S4E4 - Ceasing To Be Who We Are: A Conversation With Kaela Villalobos

S4E4 - Ceasing To Be Who We Are: A Conversation With Kaela Villalobos

Topics Discussed In This Episode Include: Working For State Libraries, Star Wars, Snow Tha Product, Twenty One Pilots, Florence + The Machine, Poetic Lyrics, Michael Jackson, Transgender, Feminism, Female Empowerment, Parenthood, Inequality, Mansplaining, Problems With Christianity, The Bible, Probability & Possibility, Evolution, Blind Faith, The Existence Of The Soul, & Near Death Experiences. PLAYLIST FOR THIS EPISODE: Alice In Chains – Man In The Box (1990) The Beach Boys – California Girls (1965) The Beach Boys – Don't Worry Baby (1964) The Beatles – Eight Days A Week (1964) The Beatles – I Saw Her Standing There (1963) Bishop Briggs – High Water (2023) Bishop Briggs – River (2018) Bishop Briggs – Woman Is King (2024) Cypress Hill – Dr. Greenthumb (1998) Cypress Hill – (Rock) Superstar (2000) Deep Purple – Smoke On The Water (1972) Elton John – Bennie And The Jets (1973) Elton John – Your Song (1970) Florence + The Machine – Big God (2018) Florence + The Machine – Dog Days Are Over (2009) Florence + The Machine – Everybody Scream (2025) Florence + The Machine – Free (2022) Florence + The Machine – Hunger (2018) Florence + The Machine – One Of The Greats (2025) Florence + The Machine – Shake It Out (2011) Florence + The Machine – Stand By Me (2016) Heart – Magic Man (1975) Heart – These Dreams (1985) Heart – What About Love (1985) Michael Jackson – Black Or White (1991) Michael Jackson – Come Together Michael Jackson – Earth Song (1995) Michael Jackson – Money (1995) Michael Jackson – Remember The Time (1991) Michael Jackson – Scream (1995) Michael Jackson – They Don't Care About Us (1995) Michael Jackson – You Are Not Alone (1995) NF – How Could You Leave Us (2016) NF – The Search (2019) NF – Trust (Featuring Tech N9ne) (2021) The Offspring – The Kids Aren't Alright (1998) The Offspring – Let The Bad Times Roll (2021) Sleep Token – Caramel (2025) Sleep Token – Chokehold (2023) Sleep Token – Damocles (2025) Sleep Token – The Summoning (2023) Slipknot – Psychosocial (2008) Snow Tha Product – Alligator (2025) Snow Tha Product – Immigrants (We Get The Job Done) (2016) Snow Tha Product – No Traigo Nada (2025) Snow Tha Product – Sabado (2025) Sublime – Bad Fish (1992) Sublime – Pool Shark (Acoustic) (1994) Sublime – Saw Red (1994) Sublime – Scarlet Begonias (1992) Sublime – Until The Sun Explodes (2026) Sublime – Waiting For My Ruca (1992) Sublime – What I Got (1996) Tech N9ne - Am I A Psycho? (2011) Tech N9ne – Aw Yeah? (InterVENTion) (2015) Tech N9ne – Caribou Lou (2006) Tech N9ne – Hood Go Crazy (2015) Tech N9ne – Like I Ain't (2019) Tech N9ne – Red Kingdom (2019) Tech N9ne – Slacker (2002) Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers – American Girl (1976) Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers – Mary Jane's Last Dance (1993) Twenty One Pilots – Overcompensate (2024) Twenty One Pilots – Ride (2015) Twenty One Pilots – Stressed Out (2015) The Used – A Box Full Of Sharp Objects (2002) The Used – The Taste Of Ink (2002)

S4E3 - Sometimes If You Want The Reward, You've Gotta Take The Risk: A Conversation With Lara McDonald

Topics discussed in this episode include: Sweating Standing Still, Sleep Token, Tribal Casinos, Memorable Concerts, Inkcarceration, Socialism, Healthcare, Identity Politics, White Privilege, Playing The Victim Card, The Nuclear Family, Abortion, Mortuary Science, D.E.I., Church Attendance, Homosexuality, The Afterlife, Trusting The Bible, Ghosts, & Aliens. PLAYLIST FOR THIS EPISODE: Aerosmith – Dream On (1973) Aerosmith – Sweet Emotion (1975) Alice In Chains – No Excuses (1994) Alice In Chains – Nutshell (1994) Alice In Chains – Would? (1994) Avenged Sevenfold – Afterlife (2007) Avenged Sevenfold – Hail To The King (2013) The Avett Brothers – Ain't No Man (2016) The Avett Brothers – I And Love And You (2009) The Avett Brothers – Laundry Room (2009) The Avett Brothers – No Hard Feelings (2016) Bad Omens – Dethrone (2019) Bad Omens – Specter (2025) Bush – Comedown (1994) Bush – Glycerine (1994) Candlebox – Cover Me (1993) Candlebox – Far Behind (1993) Creedence Clearwater Revival – Fortunate Son (1969) Creedence Clearwater Revival – Travelin' Band (1970) David Bowie – Let's Dance (1983) David Bowie – Space Oddity (1969) Disturbed – Darkness (2002) Disturbed – Ten Thousand Fists (2005) The Eagles – Desperado (1973) The Eagles – Hotel California (1976) Falling In Reverse – Popular Monster (2019) Falling In Reverse – Ronald (2024) Falling In Reverse – Watch The World Burn (2024) Five Finger Death Punch – The Bleeding (2007) Five Finger Death Punch – Wrong Side Of Heaven (2013) Fleetwood Mac – The Chain (1977) Fleetwood Mac – Landslide (1975) Garth Brooks – The Dance (1989) Garth Brooks – The Thunder Rolls (1990) Ghost – Call Me Little Sunshine (2022) Ghost – Cirice (2015) Ghost – He Is (2015) Gloria Estefan – Get On Your Feet (1989) Gloria Estefan – Si Voy A Perderte (1989) Hoobastank – Crawling In The Dark (2001) Hoobastank – Running Away (2001) Korn – Alone I Break (2002) Korn – Blind (1994) Led Zeppelin – Babe I'm Gonna Leave You (1969) Led Zeppelin – Black Dog (1971) Led Zeppelin – Immigrant Song (1970) Led Zeppelin – Ramble On (1969) Led Zeppelin – Rock And Roll (1971) Led Zeppelin – Stairway To Heaven (1971) Led Zeppelin – Whole Lotta Love (1969) Limp Bizkit – Break Stuff (1999) Limp Bizkit – My Generation (2000) Miami Sound Machine – Conga (1985) Motley Crue – Dr. Feelgood (1989) Motley Crue – Home Sweet Home (1985) Nine Inch Nails – Head Like A Hole (1989) Nine Inch Nails – Hurt (1994) No Doubt – Don't Speak (1995) No Doubt – Just A Girl (1995) The Offspring – Gone Away (1997) The Offspring – Pretty Fly (For A White Guy) (1998) Pearl Jam – Alive (1991) Pearl Jam – Black (1991) Pearl Jam – Daughter (1993) Pearl Jam – Elderly Woman Behind The Counter In A Small Town (1993) Pearl Jam – Even Flow (1991) Pearl Jam – Jeremy (1991) Pennywise – Revolution (2012) Pennywise – Society (1997) Phish – Free (1996) Phish – Tweezer (1992) Pierce The Veil – Hold On Till May (2012) Pierce The Veil – King For A Day (2012) Queen – Another One Bites The Dust (1980) Queen – Bohemian Rhapsody (1975) Queen – Under Pressure (1981) Queen – Who Wants To Live Forever (1986) Rancid – Ruby Soho (1995) Rancid – Time Bomb (1995) Slaughter To Prevail – Demolisher (2021) Slaughter To Prevail – Viking (2025) Sleep Token – Alkaline (2021) Sleep Token – Chokehold (2023) Sleep Token – Damocles (2025) Sleep Token – Even In Arcadia (2025) Sleep Token – Provider (2025) Smashing Pumpkins – Disarm (1993) Smashing Pumpkins – I Am One (1991) Sonic Youth – Bull In The Heather (1994) Sonic Youth – Dirty Boots (1990) Staind – It's Been Awhile (2001) Staind – Outside (2001) Tom Petty – Free Falling (1989) Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers – Mary Jane's Last Dance (1993) Trans-Siberian Orchestra – Christmas Eve/Sarajevo (1996) Trans-Siberian Orchestra – Requiem (The Fifth) (2000) Twenty One Pilots – Heathens (2016) Twenty One Pilots – Levitate (2018)

S4E2 - Laden With Semantic Blockage: A Conversation With Ben Calvert

Topics Discussed In This Episode Include: Plant Medicines, Les Claypool, Mushrooms, Weed, 2Pac, Social Engineering, Josh Garrels, Conspiracy Theories, The MAGA Right, Gender, Chem Trails, The Rapture, A.I., Styrofoam, Having A Crisis Of Faith At Age 7, Sleep Paralysis, Discerning Scripture, & Near Death Experiences. PLAYLIST FOR THIS EPISODE Astral Flowers – Aguila (2020) Astral Flowers – Caminhar O Labirinto (2018) Ayahuasca Icaros – I Will Purify (2016) Ayahuasca Icaros – Tonight I Will Heal, I Heal (2016) Band Of Gypsies – Machine Gun (1970) Band Of Gypsies – Message To Love (1970) Band Of Gypsies – Power To Love (1970) Bwiti – Non Ngongo (2018) Bwiti – Ye We Ya (2018) Cephalic Carnage – Lucid Interval (2002) Cephalic Carnage – Wraith (2005) Chris Rice – Deep Enough To Dream (1997) Chris Rice – Smell The Color Nine (2000) Christafari – Gratitude (2024) Christafari – Holy Forever (2024) Christafari – Valley Of Decision (1996) Curawaka – Noku Mana (2018) Curawaka – Solo Dios Sabe Se Vuelvo (2021) DC Talk – Jesus Freak (1995) DC Talk – What If I Stumble? (1995) The Fancy Band – Filipino Ray (2007) The Fancy Band – Rumble Of The Diesel (2007) Frog Brigade – Cosmic Highway (2002) Frog Brigade – Whamola (2002) Iron Maiden – Aces High (1984) Iron Maiden – Run To The Hills (1982) John Cougar Mellencamp – Jack & Diane (1982) John Cougar Mellencamp – Pink Houses (1983) John Cougar Mellencamp – Small Town (1985) Josh Garrels – Answered (2002) Josh Garrels – The Arrow (2015) Josh Garrels – Children's Song (2004) Josh Garrels – Creation Song (2006) Josh Garrels – Freedom (2003) Josh Garrels – Train Song (2006) Josh Garrels – White Owl (2011) Nevermore – The River Dragon Has Come (2000) Nevermore – The Seven Tongues Of God (1996) Newsboys – Breakfast (1996) Newsboys – Shine (1994) Nile – Annihilation Of The Wicked (2005) Nile – Unas Slayer Of The Gods (2002) Nuclear Rabbit – My Girl's Got Guts (1998) Nuclear Rabbit – 5th Grade Alchemy (1998) The Offspring – Pretty Fly (For A White Guy) (1998) The Offspring – Why Don't You Get A Job? (1998) P.O.D. – Southtown (1999) Primus – Jerry Was A Racecar Driver (1991) Primus – My Name Is Mud (1993) Rage Against The Machine – Ashes In The Fall (1999) Rage Against The Machine – Mic Check (1999) Shai Linne – High Priest (2008) Shai Linne – Jesus Is Alive (2008) Shai Linne – Our God Is In The Heavens (2011)

S4E1 - No Master Is Above His Teacher: A Conversation With Tommy Moreno

Topics Discussed Include: Mental Illness, Michael Jackson, Learning To Play Guitar, Klockwyze, 2Pac, Face Tats, Highschool Sports, ADU's, Playing Poker, The War In Iran, Judaism, Marshall Law, ICE, False News, Abortion, The Apostolic Church, Speaking In Tongues, Catholic Doctrine, Why Does God Allow Suffering?, Absolute Truth, Elon's Portal, Incest In Scripture, Club Cannabis, He-Man, Avatar, & Forrest Gump. PLAYLIST FOR THIS EPISODE: Blind Melon – No Rain (1992) Bob Marley – Caution (1971) Bob Marley – No Woman, No Cry (Live) (1975) Bob Marley – So Much Trouble In The World (1979) Bob Marley – Them Belly Full (But We Hungry) (1974) Bob Marley – Waiting In Vain (1977) Digital Underground – The Humpty Dance (1990) Digital Underground – Same Song (1991) Eek-A-Mouse – Anarexol (1984) Eek-A-Mouse – Noah's Ark (1981) Eek-A-Mouse – Star, Daily News & Gleanor (1984) Green Day – Basket Case (1994) Green Day – Boulevard Of Broken Dreams (2004) Green Day – Longview (1994) Green Day – Wake Me Up When September Ends (2004) Green Day – When I Come Around (1994) Guns N' Roses – Civil War (1991) Guns N' Roses – Don't Cry (1991) Guns N' Roses – Estranged (1991) Guns N' Roses – Knockin' On Heavens Door (1991) Guns N' Roses – November Rain (1991) Guns N' Roses – Patience (1988) Guns N' Roses – Since I Don't Have You (1993) Guns N' Roses – Sweet Child O' Mine (1987) Guns N' Roses – Welcome To The Jungle (1987) HIRIE – Sensi Boy (1993) HIRIE – Youniverse (2025) Kendrick Lamar – Luther (2024) Kendrick Lamar – Not Like Us (2024) Kendrick Lamar – Squabble Up (2024) Klockwyze – Funk Driver (2012) Metallica – Nothing Else Matters (1991) Metallica – Screaming Suicide (2023) Metallica – 72 Seasons (2023) Michael Jackson – Beat It (1982) Michael Jackson – Heal The World (1991) Michael Jackson – Thriller (1982) Nirvana – Come As You Are (1991) Nirvana – Dumb (1993) Nirvana – In Bloom (1991) Nirvana – Lithium (1991) Nirvana – Polly (1991) Nirvana – Smells Like Teen Spirit (1991) Rebelution – Places Unknown (2021) Rebelution – Pretty Lady (2016) Rebelution – 2020 Vision (2021) Red Hot Chili Peppers – Blood Sugar Sex Magic (1991) Red Hot Chili Peppers – Breaking The Girl (1991) Red Hot Chili Peppers – Give It Away (1991) Red Hot Chili Peppers – Sir Psycho Sexy (1991) Red Hot Chili Peppers – Soul To Squeeze (1993) Red Hot Chili Peppers – Under The Bridge (1991) Santana – Black Magic Woman (1970) Santana – Europa (Earth's Cry Heaven's Smile) (1976) Santana – Oye Como Va (1970) Santana – Put Your Lights On (1999) Santana – Samba Pa Ti (1970) Santana – Smooth (1999) Sublime – Garden Grove (1996) Weezer – Hash Pipe (2001) Weezer – Say It Ain't So (1994) 2Pac – All Eyez On Me (1996) 2Pac – Brenda's Got A Baby (1991) 2Pac – Happy Home (2001) 2Pac – I Ain't Mad At Cha (1996) 2Pac – Pain (1994) 2Pac – 2 Of Amerikaz Most Wanted (1996)

S3B12 - Even If It's Terrible, It's Rare: A Discussion About Blink-182 With Chris & Alli Lambert

Two previous guests, and myself, spend the entire episode discussing the band Blink-182. PLAYLIST FOR THIS EPISODE: Angels & Airwaves – The Adventure (2006) Angels & Airwaves – Euphoria (2021) Backstreet Boys – Larger Than Life (1999) Blink-182 - Adam's Song (1999) (Ryan #3) Blink-182 - After Midnight (2011) (Alli #12) Blink-182 - Alien's Exist (1999) (Alli #4) Blink-182 - All The Small Things (1999) (Alli #5) Blink-182 – Always (2003) (Alli #6, Chris #18, Ryan #25) Blink-182 – Anthem (1999) (Alli #17) Blink-182 - Anthem Part 2 (2001) (Alli #11) Blink-182 - Anthem Part 3 (2023) (Alli #19) Blink-182 - Apple Shampoo (1997) (Chris #16) Blink-182 – Asthenia (2003) (Chris #19) Blink-182 - Ben Wah Balls (1995) Blink-182 - Better Days (1993) Blink-182 - Blame In On My Youth (2019) Blink-182 - Blink Wave (2023) (Alli #13) Blink-182 - Bored To Death (2016) Blink-182 - Built This Pool (2016) Blink-182 – California (2016) (Ryan #16) Blink-182 – Carousel (1995) (Ryan #6) Blink-182 - Carousel (Buddha Version) (1994) (Chris #1) Blink-182 – Childhood (2023) Blink-182 – Cynical (2016) (Alli #26) Blink-182 – Dammit (1997) (Alli #10, Chris #21, Ryan #2) Blink-182 - Dammit (Live) (2000) Blink-182 - Dance With Me (2023) (Alli #8) Blink-182 - Dancing With Myself (1997) Blink-182 - Dead Man's Curve (1999) Blink-182 – Depends (1995) Blink-182 - Dick Lips (1997) (Ryan #22) Blink-182 - Dogs Eating Dogs (2012) (Alli #14) Blink-182 - Don't (1994) (Chris #24) Blink-182 - Don't Leave Me (1999) (Ryan #10) Blink-182 - Don't Tell Me It's Over (2001) (Chris #15) Blink-182 – Down (2003) Blink-182 – Dumpweed (1999) (Ryan #20) Blink-182 - Dysentery Gary (1999) (Alli #2, Chris #6) Blink-182 – Edging (2023) (Alli #24) Blink-182 – Emo (1997) (Chris #13) Blink-182 - Even If She Falls (2011) (Alli #3) Blink-182 – Every Time I Look For You (2001) (Alli #9, Chris #11, Ryan #15) Blink-182 - Feeling This (2003) (Alli #1, Chris #14) Blink-182 - Fighting The Gravity (2011) Blink-182 - First Date (2001) Blink-182 - Freak Scene (1993) Blink-182 - Ghost On The Dance Floor (2011) (Alli #7) Blink-182 - The Girl Next Door (1994) Blink-182 - Give Me One Good Reason (2001) (Alli #22) Blink-182 – Go (2003) Blink-182 - Going Away To College (1999) (Chris #9, Ryan #21) Blink-182 - Here's Your Letter (2003) Blink-182 - I Miss You (2003) Blink-182 - I Won't Be Home For Christmas (1998) Blink-182 – Josie (1997) (Ryan #5) Blink-182 – Kaleidoscope (2011) (Chris #20) Blink-182 – Lemmings (1997) Blink-182 - Life's So Boring (1998) Blink-182 - The Longest Line (1993) Blink-182 - Los Angeles (2016) (Ryan #8) Blink-182 – Lunch (1993) Blink-182 - M+M's (1995) (Ryan #4) Blink-182 - Man Overboard (1999) (Chris #10, Ryan #23) Blink-182 - Marlboro Man (1993) Blink-182 - MH 4.18.2011 (2011) Blink-182 – Mutt (1999) Blink-182 - A New Hope (1997) (Ryan #14) Blink-182 - Nipples Of Fury (1993) Blink-182 - Not Now (2005) (Chris #4) Blink-182 – Obvious (2003) (Alli #23) Blink-182 - One More Time (2023) (Alli #20, Ryan #7) Blink-182 – Other Side (2023) (Alli #21) Blink-182 – Pathetic (1997) (Ryan #1) Blink-182 - Peggy Sue (1995) Blink-182 - Please Take Me Home (2001) (Chris #25) Blink-182 - Pretty Little Girl (2012) Blink-182 - Red Skies (1993) Blink-182 - Remember To Forget Me (2019) Blink-182 - The Rock Show (2001) (Ryan #19) Blink-182 - Roller Coaster (2001) (Ryan #17) Blink-182 - San Diego (2016) Blink-182 – Sometimes (1995) Blink-182 - Stay Together For The Kids (2001) (Chris #22, Ryan #13) Blink-182 - Stockholm Syndrome (2003) (Chris #17) Blink-182 – Strings (1995) (Ryan #18) Blink-182 - Time To Break Up (2001) (Chris #2) Blink-182 - Touchdown Boy (1995) Blink-182 – Turpentine (2023) (Alli #18) Blink-182 – TV (1995) Blink-182 - Up All Night (2011) (Alli #16, Ryan #24) Blink-182 – Waggy (1997) (Chris #8) Blink-182 - Wasting Time (1995) (Ryan #12) Blink-182 - Wendy Clear (1999) (Alli #15, Chris #23) Blink-182 - What Went Wrong (2001) (Chris #3) Blink-182 - What's My Age Again? (1999) (Ryan #11) Blink-182 - When I Was Young (2012) (Alli #25) Blink-182 - When We Were Young (2023) (Ryan #9) Blink-182 - Wrecked Him (1996) (Chris #7) Blink-182 - You Don't Know What You've Got (2023) Blink-182 – Zulu (1996) (Chris #12) Blink-182 - 21 Days (1994) (Chris #5) Bob Carlisle – Butterfly Kisses (1997) Box Car Racer – All Systems Go (2002) Box Car Racer – Elevator (2002) Box Car Racer – I Feel So (2002) Box Car Racer – My First Punk Song (2002) Box Car Racer – There Is (2002) Britney Spears – (You Drive Me) Crazy (1999) Children 18:3 – The Cruel One (2010) Children 18:3 – You Know We're All So Fond Of Dying (2008) Chris Lambert – Insane (2008) Counting Crows – Mr. Jones (1993) Counting Crows – Omaha (1993) Counting Crows – Round Here (1993) The Cure – Push (1985) Descendents – Christmas Vacation (1985) Descendents – Silly Girl (1985) Fleetwood Mac – Silver Springs (1977) Fleetwood Mac – Songbird (1977) Lagwagon – Rifle (1995) LeAnn Womack – I Hope You Dance (2000) Metallica – Some Kind Of Monster (2003) Modern English – I Melt With You (1982) NOFX – The Longest Line (1992) Outahand – Outahand (1998) Owl City – Dementia (2012) Rancid – Lock, Step & Gone (1995) Sublime – Until The Sun Explodes (2026) +44 – Baby Come On (2006) +44 – No, It Isn't (2006)