Sacred Pathways: Stories & Wisdom from Walking the Heart's Way
“Please, Heart, teach me. Show me. Reveal your ways to me and I will love it with my life.”This episode is a recorded Substack post which you can subscribe to below:https://sacredpathways.substack.com/ [https://sacredpathways.substack.com/] Trasncript:Let us begin in the truth: I am experiencing confusion. Or, rather, I am experiencing the Truth that what can feel so radically true one day - and sometimes, for weeks on end - can just as quickly change in an instant and we can create great drama in change if we attach our identity to those external Truths (which, I often do). I love sharing. I love loving. I love living. And the persistently anxious habits formed from (almost) 28 years of conditioning is constantly questioning: is this enough? Disentangling my Self - the soul, the Heart, the place where God and I are one- from fear is a messy, sacred and hilariously absurd process. I question, I rage and rebel against the machine I chose, I fall in love, I take a nap and then suddenly everything is okay. Then the cycle begins again - maybe this time with the order of events changing for the fun of it. And here I still am. Listening has revealed to me that the call now is to disentangle my actions from anxious/fear-based motivation (which, at this point, is both unbearably subtle and increasingly loud). The call now is to also hear my part - hear my role in the way of things so I can be empty enough for that role to be played. For the surrendered, sacred and sometimes pitiful flute I am to be made empty so the flutist can play. For the canoe to be made into a vessel through which the one sailing the canoe can do what they must. You know the drill - the stuff. I’m in the inner quiet again - hearing nothing but the noise that once felt like Truth and letting it all play out. So when the waters still, which they always do, I can be available- with the same listening that only inner quiet can offer- to what is actually true. “Show me to myself, my Beloved. Let me know myself as You know me.” “Help me, my Beloved. My boat is small and Your ocean so vast” “Guide me, my Beloved, where I can soar on the song of my soul” and many more prayers have left my lips or been transmitted by tears or sweetly whispered within. “Please, Heart, teach me. Show me. Reveal your ways to me and I will love it with my life.” I feared going within because I wasn’t sure if it was enough. But if I can’t connect to the depths of the well within me, where am I offering from? It all seems so complex until I return to Love, Truth & Freedom. Then I take a deep breath, have a laugh and go about my merry way forward: swimming in these deep waters (have I ever left?). I will rest on sun-heated rocks. I will surrender to the storms as sweetly as I surrender to the quiet flow. I will watch the world continue as it does and myself a part of it. I will take the risk of trusting the truth this strange and endless flow takes me. And I’ll laugh, and She along with me. For where could Love guide me beyond here and now? Is that enough? Is that not worth listening to? Get full access to Sacred Pathways at sacredpathways.substack.com/subscribe [https://sacredpathways.substack.com/subscribe?utm_medium=podcast&utm_campaign=CTA_4]
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