Fawning

You deserve to feel again

I occasionally wake up in the middle of the night with the urge to speak, so I open my phone and record a voice note. Sometimes I skip the voice note and open TikTok instead because it seems like more people need to hear it. I close my phone and go back to sleep, never fully understanding the message until the morning. Usually these messages are for myself and women like me, but this one was different. In 2025 I was experiencing a call to begin speaking to men in a way I never had before. One or two have heard me. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit natlajune.substack.com/subscribe [https://natlajune.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_2]

Let Me Not Be Less Me

There’s a poem a channeled years ago when I was just beginning to awaken. I didn’t know I was channeling yet. I opened my phone and started to speak, and this is what came out. I lost the video among the more than 20,000 videos I’ve made since 2020 until today. I finally found it. I had never written it down so the poem was lost too. Not anymore. It will be in my next book currently in process. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit natlajune.substack.com/subscribe [https://natlajune.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_2]

Cavern

Chapter V Lust, page 105 This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit natlajune.substack.com/subscribe [https://natlajune.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_2]

Unwanted Tea

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Fawning

If you’ve ever been with someone who was a people pleaser, trying to be everything you wanted, and just couldn’t keep up, it’s OK to let them go. Let them find someone for whom they don’t feel like they have to perform. Don’t try to carry weight they’re not asking you to hold. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit natlajune.substack.com/subscribe [https://natlajune.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_2]