Almost forgot it was all for fun.

Darlings, this is the best day I ever had. End of speech.

On December 3rd, 2012, Anna’s mum passed away. It fucking sucked. A lot has happened in the 13 years since, and as Anna says, living in the world without her does get easier—even if only in such tiny increments you barely notice. Still, grief is personal and unruly, and the only real way through it is to keep showing up for whatever you’re feeling in the moment. In this episode, we read the letters we wrote to each other during the final days of Vera’s life. In sharing them with you, we hope that if you’ve been through something similar—or are in it now—you feel a little less alone. It’s a hard thing to move through, but we’re here for each other, and for you, in it. Get full access to YOUR CRAZY BEST FRIENDS at yourcrazybestfriends.substack.com/subscribe [https://yourcrazybestfriends.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_4]

Letters from Limbo

This week, we talk about Anna’s mum, Vera, and wonder what she might think of our podcast. An excellent storyteller herself, she and Anna share a deep interest in people. But how would she feel about us sharing her story? We’ll never know for sure, though we get the sense she’s cheering us on. We also talk about the difficulty of living in the in-between—witnessing someone you love move through an end-of-life transition while still trying to figure out how to live your own life. As usual, there’s no roadmap for any of it, but we’re grateful for the people who love us through the messiness of figuring it out. Get full access to YOUR CRAZY BEST FRIENDS at yourcrazybestfriends.substack.com/subscribe [https://yourcrazybestfriends.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_4]

Almost forgot it was all for fun.

This week, we get into how, in our early adulthood, we were desperately trying to be “real grownups.” But now, in our mid-adulthood, the real trick seems to be learning how to be kids again. We talk about the trap of trying to be right or perfect, and how much better life gets when you can laugh at the detours, let go of the plan, and treat your mistakes as lessons instead of weapons. Get full access to YOUR CRAZY BEST FRIENDS at yourcrazybestfriends.substack.com/subscribe [https://yourcrazybestfriends.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_4]

Alison Hall on Cancer, Connection, and the Power of Showing Up.

This week, we’re joined by reporter and journalist Alison Hall. We had such a fun and real conversation with Alison about vulnerability as a super power, what her experience with cancer taught her about giving and receiving support, and how to invest in friendships that make you part of a community. Alison is a correspondent for Inside Edition, where she became the first producer in the show’s history to be promoted to full-time on-air reporter. She’s spent the last decade covering major national stories, including reporting from the courthouses during the Bill Cosby, Harvey Weinstein, and Jeffrey Epstein cases. Alison has covered the biggest stories of the last decade, from the Black Lives Matter movement to the unprecedented years of the pandemic and how Covid-19 has changed America.In 2025, Alison shared her own breast cancer journey publicly, becoming a powerful voice for early detection and women’s health. She’s appeared on CBS Mornings, The Drew Barrymore Show, and Good Morning Britain, and previously hosted her own podcast, Between Headlines. Originally from Winnipeg and a graduate of Toronto Metropolitan University, she now lives in New York City with her husband and their Bernese Mountain Dog. Follow her at @alisonhalreporting on instagram and join her on her Substack, Between Headlines. Get full access to YOUR CRAZY BEST FRIENDS at yourcrazybestfriends.substack.com/subscribe [https://yourcrazybestfriends.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_4]

Good dancers, nice hands, and a bad recorder.

This week, some surprising parallels between our lives in 2012 and 2025 lead us into a conversation about childhood games, seeking answers in unexpected places, and dancing our way into healing. As usual, we try to help each other untangle the questions that never seem to go away — like why we have breakthroughs and then immediately forget everything we learned, and which practices actually help keep our lives (and our minds) organized. Get full access to YOUR CRAZY BEST FRIENDS at yourcrazybestfriends.substack.com/subscribe [https://yourcrazybestfriends.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_4]