What Not to Say

The Last Five Years

In the final episode of Season 4, Bonnie sits down with her brother from another mother, Michael. Together the two touch on an assortment of topics that have come up through the season and even a few new ones. Specifically, grief over the last five years. How life looks different -- friendships, careers, people who have come and gone. Don't miss out on his chat!

What's a Death Doula?!

In this episode, Bonnie sits down to chat with Melissa Jones about her new journey of being a death doula. From experiencing a lot of loss, the calling to help those at the end of their life has been strong. Listen along while the girls talk about what it is, why it's so important and share their weird cling to micro-tragedies in their grief.

POV: 4 Years Later

In this weeks episode, Bonnie does what she never likes doing and sits down... by herself... to check in on her mom's 4 year death anniversary. She shares how grief has and hasn't changed, the want yet hesitation to unlock her moms phone and cries -- a lot. Listen to this weeks episode for a heartfelt, meaningful and real look at how grief still effects your host.

Nick of Time

In this weeks episode, Bonnie is joined by her friend Mark. Together the two discuss loss of time-- the grief that stems from childhood trauma. For Mark, his youth spent navigating how to be himself raised in a more conservative area as a closeted gay child and the loss that comes with it. For Bonnie, the years spent masking or ignoring the death of her dad so that her mom would feel safe to navigate as the head of the house. The two just had birthdays -- do they think they can reclaim their time?

What Not to Say

In this weeks episode, Bonnie is joined by her lifelong friend Julia. Whats fun about this episode? Julia flips the script and interviews Bonnie. From how to better to support a grieving friend, the crazy things people said and did down to spiritual healing -- the girls cover it all.