time to start exercising that muscle…again (ep. 13)

time to start exercising that muscle…again (ep. 13)

heyyy! this week i felt on my heart to film a podcast episode but only a short little clip! in today’s episode i talk about what it feels like to fall into sin after working so hard to grow self discipline and self control. this walk is never going to be all sunshine and rainbows. i think the worse thing the flesh can do to the flesh is led us into temptation because it all pushes us closer to the Lord. the flesh is apart of us. we are born into our flesh but born again by baptism, but just because we’re born again it doesn’t mean we never fall again but it’s means we receive the Holy Spirit, that brings us conviction and wisdom. willing walking into sin is probably the hardest thing to comeback from but i wanted to trust myself and take control into my hands…and if there is one thing that will continuously humble me, it will be me taking things into my own hands. He shows me so patiently that leaning on my own understanding will never be beneficial. i hope you don’t feel alone but know that no matter how perfect we want to be it never will be and really that okay. that’s expected. just make sure you take that conviction from the Holy Spirit to God. don’t listen to the devil telling you that you’ll never come back from this because trust you will. If you are new HELLOOO! My name is Amari, I am a senior in college seeking to get my Bachelors in Human Development and Psychology. I am 21 years old, but 2 years reborn. I am 2 years sober from marijuiana, but if you want to listen to my testimony please feel free to listen here on YouTube, but I also stream on Spotify or Apple Podcasts. My testimony ➡️ https://youtu.be/j2XI33vllng?si=wvWJCnCghNMZaiqJ Follow along on other platforms: Podcast Insta➡️ The Gratitude Walk Podcast Personal Insta➡️ monise.queen Please stick around to listen to what the Holy Spirit may need to speak to you! Also I love Jesus and love to talk about Him, so if thats your video you came to the right spot. Please like, comment, and subscribe because me and the Lord would love to see you here again!!

so lets address that ANGER. (ep. 12)

Hey everyone! I got the podcast up on time. I think Sunday may be my post days! I’m still trying to figuring out which days may work best for me with my schedule. for today’s episode, I talk about how the god of this world—pride, lust, money, materialistic mindsets, lies, deception— has led and blinded so many unbeliever from the light of the gospel from the face of God. 2 Corinthians 4:4, Galatians 4 are some of the scriptures I go to for today’s episode. I’m sorry there is no captions today, the software I use wasnt working properly! This episode turned out a lot more intense, emotionally, and spiritually than I initially thought it would be. I hope that you share this with someone who may need to hear this, and if you are lead to share on other platforms as well. The Lord is really moving and I am so blessed and honored that He chose me. If you are new HELLOOO! My name is Amari, I am a senior in college seeking to get my Bachelors in Human Development and Psychology. I am 21 years old, but 2 years reborn. I am 2 years sober from marijuiana, but if you want to listen to my testimony please feel free to listen here on YouTube, but I also stream on Spotify or Apple Podcasts. My testimony ➡️ https://youtu.be/j2XI33vllng?si=wvWJCnCghNMZaiqJ Follow along on other platforms: Podcast Insta➡️ The Gratitude Walk Podcast Personal Insta➡️ monise.queen Please stick around to listen to what the Holy Spirit may need to speak to you! Also I love Jesus and love to talk about Him, so if thats your video you came to the right spot. Please like, comment, and subscribe because me and the Lord would love to see you here again!!

the god of this world (ep. 11)

Hey everyone! I got the podcast up on time. I think Sunday may be my post days! I’m still trying to figuring out which days may work best for me with my schedule. for today’s episode, I talk about how the god of this world—pride, lust, money, materialistic mindsets, lies, deception— has led and blinded so many unbeliever from the light of the gospel from the face of God. 2 Corinthians 4:4, Galatians 4 are some of the scriptures I go to for today’s episode. I’m sorry there is no captions today, the software I use wasnt working properly! This episode turned out a lot more intense, emotionally, and spiritually than I initially thought it would be. I hope that you share this with someone who may need to hear this, and if you are lead to share on other platforms as well. The Lord is really moving and I am so blessed and honored that He chose me. If you are new HELLOOO! My name is Amari, I am a senior in college seeking to get my Bachelors in Human Development and Psychology. I am 21 years old, but 2 years reborn. I am 2 years sober from marijuiana, but if you want to listen to my testimony please feel free to listen here on YouTube, but I also stream on Spotify or Apple Podcasts. My testimony ➡️ https://youtu.be/j2XI33vllng?si=wvWJCnCghNMZaiqJ Follow along on other platforms: Podcast Insta➡️ The Gratitude Walk Podcast Personal Insta➡️ monise.queen Please stick around to listen to what the Holy Spirit may need to speak to you! Also I love Jesus and love to talk about Him, so if thats your video you came to the right spot. Please like, comment, and subscribe because me and the Lord would love to see you here again!!

a few words of encouragement, just for you (ep. 10)

Hi everyone! I hope everyone of you are doing well. For today’s episode I wanted to pour so much encouragement and influence in you all. I know firsthand, I can testify about backsliding during my walk with Christ. I can testify to feeling the weight of embrassnent and shame when trying to escape your sin cycle. I want to share with you words that have encouraged me, blessed me, and renewed my thinking. God is never upset when you return, but the biggest mistake you can make it never turning back to face Him. Always turn back. No matter how many times life gets you down and out, the Lord is always ALWAYS waiting with His arms open. Please be so so encouraged today. I had to encourage myself. I even re-encouraged myself while editing this. I love you all! If you are new HELLOOO! My name is Amari, I am a senior in college seeking to get my Bachelors in Human Development and Psychology. I am 21 years old, but 2 years reborn. I am 2 years sober from marijuiana, but if you want to listen to my testimony please feel free to listen here on YouTube, but I also stream on Spotify or Apple Podcasts. My testimony ➡️ https://youtu.be/j2XI33vllng?si=wvWJCnCghNMZaiqJ Follow along on other platforms: Podcast Insta➡️ The Gratitude Walk Podcast Personal Insta➡️ monise.queen Please stick around to listen to what the Holy Spirit may need to speak to you! Also I love Jesus and love to talk about Him, so if thats your video you came to the right spot. Please like, comment, and subscribe because me and the Lord would love to see you here again!!

well this has been refreshingly beautiful (ep. 9)

Hi everyone! First, I want to say sorry for missing the upload for last week. Something has came up on my filming day and I wasn’t able to film for you guys! I hope everyone is doing well. In today’s episode, I talk about how the presence of the Lord in my time of struggle and how He was never far. I am so blessed to be loved and saved by Him. I love Him so much and I want you to know He loves you so much as well. I also share my two verses for this year of 2026 as I have taken such big steps to feel the presence and see the face of the Lord. I pray you all stay safe and healthy. If you are new HELLOOO! My name is Amari, I am a senior in college seeking to get my Bachelors in Human Development and Psychology. I am 21 years old, but 2 years reborn. I am 2 years sober from marijuiana, but if you want to listen to my testimony please feel free to listen here on YouTube, but I also stream on Spotify or Apple Podcasts. My testimony ➡️ https://youtu.be/j2XI33vllng?si=wvWJCnCghNMZaiqJ Follow along on other platforms: Podcast Insta➡️ https://www.instagram.com/thegratitudewalkpodcast?igsh=Mm81aW5lMXg3dmtt&utm_source=qr Personal Insta➡️ https://www.instagram.com/monise.queen?igsh=MXNuOHludnJwMXZhNg%3D%3D&utm_source=qr Spotify➡️ https://open.spotify.com/show/5KbeVzxylgYKMB8HsMtuDJ?si=6nK8BBN6Q0aKTGyMvnQWXg Apple Podcasts➡️ https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-gratitude-walk-podcast/id1827262143 Please stick around to listen to what the Holy Spirit may need to speak to you! Also I love Jesus and love to talk about Him, so if thats your video you came to the right spot. Please like, comment, and subscribe because me and the Lord would love to see you here again!!