Deeper Still

Deeper Still Episode 171: Janice's Story, Part 2: Abortion hurt my ability to mother my future child

After two abortions as a young teenager, Janice became a weekend user of alcohol and drugs, not realizing that the abortions drove her to self-medication. Her daughter was born prematurely, and she heard the enemy say that it was her fault because of her abortions. When she got pregnant again, she sought an abortion again because her heart was so hard. God stopped her from going through with it, but she was very detached from her baby during pregnancy and after he was born. When he was two years old, she returned to church. God started to pull on her heart and heal her.

Deeper Still Episode 170: Janice's Story, Part 1: 2 abortions by age 16 without parental knowledge

Janice started dating at fourteen. Dating consisted of sex. She got pregnant and parented her baby. However, she started dating the father of her baby again and got pregnant again three months later. She knew nothing about abortion but felt like it was a way out of the pregnancy. She went to the Planned Parenthood at age fifteen and had a surgical abortion without parental permission or supervision. She left the clinic alone and rode the bus home. She got pregnant the following year and had a saline abortion, without her parents' knowledge. "I was really messed up".

Deeper Still Episode 169: Generational Healing

This episode is in Spanish. Maria, Cata, and Luz talk about how abortion impacted them and how they found healing. This is the story of a daughter, mother, and grandmother.

Deeper Still Episode 168: Generational Healing after Generational Abortion

This is the story of three women: a daughter, a mother, and a grandmother. All three experienced abortion, and all three experienced healing from the Father. They each tell their story (in Spanish), giving glory to Jesus.

Deeper Still Episode 167: Maddy's Story, Part 3: My way back to Jesus after abuse and abortion

Maddy was angry with God and the church because of the years of abuse at the hands of a "Christian" man at a Christian college. No one at the college addressed her abuse. She turned her back on God for years until she met a man who really followed Jesus. Through him, she met his mother, who is a Deeper Still team member. She was invited to a retreat and found that God was there and his people, but this time she felt safe.