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A CNN Producer's Transformation Into a Microdosing and Plant Medicine Advocate: Cesar Marin (ep 47)

1 h 8 min · 15. Juni 2026
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So many of us live with the silent, often hollow-feeling struggle of trying to attain wealth and success while wearing societal masks. Yet, deeper within us there is a yearning for connection, purpose, and peace. What if the key to transforming your life is a simple shift in consciousness? Cesar Marin, a former CNN producer turned plant medicine and microdosing advocate, shares his inspiring journey, one where he has found purpose in plant medicine, microdosing, and surrendering to the deep work of healing and self-awareness. He reveals how microdosing psilocybin transformed his relationship with addiction, helped him face childhood wounds, deepened connections with his family and friends, and propelled him into becoming a proponent for plant medicine. Discover how intentional plant medicine journeys in his 50s reopened his heart, realigned his mission, and sparked a powerful awakening, showing us all that it's never too late to reinvent ourselves. You'll learn: 👉How microdosing can serve as a tool for clarity, focus, and emotional resilience, especially after 50 👉The subtle art of setting intentions to maximize growth and healing 👉Why peace isn't about escaping reality but truly being present in it 👉Practical tools for fathers and men to lead with love, mindfulness, and purpose through retreats, community, and daily acts of kindness 👉How microdosing sharpens presence and transforms reactions, typical challenges, and emotional responses. 👉The profound impact of psychedelics on understanding and healing familial relationships. 👉The core lessons Caesar has integrated: Connection, Peace, and Purpose. 👉Details about the upcoming Cesar’s upcoming father’s retreat, The Summit Within, in Colombia focused on healing, connection, and purpose. If you're tired of surface-level solutions and crave a deeper, richer life, this is your blueprint. Perfect for anyone seeking real change, men ready to lead with love, or explorers curious about how plant medicine can unlock your best self.  CESAR'S LINKS: Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/cultivating.wisdom/] | LinkedIn [https://www.linkedin.com/in/cesar-marin1/] | Microdosing Over 50 [https://www.microdosingover50.com/] | Summit Within Retreat [https://summit-within.com/] | Cultivating Wisdom  [https://cultivatingwisdom.net/](Get 20% off Cultivating Wisdom apparel. Use code: LLH) SCOTT’S LINKS: Substack [https://substack.com/@scottdschumaker] | Website [http://www.scottschumaker.com]| Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/scottschumaker/] | Facebook [https://www.facebook.com/sschumaker] | TikTo [http://www.tiktok.com/scott_schumaker]k  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano) [https://ffm.to/surefirepiano]”

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Episode A CNN Producer's Transformation Into a Microdosing and Plant Medicine Advocate: Cesar Marin (ep 47) Cover

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So many of us live with the silent, often hollow-feeling struggle of trying to attain wealth and success while wearing societal masks. Yet, deeper within us there is a yearning for connection, purpose, and peace. What if the key to transforming your life is a simple shift in consciousness? Cesar Marin, a former CNN producer turned plant medicine and microdosing advocate, shares his inspiring journey, one where he has found purpose in plant medicine, microdosing, and surrendering to the deep work of healing and self-awareness. He reveals how microdosing psilocybin transformed his relationship with addiction, helped him face childhood wounds, deepened connections with his family and friends, and propelled him into becoming a proponent for plant medicine. Discover how intentional plant medicine journeys in his 50s reopened his heart, realigned his mission, and sparked a powerful awakening, showing us all that it's never too late to reinvent ourselves. You'll learn: 👉How microdosing can serve as a tool for clarity, focus, and emotional resilience, especially after 50 👉The subtle art of setting intentions to maximize growth and healing 👉Why peace isn't about escaping reality but truly being present in it 👉Practical tools for fathers and men to lead with love, mindfulness, and purpose through retreats, community, and daily acts of kindness 👉How microdosing sharpens presence and transforms reactions, typical challenges, and emotional responses. 👉The profound impact of psychedelics on understanding and healing familial relationships. 👉The core lessons Caesar has integrated: Connection, Peace, and Purpose. 👉Details about the upcoming Cesar’s upcoming father’s retreat, The Summit Within, in Colombia focused on healing, connection, and purpose. If you're tired of surface-level solutions and crave a deeper, richer life, this is your blueprint. Perfect for anyone seeking real change, men ready to lead with love, or explorers curious about how plant medicine can unlock your best self.  CESAR'S LINKS: Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/cultivating.wisdom/] | LinkedIn [https://www.linkedin.com/in/cesar-marin1/] | Microdosing Over 50 [https://www.microdosingover50.com/] | Summit Within Retreat [https://summit-within.com/] | Cultivating Wisdom  [https://cultivatingwisdom.net/](Get 20% off Cultivating Wisdom apparel. Use code: LLH) SCOTT’S LINKS: Substack [https://substack.com/@scottdschumaker] | Website [http://www.scottschumaker.com]| Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/scottschumaker/] | Facebook [https://www.facebook.com/sschumaker] | TikTo [http://www.tiktok.com/scott_schumaker]k  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano) [https://ffm.to/surefirepiano]”

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