When Obedience Doesn’t Make Sense

Broken pieces

Brokenness doesn’t stay contained it spreads. In this episode, I reflect on a simple moment that turned into a deeper revelation about how we handle broken pieces in our lives. Do we ignore it, carry it, or bring it to God? We often ask God to fix us quickly… but what if He’s trying to form us instead?

Fixed vs. Formed: Why Faith Matters

In this episode, we explore a powerful shift in perspective: the difference between asking God to fix us and allowing Him to form us.

When Obedience Doesn’t Make Sense

What happens when God’s instructions challenge our understanding? In this episode of The Crown I Chose to Carry, we explore faith not as a feeling, but as obedience in motion. Through a personal testimony and the story of Naaman in 2 Kings 5, we reflect on how fear, logic, and unmet expectations can almost cause us to miss what God is doing. This episode invites you to examine where you are in your faith journey and what it looks like to walk by faith not by sight especially when the path forward isn’t clear. Deceleration from episode: Today I declare that your faith is rising. Where there has been doubt, clarity is coming. Where there has been fear, courage is taking root. Where there has been waiting, strength is being renewed. You will walk by faith and not by sight. You will trust in the Lord with all your heart. You will see His goodness in the land of the living. And you will pick up every tool in your spiritual toolbox with boldness, authority, and unwavering belief—because the God who called you is faithful to complete what He started.

The Seed, the Soil, and the Waiting: Trusting God With the Growth

Sometimes growth is quiet. Sometimes faith looks like waiting. But the seed is still growing

The Vows that changed EVERTHING

In this episode, I share how my healing journey began not with strength, but with surrender. From writing vows to myself during a season of exhaustion, to drifting away and later renewing those vows, this episode is a reflection on accountability, healing, and God’s faithfulness. We explore the story of Hannah, the power of spoken words, and why surrender not control; is where true transformation begins. If you’ve ever felt tired, disconnected, or unsure where to begin again, this episode is for you.