after certainty

what is your life adding up to?

This short, contemplative video invites you to pause the noise of everyday life and ask deeper questions about what your days are really becoming. Drawing on gentle narration and simple imagery, it explores themes of presence, choice, and the quiet gap between what we say we value and what our lives actually show. Viewers are guided through reflective questions about attention, relationships, work, and the kind of person they are becoming, with the aim of helping them see their own story more clearly and live a little more on purpose.

quiet courage: learning to trust when life breaks

What if courage isn’t loud?In this talk, I share my lived experience with bipolar disorder through three manic episodes and many seasons of deep depression.Not as a story of strength, but as a story of staying.You’ll hear what it felt like when my own mind became unfamiliar.What it meant to face days I didn’t think I could survive.And how courage, for me, became something much quieter than I expected.This is not a story about having answers.It is a story about not giving up.If you’ve ever faced something that made you question whether you could keep going, this is for you.You are not alone.

after certainty

Am I the only one who feels like I used to have more answers than I do now?

ps 63

Psalm 63

Psalm 42

A Psalm of David