Apparently, I'm Not Zen

The Many Lives Within One

In this episode, we unpack the exhausting pressure to make our lives look constantly bigger, louder, and more extraordinary than they are. It’s a reflection on the seasons of a lifetime, the beauty of an unremarkable day, and why the ordinary moments we try so hard to skip over might actually be the foundation of everything.

Apparently, I'm Not Zen

I went to Vipassana looking for peace and ended up confronting chaos. This episode is about silence, the mind’s endless noise, and what happens when there’s nowhere left to run from yourself.

The Fifty-Eight Second Minute

In this episode, I’m talking about why the present moment is an unreliable narrator, how we romanticize old suffering the second a new crisis arrives, and why "this too shall pass" is sometimes the least helpful thing you can hear when your life is actively on fire.

The Funeral Guest List

If no one was keeping count, and no one was going to remember your name, would you still choose the life you’re living right now? Today, we’re talking about the paradox of the funeral guest list and why the most meaningful things we do are often the ones no one will ever see.

When love stays, but things change

Not every relationship is meant to last the same way forever, but that doesn’t make it any less real. A gentle reflection on letting go and growing honestly.