in_bio [https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_mediu%20m=social&utm_content=link_in_bio]

Episode 8: Healing from Life’s Deepest Hurts – Finding God in the Pain

In this deeply moving and faith-filled episode of Beautiful Chaos with Natasha, I sit down with Kimberly Haar to talk about her powerful testimony, healing journey, and unwavering trust in God through life’s darkest seasons. Kimberly opens up about her story of pain, restoration, and redemption and how the Holy Spirit and her personal relationship with the Lord carried her through moments she never thought she would survive. We also talk about her book, Healing from Life’s Deepest Hurts, and the heart behind its message: that true healing is possible, even after unimaginable loss and heartbreak. What makes this episode especially meaningful is that we recorded it on the 25th anniversary of my biological mother’s passing—a sacred and emotional moment that God clearly ordained. Together, we reflect on: * Walking through grief and loss * Learning how to forgive without closure * Setting healthy boundaries while healing * Letting go of the need for an apology * Finding peace without validation * Allowing God to heal what people cannot We talk honestly about how forgiveness can feel impossible when you never receive the apology you deserve and how sometimes, freedom comes when you release that expectation and give it to God instead. This episode is a reminder that: Healing is a process Grief has no timeline Forgiveness is for your freedom God can redeem every broken place If you are walking through loss, heartbreak, betrayal, or unanswered pain, this conversation will meet you right where you are. A Gentle Encouragement If you’re carrying wounds that no one sees… If you’re tired of waiting for closure… If you’re struggling to forgive… This episode is for you. You don’t have to carry it alone. God sees you. He is near. And healing is still possible. Connect & Share If this episode spoke to your heart: Share it with someone who needs hope Leave a review Tag us on social media Your story matters. Your healing matters. New episodes bi-weekly Available on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and iHeart Full episodes on YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/@TheBeautifulChaoswithNatasha] Linktree: https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_mediu m=social&utm_content=link_in_bio [https://linktr.ee/thebeautifulchaoswithnatasha?utm_source=ig&utm_mediu%20m=social&utm_content=link_in_bio]