Ep. 2 | I Chased Another Flame

Epilogue | Still Running

This season told one story, but the road doesn’t end there. In this epilogue, I reflect on what it means to keep moving toward Jesus after surrender. Through grief, faith, family, ministry, and unfinished healing. Not a conclusion, but a pause before the journey continues.

Ep. 5 | I Came Running

Saying yes to Jesus didn’t erase grief or make life easier. This episode explores what changed underneath it all, forgiveness that stayed steady, grace that didn’t pull away, and a life slowly turning toward Jesus one step at a time. The running didn’t end. It finally found its direction.

Ep. 4 | He Wrapped Me in Forgiveness

Surrender didn’t come with explanations. It came with grace. This episode tells the story of coming back to Jesus, discovering forgiveness that wasn’t earned, and learning how faith and grief can exist at the same time.

Ep. 3 | Hope Began to Call

My son’s diagnosis brought prayer back before confidence or certainty did. This episode sits in fear, anger, and unanswered cries. It’s about praying again while still feeling far away, and the belief that grace might no longer be available. In loving memory of Jasper Allen Dean Swafford, whose life and loss shaped this journey. To infinity and beyond.

Ep. 2 | I Chased Another Flame

Distance never stays empty. As faith lost its weight, influence from friends, culture, and temptation began filling the space. This episode explores how drift turns into direction, truth becomes flexible, and God slowly gets downplayed.